Hello there! I had just come out with my dream story! It's kind of dark in the begging, but read on! It's pretty good! Oh by the way, Kagome 16, Inuyasha17, Kikyo 16, Sango and Miroku 16.
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A Horrible Past, A Regained Future
Chapter 1
Inuyasha betrayed her AGAIN. Not really betrayed her but did something he knew she HATED. She didn't know what exactly was going on; she rushed out of there before she could hear, or see anything. She loved Inuyasha, but she wasn't sure if he loved her. They weren't together, but Kagome hoped they would be someday.
Kikyo had been Kagome's worst enemy ever since 1st grade. Kagome and Kikyo looked a lot alike but weren't related. Kagome had wanted to be friends, but Kikyo had some grudge against her that Kagome STILL can't understand. Anyway, as they grew up, Kikyo became prep and made Kagome's life a living hell. Kagome, on the other hand, became a rocker/Goth she met a friend in 4th grade named Inuyasha.
Since he was the new kid, and Kagome didn't have any friends, she decided to show him the ropes. They became fast friends and Inuyasha became a rocker. By that time, Kikyo had come and began to turn Inuyasha prep in the 6th grade. Kagome tried to stop it and helped a little. Thus, he became a poser. He was twisted between worlds: Kagome and Kikyo.
Rumors had spurted in Jr. High that Inuyasha was going out with Kikyo and Kagome. He had already started to like Kikyo and asked her out. They had an on and off relationship so on their 'off time' Inu would hang with Kagome and her group of friends. During all of this, Kagome began to like him. She made her opinion about Kikyo and her feelings toward Inuyasha very clear and Inuyasha was SUPPOSED to understand that. He didn't and ended up crushing Kagome's heart into a million pieces, over and over and over again.
Anyway, Inuyasha had gone to supposedly 'talk' with Kikyo. While Kagome was hanging around, bored, she saw Inuyasha talk to Kikyo and Kikyo was smiling. She heard her name being mentioned. Suddenly Kikyo hugged Inuyasha and he hugged her back. They looked at each other and began to go in for a kiss. Before Kagome could see anymore, she blotted off. Now, she's on the floor of her room crying her eyes out.
Anger, frustration, love, hurt, and betrayal… all these emotions and more ran through her. Every time she thought about what Inuyasha did to her and how many times he had done it, a whole new wave of tears flew by. There was way too much emotion to hide. She brought out her black notebook and pen and began to write.
'PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME! I'm trapped in a world of pain and I can't find a way out! There's no more air and my only lifeline has just broke off.' She wrote, her tears staining her journal pages. ' There's no one here to help me and even if there was, I don't think they would help. I'm left here…all alone… Inuyasha has crushed my feelings again and again. I can't stand the only thing I love in this world is hurting me like this.' Her body was no hacking with sobs. She could cry no more. She had used up all her tears. 'My tears were wasted on something that didn't deserve them. I can't believe I can be so stupid as to give my heart to someone that will just throw it away! It hurts so much. There's too much pain, anger, confusion…. I can't handle it all. It's all to overwhelming.'
She looked into her mirror and cringed at what she saw. She had been crying so much that her black mascara and eyeliner were running. Her cheeks were red and so were her eyes. She touched one of the tears that had managed to escape from her. She glared at the mirror and then threw a rock at it and broke the mirror. She grabbed her notebook and started furiously writing.
' I'm sick of this! I'm sick of all this crying and self-pity! I hate feeling so weak and vulnerable! My tears are not going to be shed like this anymore! My tears are not going to be WASTED on useless causes or people! I deserve better than this! NO MORE! I'm going to tell Inuyasha everything. How he's made me feel, how many gallons of water I've cried for his sake, how many times I thought about cutting myself or committing suicide, and anything else! I can't hold this in anymore!' After she was done, she threw the notebook across the room to the other side of the room and it hit the wall with a loud "THUD". It has slid to the floor.
Kagome sat there and panted, looking at her notebook; then to the hole in the wall caused by her notebook.
"Inuyasha…" Kagome whispered her black bangs with blood red tips shielded her face. "Why did you do this to me? Why did you make me hurt so bad? I guess I now know where your trust lies...Not with me…" she whispered. She looked up at her black and silver ceiling, thinking a little bit. Soon after, she got up, and went to bed.
Kagome got up the next morning and did her normal routine. She put on black pants with suds, chains, and pockets on them with a black shirt that said ' I hear voices and they don't like you…' in dripping blood letters. She grabbed her backpack, skateboard, and shoes and skated out the door towards her school.
When she arrived she saw Kikyo and Inuyasha talking; and her group of friends, Sango and Miroku, waiting for her.
"Hey Kags…" Sango began to say. She saw the determined look and the fixed glare set on Kikyo's back. Sango backed off and watched as Kagome walked over to Inuyasha.
"Something's going to go down in a couple of seconds." Miroku said, looking at the scene that was unfolding. Sango nodded and watched with Miroku.
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"Hey Inuyasha?" Kagome asked a little uncertain. He glanced at her.
"Yea?" Inuyasha said. He sounded bored and was looking at his claws.
" I wanted to talk to you in," she looked around, "private." He chuckled.
"Whatever you have to say can be said in front of my friends." He said. Kagome stared wide-eyed. Did he just say, 'my friends'! When did this happen!
"Look you pathetic little wanna be," Kikyo said, " Inu-baby doesn't have to talk to the likes of you. He IS better than u after all." Kikyo snobbishly chuckled. Now, Inuyasha, Sango and Miroku were starting wide-eyed at Kikyo. They knew what was coming up. Kagome was already pissed off and Kikyo just pushed her off the deep end.
"KIKYO! You snobbish little bitch! How dare you say he's better than me! He's not better than me and I'm no better than him! You're the wanna be! Not me! I have never ever hit you once, not even when I had a damn good reason to and I didn't slap the shit out of you then! Now it's payback!" Kagome screamed.
"You think you can take me?" Kikyo asked. Kagome snickered a little bit.
"HELL YA! I know I can take you!" Kagome screamed and punched Kikyo in the stomach. "Remember Kikyo, no magical powers." Kagome smirked. Kikyo cringed.
Kikyo attempted to do a bitch slap to Kagome, but Kagome dodged and kicked Kikyo in the knee. Kikyo kept attempting hard and easy moves to impress Inuyasha, but Kagome beat her at her own game. Later on, Kikyo decided to use her powers.
"SPIRIT SHEILD!" Kikyo yelled. A light blue disc formed in front of her. Kagome flew off from impact.
"Hey! No powers! If you want to play that way, FINE WITH ME! SPRIRIT BALL!" Kagome yelled and a ball formed out of her hand with black and red spirit energy surrounding it flew towards Kikyo's barrier and broke it. Kikyo flew back and passed out.
Kagome turned back to Inuyasha and the others. "Inuyasha, I'll ask you one more time. Can we talk privately?" She turned to his lackeys, " If any of you care to disagree, you will end up like her," She pointed to Kikyo, "or worse. Now move or be moved!" She yelled, causing all of them to jump and start going away. Having a very slight idea about what was going to happen, Inuyasha tried to avoid the inevitable by sneaking away. "Inuyasha you can't escape this time." She said, her voice totally void of emotion. Inuyasha stopped and looked at her and examined her.
'Damn Kagome…' Even in his head he couldn't of thought of things to say to her. She looked at him, her eyes having this far away look in them, like she was having some kind of flashback.
"Why?" She asked simply. He blinked.
"What?" he asked, confused.
"Don't play dumb with me. I want to know why! Why in the hell did you abandon me all those times! Why every time you and that bitch over there got together, Kagome suddenly became 'nobody'? Why did you HURT me like that Inuyasha? I cared for you and all you kept doing was crushing my feelings OVER AND OVER again!" She yelled as her body shook with rage. Inuyasha blinked. "DAMN IT! ARE YOU DEAF!" She screamed.
"No I'm not so stop yelling already!" He said and sighed. "Come on. Follow me." He said and started walking. Kagome followed silently, knowing full well where they were going. In the off stages when Kikyo and Inuyasha weren't together, Kagome and Inuyasha had always gone to this one field, that was in the back of they're school. It was they're little spot and no one knew about except those two and Sango and Miroku. The clearing was surrounded in trees, and there was this HUGE tree in the middle of it, perfect for climbing. The two reached the tree and Inuyasha jumped on a limb, while Kagome used her powers to fuel her jump into a limb right across from Inuyasha. Once settled, they sat in an awkward silence; which Kagome promptly broke.
"So? Can I get an answer?" She asked, unusually calm looking at Inuyasha. Inuyasha sighed once again, gazing upwards.
" Kagome… To be perfectly honest with you, I don't know what to say…" He trailed off. Kagome stared intently at him, still awaiting an answer. " I guess that I got caught up in the meaning, the feeling of importance. When I was with Kikyo, I was top dog, (A/N: ha, ha…pun.) everyone wanted to be my friend and I was finally one of the popular people." He said, trying to come up with a good answer.
"So you didn't feel important when you were with us? You were as much loved as anybody." Kagome said.
"N-no it's not t-that! Its…its…Damn, I don't know what it was. Maybe it was all the girls flocking me, I don't know. I'm a guy, I can't resist girls flocking me! Now that I think about it, I had always unconsciously thought as you guys as my 'plan B' friends. When anything went wrong, you were always behind me. Which was very wrong, on so many counts. The people in the group now only accept me because I'm with Kikyo, but you guys accepted me because, well, why did you accept me? I'm a half bred, a traitor, and lord knows what else!" He said, distressed.
"We accepted you because of who you were. You were lonely and so was I. Two lonely people make a great friendship. I never cared what you were. And I'm damn sure Miroku and Sango don't give a damn either. I'm only concerned about who you are. And people can always change." She said giving a small smile. "But you still didn't answer the other half. You answered the 'why you ignored us' question but how about the 'crushing Kagome's feeling's' question?" She asked, the small smile quickly vanishing.
"I didn't know you hurt like-" He tried.
"Bull shit." She said.
"I didn't pay attention to you. Since I was with Kikyo, nothing really mattered anymore." He said ashamed. 'Damn she always could make me confess!' he thought. " I knew that you liked me, and frankly, I liked you too. I was to content on getting back into the 'in' crowd to actually gather the guts to ask you out though. One tracked mind, I guess. Kagome, I'm sorry. And I mean really, really sorry. The thought of what I did make me want to puke." He said looking at the grass below.
"Inuyasha, you could always have two groups of friends. You never had to just pick one. Its not like I would hate you forever for being friends with a bunch of Back-stabbing, snobby, good-for-nothing, preps. Now for my second to last question." She said and took a deep breath. "Yesterday, when you were going to go talk to Kikyo, I was watching. She hugged you, and you hugged her back. I saw you go in for a kiss but I left before actual contact was made. That was really the whole meaning of this. I want to know why you did that." She said, eyes downcast. Inuyasha looked at her, puzzled.
"What?" Inuyasha asked, totally confused. When he went to talk with Kikyo, he actually talked. There was no hugging involved! Not even a kiss! There was strictly talk! He made sure of that! Inuyasha had done some low things before but he wouldn't do that.
"You heard me." Kagome said with venom in her words.
" I have no clue what you're talking about! I didn't hug her when I went to talk to her! Not even KISS her! Plus, I talked to her WAY after you left school! I had detention AND clean up duty!" He tried to explain.
"I saw you…" She mumbled.
"Kagome you have to believe me! I didn't do it! I swear! We actually had a fight when I talked to her! There was no hugging involved!" He really needed to get this through her head.
"I saw you Inuyasha…" She mumbled again, tears filling her eyes.
"It couldn't have been me! I know it, I know I don't act like your still my friend but I still wouldn't purposely do something like that!" He yelled again
"INUYASHA I SAW YOU! I SAW YOU WITH HER! I can't bring myself to believe that it happened but it did…" She yelled and jumped down from the tree. Inuyasha could smell her salty tears streaking down her face. "One more question Inuyasha, whose side are you on? Us or them?" She asked. She used her infamous quote: 'whose side are you on? Us or them?' It was from a song she wrote. Inuyasha stared after her as she ran away. That was it, after she asked that question, there was officially no hope left. Registering what happened, he broke down in tears. Right then and there, he had just lost his first and only true friend. Did she really expect him to choose? Did she know how difficult that was? Kagome had just run away, and catching her would be a hell of a job. But he was going to do it; he had to do it. But first, he had to talk to Kikyo about whom she was with when Kagome was watching. Jumping down from the tree, He started his way toward campus. His eyes were blank the rest of the day. Until, that is, he ran into Kikyo at the end of it.
"Kikyo we seriously need to talk. NOW." He said interrupting some kind of speech she was doing on her nails to her unexcited fan club. Kikyo looked at him for a minute and then followed.
They went to the front of the school and sat on a bench far away for the others. Inuyasha looked at Kikyo and Kikyo looked around confused. "So what do you need?" She asked.
"I had a talk with Kagome today…" He started off. Kikyo looked at him and held back a laugh.
"Psh! Is THAT all?" She said with a roll of her eyes.
" No it isn't. Remember the day I talked to you? Well she said that it was earlier and that you hugged me and we…kissed." He said almost disgusted.
"Oh! So it worked! Great! That was Naraku and I! I had him turn into you for a while and we put on a great show! Naraku knew Kagome was around there so we basically put on an act saying that Kagome is a looser and you want to be with me! Now that Kagome slut is off your back and we can finally be together peacefully! Man what a stupid how-bag!" She stupidly confessed. Inuyasha stared at her, his golden eyes slowly turning red. (A/N: You should ALL know what happens next!) "Inuyasha…?" Kikyo asked getting the feeling something bad was about to happen. His head came down so his bangs covered his face. She noticed his fangs and claws get bigger every sentence.
"You just destroyed whatever ties I had to Kagome. Kagome hates me now because of your stupid ass! I hate you now! Kagome was my only TRUE friend in this whole fucking world and YOU just ran her off! Sure I did some dumb shit but we coulda worked that out! But the damage you just did is unfixable! She'll NEVER believe this! And it's your fault!" He growled/yelled. A maniacal laugher escaped his lips as he brought his head up, revealing blood red eyes and blue pupils. Kikyo scooted back a bit.
"Inuyasha… are you ok? Don't look at me like that!" she said officially freaked out. She had never seen Inuyasha like this before. Yet, Kagome had and knew how to calm him down instantly…he would remember that when he was killing her. Kikyo jumped out from the bench and formed a bow and arrow in her hands. "Inuyasha I don't wanna hurt you!" She said, maybe pleading for her life would save her…? Nope! Inuyasha chuckled darkly as she fired an arrow.
" But I want to." He said as his claws sliced throw the arrow. She sent spirit bolts at him, Spirit arrows, spirit anything and everything! Her shields were hardly enough to protect herself from Inuyasha's new form. "Enough play time. Time for you to die!" He yelled, rage in his attack. He sliced throw her form, blood spattering everywhere. His body almost gave out as he fell back on to the bench. His blood red eyes turned back to their pure, honey gold color. His breath was ragged as he looked upon his work. Who knew he had so much power in him. Inuyasha didn't regret what he did; she had ruined a lot of people's lives today. Getting up, he struggled to get home and get the smell of the slut's blood off him. As soon as he was cleaned up, he went to bed.
The next day when he went to school however, Kagome wasn't there. Neither were Sango and Miroku. Naraku went away too. They weren't there the next day, or the next. They all had disappeared, some say they died. Some went as far to say as aliens abducted them. Inuyasha didn't know why they got up and left, he needed to talk to Kagome. He went by her house; her job, everywhere and no one knew where she went. He had spent many, many months crying for her to return but she never did. He vowed to get her back.
He didn't see her again till six years later….
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SO, WHAT'D YA THINK! It actually came from another part of a story that I was writing but discarded this part…glad I kept it. Sorry if I used big words, I was trying to sound professional… Please tell me what you think and if its good or not! I would love to continue this! But I need some encouragement! Thanks! Oh and if your new to my writings, please read my other fanfics! Thanks!
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