You and Me Both
Jarbie fanfiction
Chapter 1:
It was early in the morning. Both stil in their bed, sleeping peacefully. Barbie woke up at 06:32 am, cursing silently.
He had horrible nightmates after the dome came down. They always included Julia getting injured or killed and that he wasn't able to safe her. He looks over and sees her still asleep peacefully and most important that she is alive.
Just looking at her makes him feel whole, makes his nightmares fade away into the distance of his brain. She lays on her stomach, facing him. Her right hand close to her face. He just keeps looking at her. Thinking about how much he loves her. That he kept his promise for wanting her in his life wherever they would go if the dome came down.
Now 2 months after the dome was gone he stays at his parents house in Zeneth until they have their own place that is located at the edge of town. Almost ready to move in their new house.
He looks at her, but their fight from the day before enters his mind.
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"Sam was in your house, our house when I came to talk to you and you didn't wanted to talk. Why, because he was there?" Julia turns around in the kitchen and looks at him with disbelief in her eyes. "I told you he was there. But nothing happened between us." "Really? That is not what I have heard from him." His tone made her flinch just a little bit, but he didn't noticed.
After a while of complete silence she got really angry. "O my god. I can't believe this. After you came to the house and I didn't wanted to talk to you he was there. He did ask me if I was okay and I said that I would be. That's when he tried to kiss me and I rejected him, putting my hands between both of us!" Julia yells at Barbie.
She starts to walk away from the situation. She doesn't want this right now. She knows what trully happened at her place with Sam when they still where in Chester's Mill.
Barbie reach over and craps her hand but lets go immediately when she says don't. Anger in her voice, but what hurted him was hearing her voice break a little bit. She was hurt by him for not believing her just like he once was when she didn't believed him with the extermination plot of Rebecca and Big Jim in Chester's Mill. He hears her footsteps on the stairs and a door slammed shut.
After a few minutes he signs and walks up the stairs, stopping at the closed door of the main bedroom. After a second of hesitation he puts his left hand on the heck of the door and steps in.
He sees her sit on the bed. He doesn't say anything, doesn't know what to say to her. He walked over to her, sits behind her on the bed and kisses her red curls gently.
"I'm sorry." Is all what he can say. He knows he should have trusted her the minute she told him nothing happened between her and Sam. She told the truth but he was too stubborn to believe it. They both can be stubborn and sometimes that start an argument that wouldn't even be necessary in the first place.
"I should have trusted you. I'm sorry." She leans into him, onto his chest. He puts his arms around her slowely, not knowing if she wants it. She accept his gesture and leans even more closer to him. "I did mean it when I told you that there could be no more lies in the future. I should have told you this. I just didn't saw it as a big deal, because I invited him to stay because I didn't wanted to make it weird. After it we just worked together to find Angie's killer, not knowing he was the one who killed her." She says softly.
He just holds her in his arms while kissing her sensative spot under her left ear. She chuckles a bit, turns around to look at him. He was the one who spoke first. "Okay lets forget that we had this argument. I love you Julia." She kisses him on the lips once before turning around once more to look out of the window. "I love you too."
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Looking at her made him smile. That day, after the argument they cuddled on the bed for what felt like hours. Just making each other sure it was in the past and that it would stay in the past from now on.
After cuddling they started kissing each other with pure passion. And that's when they made love.
He sees her frown and opens her eyes tiredly. Closing them right away, because of the bright sunlight that is present in the room. A smile turns on her face when she shifts in the bed to get closer to him, cuddling with him once more. Her arm over his abdomen and his left hand caresses her under arm sofly.
Knowing that she loves him as much as he loves her.
