PAI'S SECRETS! told in the pov of kish.

Pai would never tell me what happened in his life. I have always wondered what was under that emotionless face and heart. He was out with Zakuro at a bookstore to study together, so I walked in his room to snoop around. Books, pictures, and sketches. I looked under his bed for something interesting. I found a little door. I opened it and found a diary? I flipped to page 1 and it read

Page 1

Dear this journal,

Today, 15 years ago, my mother died. I told my best friends she was a drug dealer and died by that. I lied. My mother died a different way. They were murdered along with my sister and brother. Right in front of me. We were captured and locked in a storage compartment. My sister and brother murdered first, heads chopped off, all of their limbs off, eyes cut out. My mother screamed, "Don't hurt my baby please!" A chainsaw revved rear mothers neck and she said, "I love you my sweetie, please remember me, don't loose faith in yourself. *Sream*" and like that…here head chopped off. I was left to suffer in liters and liters of blood and body parts for 2 days. One big pool of blood. I was 4 years old and remember every single second of those 2 days. I cried so much….

Page 2

Dear this journal,

I went to visit my mothers grave today. She was so beautiful. I wish I could see her smile again. She had the sweetest smile and could comfort anyone with it. She gave the warmest hugs and I hated to see her sad. She was always so happy and it wasn't like her to be sad. Maybe she hid her bad feelings inside her like I do now. Today was the first time I cried since that day. I visited my sisters next. She was 10 when she died. Her name was Rin. My brother was 5. His name was Kazuki. I dropped flowers by each of there graves and burst out in tears…I would have killed myself if it weren't for kish. He is the only one who kept me sane even if he was a little pest…I never told him any of this cause I didn't want him to worry about me...

His life…has been really hard…I started to read more when Pai walked in, saw me with the diary, and his facial expression changed from normal…to almost crying. "So you know my secrets now…everything about me and what I have been hiding.."

"Yep," I said. I dropped the diary and ran over to him and gave him a hug. He started to cry, a whole buch, no sound just tears flowing from his eyes.

"Thank you…"