Disclaimer: They belong to Kripke and whoever else he says they belong to… so I have to steal them and put them back before he misses them. (Shhhhhh)
NOTE1:Oneshot, after Cas examines Sam but before they see Samuel, 6.07 Family Matters.
NOTE2:Opinions about the angels are Dean's not mine! (get mad at him)
What the Hell?
Dean can't get passed it… Sam hasn't slept in over a year… A fucking year… and found nothing wrong with it. Didn't think he needed to discuss it with someone… Didn't want to discuss it with Dean … coarse not, Dean would a freaked, like now! He says he didn't see anything wrong with it, Why wouldn't he tell me then? Cause, he's fucking lying, that's why… How the hell can that even happen? Doesn't a body need rest, even without a soul? How the hell is Sam even walking around and talking? It was wrong on so many levels… Levels that Sam couldn't see anymore…
Sam is Sam… Cas says, just soulless. Cas says he doesn't know how this happened. But he supposes Sam's soul is still in hell, in the cage… Dean tells Cas, just get it back. You got me out… But Cas won't even try… says Sam's soul would be a lot more heavily guarded than his was. Angels are still dicks, it's just now Cas is listed in their ranks.
God, Dean feels alone… if Sammy was here, he would figure it out with him… he use to never be alone. He'd thought he was alone before, while Sam was in the pit…nuh…uh… this… THIS was alone. This finding out Sam was topside a year and Bobby knew. He would never thought Bobby could betray him like that. Up to that point Bobby never had. He was the one person that he thought would never… at least Sam had an excuse, he was soulless, what was Bobby's? Now he was truly alone… No Sammy, no Cas, no Bobby and now no Lisa and Ben. He runs a hand thru his hair.
Oh, and lets not forget the great Campbell Clan… that was fucked up worse than Sam… he wasn't for sure HOW… yet. But he was certain he was going to be pissed when he got his answers.
Sam doesn't really care one way or another. It seems like he can take it or leave it. Doesn't mind being what he is now… sees nothing wrong with it… Sam's helping about as much as the angels. You'd think they'd be grateful, after all, Sam stopped the apocalypse. But no… Cas cut and ran, damn coward…
Dean now had Dean and only Dean to fix this. Since he was the one that wanted Sammy back... Well, the hell with it! He would fix it! He'd find out the why, when and where of it all and some unlucky SOB was going down… because somebody was going to pay for this… and this time by God, it wasn't going to be the Winchesters!
The End
