AN: Okay my lovely fans. This is all T before she became the little killer. I thought that it would be fun to write and so far it has. Some of my characters in this story will appear in Little Killer but the two are at two separate times and you can read the little killer first and all that fun jazz. It thought that it would be cool to see Tay before the she became the killer we all know and love. A little background info never hurt anybody
Tay wrapped her arms tightly around his waist as he sped down the highway. A smile was plastered on her face, while her hair whipped in the wind. As he slowed down she buried her face in his cut. Tay was sure her cousin would kill her if he found out she was hanging with a biker gang, at least one that wasn't his. Tay couldn't help it though, the danger of it all thrilled her. They were coming back from his place, she wouldn't let him come to her house, he didn't know anything about her. She was in Charlotte, far enough from her small town that no one would even recognize her. That was the plan after all, no one knew about him or their relationship, if that's what you could call it. Tay knew that she was flirting with fire but she wanted to get burned. She kissed him passionately once she got off the bike and walked into the store. Once he took off she walked to her car and climbed in. It was easy to be someone else, when no one knew who she was. Tay made sure to stay out of the spotlight with her dad and since he was always busy doing something she was free to do whatever she wanted and he never found out.
Tay pulled into her driveway so high of the bike ride and the sex she had just gotten from Seth that she didn't even notice her dad's car in the driveway. She walked through the front door, setting her keys on the table she locked the door and headed for the stairs. She pulled her room key off of her neck and unlocked her bedroom door.
"Taylor Kathryn West. Its four o'clock in the morning! Where the hell have you been?" She heard her dad's voice in the dark of the hallway.
"Out. What the hell are you doing sitting in the dark?" She replied, her hand still mid air.
She watched her father approach her. As he got close she could see his face was in desperate need of a shave, he had bags underneath his eyes, and he for once actually looked his age. He came closer and sniffed the air.
"You reek of man, pot, beer and cigarettes. Where the hell have you been?"
"Out dad." She replied putting her key into the door and twisting the lock until she heard the click of the lock coming undone.
"your getting out of hand Taylor. You stay out all night with god knows who, doing god knows what. You get in trouble, you get tickets, you drink and smoke and I have even had to get you out of jail. I'm sending you to Jonny's. You want to act like a damn criminal you can go live with one."
"No. No fucking way. I'm not leaving my friends and I'm not leaving mom. You just want me out of the way so you can bring random fucks home. You want to ruin every memory of mom in this house."
"Mom is dead Taylor. Acting like a damn spoiled brat isn't going to bring her back. Your going its final. Your plane leaves in two days. I'm sending your car tomorrow. You can use my other car for you last two days. If you don't pack your stuff I will." He yelled at her before turning around and slamming his bedroom door.
Tay walked into her own room and slammed the door as well. There were boxes already in her room, she never knew how her dad got in there but if he wanted in he would get in. Tay plugged her phone into the charger before hoping in the shower. She didn't let the tears fall until she was under the spray of the shower. She was pissed, it wasn't so much her friends she worried about leaving behind or even Seth, it was her mom. Tay held back the sobs threatened to break through as she stood in the shower. Only ten more months and she would be eighteen. Then she could come home again. Living with Jonny and Sarah wouldn't be bad, after all they and Ana were the people that mattered the most to her in this world. They were the only people who really understood her. Living under the watchful eyes of the Tacoma Sons of Anarchy wouldn't be great but it would be do able.
Tay climbed out of the shower and into her bed. Her cell chimed letting her know she had a new text
Had a good time babe. Same time tomorrow?
She looked at the text from Seth for a long time. She couldn't decide what to say to him. He was going to be pissed when he found out she was moving. Tay picked up the necklace that was around her neck still, it was a gift from Seth. At first she was confused by the gift, but she learned that it marked her as under the protection of the Charlotte Hell's Angels and basically as property of Seths. Breaking it off with him was going to be bad. She could already feel it coming. She let out a long sigh.
Tomorrow, meet me at our place. I have to tell you something.
She turned her phone off than. She was sure Seth would be blowing up her phone and she didn't have the energy to deal with it now. She needed to sleep and in the morning she would start packing up her shit. The sooner it was done the sooner it would be out there waiting for her. Knowing her dad, everything was already arranged. Tay didn't have a choice any more. Nothing was in her hands anymore. She just really hopped that Seth didn't kill her.
Tay awoke the next morning to the doorbell ringing. She threw a sweatshirt over her tank and short before walking down the stairs. She flung the door open, only to be greeted by her best friends Remy and Ari.
"So its true? Your really moving?" Ari asked as Tay led them upstairs to her room.
Tay let out a huge sigh as her girls looked around her room. She nodded and flung herself back out on her bed.
"Yes. Sadly it's the truth. I guess I should of seen it coming. Dad was pissed, worse than that time he came and got me out of jail."
"Oh man, that was bad. So, you coming back after you turn eighteen?" Remy asked.
Tay looked at her girls, Remy was the smart one the one who kept them out of trouble most of the time. Ari was the follower, she was always with Tay or Remy. Tay was surprised that the girl could pick out her own clothes without calling one of them first. Tay was the wild one, she was crazy and indepenedent. She always had a plan, she would miss her girls but it was time for her to grow up. She wouldn't be able to act so crazy around Ana. Maybe moving to Tacoma would be best for her, she wasn't looking forward to telling Seth though. Tay reached over and turned her phone back on. As it loaded she felt her stomach twist, waiting to see what Seth said.
Okay, I got some stuff I wanted to talk to you about too. Meet you there at ten tomorrow. Night baby.
Tay let out the breath she was holding, causing her girls to look at her funny. They knew Tay was seeing someone they just didn't know who.
"So want us to help you pack?" Remy asked.
Tay nodded and got up and went to the closet. She was happy that they didn't ask, she didn't want a Remy lecture on who was good to fuck and who wasn't. She picked out four outfits and laid them out on the bed. She grabbed her boots and shoes and underwear to go with the outfits while Ari was putting CD's and movies in boxes and Remy was doing the books.
Tay pulled into her and Seth's spot at ten on the dot. Seth was already there waiting for her. She climbed out. Tay had been sure to dress to the nines. She wanted to make sure that Seth was partially distracted when she told him.
"Been waiting long baby?" She asked as she leaned on the car.
Seth walked towards her slowly. He looked at the car she had drove up in.
"Who's is this?" He asked
"My dads."
"Oh. Pops trying to keep tabs on you now?" He asked.
Seth might not know who she is exactly but he had a guess. He knew that she was seventeen that she lived with her dad who was never around and that her mom died. He knew she had ties to some type of motorcycle club, but he didn't know which one. Seth liked that she was independent. She was her own person and she didn't use her connections to make her look bigger than she was. He knew that she could fight and that she loved to fuck. She smoked to damn much just like him. He wanted nothing more than to make her his old lady but he knew that it would have to wait for another year.
After surveying the car he leaned next to Tay and put his arm around her. Looking over at her he realized she was nervous. She always played with the necklace he gave her when she was nervous. Seth racked his brain as to why she would be nervous. This was their spot, no one ever came there but the two of them. Tay had promised she was on birth control so she wasn't pregnant, she got tested more regularly than he did so he was sure it wasn't a STD, and since she was driving daddies car he could be mad at her. Not finding a reason for her to be nervous, he stepped in front of her and grabbed her hand that was messing with the necklace. Without the clink of the charm sliding on the chain the park was quiet.
"So whats got you so nervous baby?" Seth asked.
Tay turned her eyes on him, nothing was being given away. Seth looked closely at her face, maybe her MC cousin was coming to town again. Even though Seth wanted to know who he was and what MC he was part of he didn't want him to take his time with Tay away. Seth was shocked as Tay took a step away from him. She squared her shoulders and looked at him head on.
"I'm moving." She said. Seth was proud at how even though he knew she was afraid she stood tall and said what she needed to. It was after noticing how strong she appeared that her words sunk in.
"What? Your driving daddies car, he cant be mad enough to kick you out but let you keep his car." Seth replied.
"He didn't kick me out. He's shipping me off to my cousins. I leave the day after tomorrow."
Seth looked at her. She was still standing tall, her words sinking in. Seth loved the girl. She was wild and crazy and a lot of fun. She kept him interested longer than anyone else ever had and he was in love with her. Shit he planned on making her his old lady when she turned eighteen. This wasn't how Seth had wanted his night to go. He planned on making promises tonight, he planned on showing her the tat he had drawn up for her, he planned on talking about their future, and now she just ruined it along with his good mood.
"No." Seth replied.
Tay didn't say anything. She knew better, Seth was about to flip the fuck out and she wasn't too sure where that would put her. She didn't move as Seth stalked towards her, or when he grabbed her arms roughly and slammed her into the car. She showed no fear, while the anger in Seth's eyes was rising. To show fear, she learned was to admit guilt. Her back hurt from where he slammed her into the car and she knew that there would be bruises on her arms from how hard he was gripping her but she held still under him. He's body pressing on hers, his anger and fear clearly broadcasted.
"Say something damn it" Seth seethed from on top of her.
"I don't have any choice in the matter Seth. If I don't go I am sure that my dad will have the police come and get me. Or worse." She replied her voice quiet.
"I'm not afraid of shit. We can find somewhere else for you to stay until you turn eighteen and then we can move in together and do everything as planned, your not leaving me do you hear?" Seth said pushing her into the car harder.
Tay was shocked as Seth shoved of the car, she barely had time to catch her breath before Seth had her by the arms again and shoved against the fence. She stood still as he punched the fence on either side of her. She knew he wasn't done, that more anger and some rough sex were to come but for now she could do nothing but let it ride out. She could of done it over the phone but she didn't. She was more afraid of what Seth would do if she wouldn't of told him in person. She didn't want to explain to Jonny why some Hell's Angel biker was looking for her. Truce or no, Jonny would be pissed if he found out.
Seth stalked away from her and to his bike. She watched him lit a cigarette up, and she did the same. She slid down the fence and sat in the dirt, smoking a cigarette slightly afraid and excited for what was to come. She was sure the sex would be good, but after and before that she had no clue. Tay didn't look up when she heard Seth approach again. She just kept looking out at the lake, this spot would always remind her of Seth, this park ,that body of water all of it belonged in a memory box filled with him. She didn't say anything as he sat a few feet away from her.
Seth stared at her while she stared at the water. He wished he knew what was going through her head. He wouldn't let her go, not without a fight. She was his, she wore his necklace around her neck, she would have his tattoo on her back someday along with his ring on her finger and she would have his kids. She wasn't leaving him, no one left him. He left them and he wasn't going to let Tay leave him. Not until he was done and when it came to Tay he would never be done.
Seth moved down towards her and pushed her forward before slipping behind her. When she didn't lean back into him, he put his hand on her throat and forced her back to rest against his front. She didn't look at him or say anything she just stared out at the water and smoked.
"How long have you known?" He whispered into her ear. His hand tighting around her throat, again he was proud of how well she was trained. Some of it his doing some of it she had already known.
"He told me last night when I came in. He was waiting for me, boxes already in my room for me to pack and my car was gone this morning when I got up."
Seth relaxed his grip. He was mad that he ruined her outfit because she looked better than she usually did. He knew she did it on purpose, trying to soften the blow. She was doing everything by the book, but he was still pissed.
"Your not leaving." He whispered in her ear again, his hand tightening around her throat again.
She didn't respond as she flicked her cigarette out into the water. He tightened his grip more before he flicked his own and put his other hand in her hair. Making her look back at him, he kissed her. He lost himself in the kiss and let go of her throat. He wasn't sure how it happened but he was now in front of her, pushing her into the dirt. He had took his cut and shirt off before moving on to getting rid of hers.
Their clothing came off at speed to quick to keep up with, Seth shoved her legs apart roughly before laying on top of her. He slammed into her without warning. If he was hurting her, she didn't show it. She took it all moaning and digging her nails into his back like she always did. After she came she looked right into his eyes. He slammed harder each thrust saying what he wouldn't. He knew she could tell though. It was a silent conversation between them, I love you he was sure his eyes were saying. She didn't say anything but Seth noticed the tears she tried to hide as they followed silently down her face. As he approached his own edge he felt her shudder another release under him.
"Your not" thrust "leaving me" thrust "Ever" he said before his seed shot deep inside of her.
He didn't get off of her, he could feel their fluids running down his leg. He picked his head up from where it was resting on her shoulder and looked up at her. She was looking out at the water again, the tears that had ran down her face were dry now with no trace making him almost think he had dreamed them. Tay didn't cry, it wasn't something that he had ever seen from her. She didn't cry the time Seth thought she was flirting with the guy at the store and he smacked her. She didn't cry when she went to jail or when she was drunk, she didn't cry when he fucked her too hard or even the time he talked her into letting him fuck her in the ass. She cried today though and he wanted to believe that she would follow what he said and not leave him, he knew she was crying because she had to say goodbye.
Seth rolled off of her and lit a cigarette and passed it to her, before lighting his own. Tay didn't say anything as she sat up and got dressed as he did the same. She was dirty, her hair was mess and he loved her more for it.
"I'm serious Tay. Your not fucking leaving me. I wont let you."
Tay whipped around, shocking the shit out of him. The fire in her eyes was something he had only seen a few times.
"You think I want to fucking leave? You think I have a fucking choice. I go now while my dad sends me or he gets the cops after me, or worse we have the whole fucking Sons of Anarchy MC come down on our fucking heads. You want that? Because I don't! This isn't up to us anymore Seth. I'm sorry okay really I am but its over." She screamed at him.
Seth was speechless. She never said what club her cousin was president was, and the time she did was out of fear. She didn't want the whole club coming down on his head, on his club for her. Seth didn't notice her storm away, he didn't notice shit until he heard a car start up. He flung his head up than, but he couldn't catch her, shit he didn't even know her license palate number to find her. All he got was a cloud of dust as she drove off.
