A/N: *waves*
Warning: Mpreg! And AU..if you don't dig it, that's what the x button is for. This is also M rated to be safe. This is unbeta'ed.
Disclaimer: I do not own Glee and other characters.
Summary: They are in love but it's not roses everyday when someone fell out of it. Puckurt..Because they're my crack.
Love hurts but sometimes it's a good hurt and it feels like I'm alive. Love sings, when it transcends the bad things. Have a heart and try me coz without love I won't survive.
Incubus
CHAPTER 1:
"I don't know, I felt like we're drifting apart." Kurt said, trying to mask the pain in his voice. He and Puck had yet another fight and it'd been going on a weekly basis. Most of the time, Puck started it and it was like he was doing it on purpose. Sometimes they just fought over trivial things and lately, they were seeing things differently which of course led to another meaningless fight. He couldn't believe how their used to be happy and flawless relationship was now on the verge of dying. Kurt shook his head at the thought. No, that couldn't happen, he loved Puck too much and the thought of losing him made his insides ache.
"Have you tried to talk him? Like a real talk." His best friend Mercedes asked as she absently fiddled on Kurt's vanity.
Kurt squeezed his eyes shut. "I think he's seeing somebody else." There he said it. The one thing he'd been trying to deny for the past days. He had this nagging feeling inside him that Puck was hiding something from him.
A loud clattering sound made his eyes flew open. Mercedes dropped something on the wooden floor. He looked at his best friend whose eyes went wide with what he just said.
"That's heavy Kurt. Puck maybe an asshole but he will never cheat on you. You're with him for almost two years and you know how much he loves you." Mercedes said. Kurt knew his best friend was just trying her best to appease him.
"I wish I can believe that." Kurt muttered under his breath. "One time I woke up in the middle of the night and he was not in bed. I found him in the kitchen talking to someone on his phone. He said a name, I think it was Maxxie or something. I tried to ignore it but it kept on nagging me but I didn't dare to ask him about it." Because I'm scared to know the answer. He added mentally.
Mercedes eyes, if it was possible, grew even wider. "Maxxie? I have someone in my Calc named Maxxie. And…" She trailed off.
Kurt swallowed a lump in his throat. "And?" Kurt prompted.
Mercedes avoided his eyes like she was hiding something. Kurt felt irritation surged through him.
"What do you know about that Maxxie? Is she Puck's new girlfriend?" He choked out as tears started to sting his eyes.
"He…he's gay too. Blonde and pretty and I've seen him with Puck. I thought they are just lab partners or something. Maybe it was just a coincidence." Mercedes said, every word was probably killing her. Kurt could feel the anxiety in her voice.
Kurt closed his eyes. He read somewhere that closing your eyes would stave off tears effectively than blinking. This was it, the clincher he needed. Puck would not sneak out in the middle of the night to talk someone on his phone if he was not hiding something. This wouldn't be so hard if he was not worrying about a real important thing. The one thing that he was scared to happen as soon as he found out that he was one of the few. Of course he and Puck had been careful. They just started college and have important plans. They couldn't afford to mess up.
Okay, this was it. They said the truth shall set you free so he dropped his news to his best friend.
"Mercedes. I think I'm pregnant."
****puckurt****
Kurt couldn't believe it. It was like a miracle of some sort. Mercedes had a minor attack when he dropped him the news and to be sure, they quickly went to a nearby drugstore and bought a pregnancy kit.
Kurt's fingers trembled horribly while he was doing the test and after a few agonizing minutes, the result came out. It's positive and Kurt was thrown between laughing and crying. He gingerly touched his flat stomach which would soon bear their child. He decided that he would keep it no matter what. He maybe young but he was definitely ready. He remembered the time when he found out that he was a carrier. He was scared, excited, confused, happy all at once. Carrying a child was definitely a scary thing and he couldn't believe he was now going to experience it first hand.
Maybe getting pregnant was a divine intervention of some sort. Maybe God or whoever it was up there gave this child to knock some senses out of Puck. Kurt smiled at the thought. Maybe things would start to look up with this child's arrival. He couldn't wait to tell Puck the news. Suddenly, he heard the door of their dorm room squeaked open, revealing a tired looking Puck. He stood up way too eagerly from his study desk and walked towards Puck. He leaned up to give Puck a kiss on the lips but Puck turned his faced and his lips landed on Puck's cheek. He was hurt by Puck's action but he decided to let it go. Right now, he would tell him the news.
"Noah, I have something to tell you." Kurt said softly as he watched his boyfriend took off his shoes. Puck looked up at him then turned his gaze almost instantly. "I'm – "
"I'm breaking up with you." Puck said, cutting him off. Why did Puck say it like it was so easy?
"Wh-what?" Kurt asked, blood started to pound in his ears and he started to feel dizzy.
"You heard me Kurt and it's not like you don't see this coming." Puck said callously as he took off his shirt and tossed it at the laundry basket.
"Noah, can..can we talk about this? You're just angry with our last fight. C'mon honey, don't be like that." Kurt said and he hated the desperation in his voice.
"There's nothing to talk about." Puck said through gritted teeth.
"Is it about Maxxie?" Kurt asked bravely as a stray tear snaked its way on his cheek. He angrily swiped it away. His insides were twisting in pain and he was having a hard time to breath but he wanted the truth.
"I used to be in love with you but not anymore. I'm sorry." Puck said hollowly and Kurt felt the wind was knocked out of him but he remained strong, he would not let Puck see him crumbled like a useless piece of crap.
"Is it about Maxxie?" Kurt repeated, this time with force.
Slowly, Puck nodded and Kurt's eyes flooded with tears. Who's Maxxie? And why did he have Puck's love all of sudden.
"I'm sorry Kurt, it just happened. I'm not even sure when. It..it just happened and I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you." Puck said and somehow, Kurt felt the sincerity in them. It pained him. His heart felt like a ton of bricks in his chest but he couldn't bring himself to hate Puck. He couldn't hate the father of his child.
The father of his child. Should he tell Puck that he's pregnant? Kurt automatically placed his left hand on his stomach protectively. Puck never has to know. He would go with the pregnancy by himself. He didn't want Puck to stay just because he's pregnant.
Yes. Puck didn't need to know.
A/N: So is this worth continuing or not?
