The way I think it should have gone! I was so pissed they killed Marissa although I'll keep hoping she's not dead. I decided to write this because it is my way of staying hopeful! Enjoy!
I'll never let you go.
Marissa lay in Ryan's arms she was so weak, but she needed to fight. 'It's gonna be okay, it's gonna be okay' said Ryan while some tears were streaming down his face. He couldn't loose the love of his life knowing he had spend to much time fighting with her when he really wanted to hold her. This couldn't be the end. 'Ry…Ryan' Marissa said in her weak voice. 'Shhh…it's okay it's gonna be okay' Ryan said now more tears were streaming down his face. 'No…wait…I need…you to know…that…I love you…and I'm so sorry for everything' Marissa said tears also streaming down her face. 'Marissa everything will be fine, just don't give up please, please, please I love you and I can't live without you.' Marissa was trying to stay focused she was trying to keep her eyes open she was trying not to give up, but why was it so hard.
Let's dance in style, let's dance for a while
Heaven can wait we're only watching the skies
Hoping for the best but expecting the worst
Are you going to drop the bomb or not?
Let us die young or let us live forever
We don't have the power but we never say never
Sitting in a sandpit, life is a short trip
The music's for the sad men
A car stopped in front of them and a person was rushing herself towards them, but Marissa didn't notice her she only saw Ryan and she only heard their song, it was playing on the radio from the car that had just stopped, she slightly smiled to herself remembering the time they picked it out and danced together. Her smile soon faded when she thought about not being with him anymore the love of her life why had she been so stupid, if she'd never met Oliver, then Ryan wouldn't have gone back to Theresa, then they would have never broke up and if she could take back the Johnny thing she would do that too. But now it was probably too late she would probably be dead soon she felt it in her body it felt numb the only thing keeping her from giving up was the look on his face, it was filled with angriness, sadness, hope, but most importantly it was filled with love. 'Sir I'm a nurse we need to get you two to the hospital, I'm on my way to work but I need to call an ambulance first' the nurse said.
'They're on their way, I need to check your girlfriend' the nurse said. She was going to Marissa and tried to pull her away from Ryan, but Marissa held Ryan's hand and his shirt even tighter. 'No…no…Ryan stay' Marissa said tears still streaming down her face. 'I'm right here' Ryan said trying to comfort her.
Can you imagine when this race is won?
Turn our golden faces into the sun
Praising our leaders we're getting in tune
The music's played by the madmen
Forever young, i want to be forever young
Do you really want to live forever, forever and ever?
Some are like water, some are like the heat
Some are a melody and some are the beat
Sooner or later they all will be gone
Why don't they stay young?
'Ryan do you recognize this song?' Marissa asked with a little smile on her face, but tears were still streaming down her face. 'Of course I do' Ryan said. 'Good…I love you remember that.' And with that she closed her eyes. 'No…Marissa…Nooooooooooo! Please don't leave me! I'm not letting you go Marissaaaaaaaaaa!' Ryan screamed more tears were streaming down his face. 'Sir I really need you to let go of her she's still breathing I can still save her.' The nurse was very busy with Marissa trying to wake her up she moaned sometimes and that was good that meant she was still alive. The ambulance came and took her in Ryan also went along with them they told him she was in a coma and that they didn't know if she was going to live. But Ryan smiled for some reason he thought to himself at least now there's still hope! He kissed her lips and then he sat back down and the only thing he could do was hoping and praying.
It's so hard to get old without a cause
I don't want to perish like a fading horse
Youth is like diamonds in the sun
And diamonds are forever
So many adventures couldn't happen today
So many songs we forgot to play
So many dreams are swinging out of the blue
We let them come true
So this is how I think it really should have gone! Lot's off fluff I think we deserved that after three years of R/M I so hope Josh doesn't let her die I know in all the articles, previews, even on the fox site it says she dies but I won't believe it until I see it! I hope you're with me!
