CH.1

I lied to him ,like I do everyday..

CHRISTIAN'S P.O.V

"GET UP! GET UP! GET UP! GET UP! GET UP!" i said whilst jumping Justin trying to wake him up. he was sleeping over ,as usual ,he always says that he does it for Caitlin ,but ends up sleeping in my room

He looked annoyed and then he suddenly started yelling "GET OFF! GET OFF! GET OFF! GET OFF!"

"haha ,that was a good one!" i said whilst getting off of him

"dont you know any quieter way to wake people up?" he yelled burying his face in the pillow ,damn he was cute! "well ,Caitlin does! and she said that she've been trying to wake you up ,and from what i saw when i walked in here ,that must have been an epic fail!"

He groaned ,"what time is it?" he asked ,"10:25"

"SHIT! he screamed ,"dude! why didn't you wake me up earlier? i gotta go get ready for school! we're already late!" he screamed ,running to the bathroom ,it was saturday ,but that is not what i'm about to tell him ;)

"first of all ,i did! second of all ,uum ,yeah ,you go do that!" i said and smirked to myself ,i love playing with that cute little brain of his!

"wait a minute ,it's sunday isn't it?" he looked at me confused ,i couldnt help but smile at his cuteness! "saturday ,but that was close enough"

he smiled shaking his head and walked back to the bed ,sitting beside me. I looked at him ,he only had his boxers on ,he likes to sleep that way. even though he was sleeping in my bed ,right next to me! we try to stay as far as we can away from each other to prevent the awkwardness ,but sometimes ,after we wake up ,the awkwardness still reaches us. like right now ,when i looked at his lower body..

"dude ,i think you have some problems to solve" i said switching my eyes from him to his boner as he looked at me confused. he looked down and realized what i was talking about. "ooh shit! sorry about that! i just had a..dream and..you know" he looked really nervous ,that was cute ,and his little friend was really hard ,that was hott!

"let me guess ,about my sister?" i said ,whilst i fake smirked. that was the first thought to get in my mind ,since he was dating her..but after all ,it still could Beyonce!

"uum ,yeah ,sure" he said looking nervous..mmmmm

ok so you might start thinking that i'm gay ,for the way i'm talking about Justin. well ,i could honestly say that i'm not ,or at least i dont know ,i enjoy staring at Justin all the time ,but the idea of any other guy disgusts me. and it's not like i've been in any kind of relationship before. i never had a girlfriend nor a boyfriend. each time i look at any pretty face ,Justin's face suddenly turns to be all i could see. I actually started thinking that i might actually be in love with my best friend! but there's one thing that i'm sure of ,i am NOT going t be in a gay relationship!

JUSTIN'S P.O.V

i lied to Christian ,my best friend ,my love ,my life ,the person my heart beats for..just like i do everyday. ooh well ,it's not like i'm gonna walk up to him and be like 'hey you! smexy boy! im in love with you! wanna be my boyfriend?' nope. not a chance. not in a million years. why? cause he doesn't know that i'm gay ,neither does anybody ,except for Chaz ,he's gay as well ,but nobody else besides me knows about that. I dont think i'm ready to come out yet ,especially not to Chris ,why? cause i love him ,Chaz knows about my feelings to Chris ,but he still likes to 'have fun' with me sometimes ,i do too. But of course ,i'd still rather to 'have fun' with Chrisy ,even if it wasn't the same type of 'having fun' that i have with Chaz. just hanging around with Chris is enough for me. watching him every second with every move he makes my heart beats faster. i love his gorgeousness ,i loved his sense of humor ,i loved how he sometimes doesn't know some really simple things. it's cute ,i'm always like correcting him and teaching him some commonsense stuff. he once told me "i wonder where would i be without you!" ,i almost fainted right then and there! Chaz was there and noticed ,he started rolling on the floor laughing whilst Chris and Ryan gave him a confused look ,and i was still starstruck! thank god i got it on video! i cropped the rest of the video and saved it on my phone ,it cheers me up sometimes. i know. weird.

ooh well ,wanna know what exactly i lied to him about this time? the dream ,the smexy hott dream! it wasn't about his sister ,i dont like her that way ,even though she's my girlfriend ,in fact the ONLY reason she is because she's the closest i could ever get of Christian ,and she's like ,in love with me! so why not?

ANYWAYS! the dream was about him ,about Chris. just me and him. one room. one bed. no clothes. and sexy time! FINE! I'LL STOP LYING! Chaz was there too..that was probably the only part of that dream that was actually going to happen/had happened in real life.

But that dream was over the lines! it was possibly THE hottest gay threesome scene EVER! even though it wasn't really real.

Thinking about that dream again and rewinding it in my mind wasn't really helping in what Chrisy called 'solving problems' ,in fact ,it only made it worse.

I was still looking at my hard-on ,licking and biting my lower lip. i needed to call Chaz RIGHT NOW!

I stole a glance at Chris ,the view from his eyes wasn't any different from mine. he was staring at my boner! seriously that si only making it worse!

i couldn't help it and breathing started to get faster. ooh god! please damn my hormones?

Chris glanced over at me and then back to my super-hard boner ,he noticed my racing breaths and that it was only growing bigger.

I stole a glance at HIS lower body ,OMG! OMFG! IS THAT WHAT I THINK IT IS? ...DAMN IT! he stood up and looked away! "I uum ,I think i better ,aah, go." he said nervously before running out of the room.

I thought about what had just happened ,for about only five seconds before rushing to my blackberry on the nightstand.

I typed at fast as i could and tried to get the letters right. i sent a message to Chaz , "BUSY?" followed by what seemed like 35 PINGs

"not really ,need some help? u know i love helping! ;) ;P" he sent back

"gosh thiss kinda an emergency! how long will it take u 2 get here?" i replied ,i just couldn't take this anymore!

"how long will it take u 2 run 2 the door?" you see ,this's one of the stuff i like about Chaz! whenever you want him/(in this case)need him ,he'll always be there for you!

I put on my clothes and ran out of the room ,down the stairs ,and out of the door. Chris's house was right next to mine ,so i didn't have any trouble getting to my house. cause i just couldn't have sex with Chaz whilst he ,Caitlin ,MY GIRLFRIEND ,and their mom are in there!

As soon as i started unlocking the door ,i found Chaz walking up the stars of the porch. He didn't live far away from us either. His house was 2 houses away from mine ,but on the other side of the street ,i could pretty much see it from my room window ,and i can also see his room window! but sadly ,it's too far for me to see what's happening inside of that room. My window also had a view to Chris's window! but he broke his window shutters and so now there're closed all the time! i'm guessing it has something to do with my bad luck -_-

Me and Chaz walked in the house ,closed the door ,and smiled sexily at each other..