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Lupin P.O.V

"I love you" I said, meaning it with all my hearth this time.

She looked deep into my eyes, those amazing, turquise eyes staring at me to see if I meant it this time.

"How do I know you mean it this time?" she said, still looking deep into my eyes.

It was true, I had left Tonks before but it was for her own good.

She was already being looked upon as a lunatic.

She was in love with a werewolf.

We were dangerous.

We were unhuman.

We were killers.

And Tonks was in love with one of them, me.

Her eyes were filled with tears, glistening off the dim light of Tonks study.

I had found Tonks asleep upon a file she was meant to be working on.

I was about to leave her to catch her rest but she woke before I could leave.

I felt the small lump in my pocket, that suddenly felt a ton wieght.

I knelt down on my knee and took out the small lump in my pocket.

"Tonks, I know I've been a complete jackass but would you please do me the honour of being my wife?" I asked looking into her beutiful eyes.

She stared at the ring in the box.

Would she no?

Would she yes?

If she said no I would be hurting her, she would think she had led me on too far.

If she said yes I would be destroying her, she would be looked upon as a mad woman but I would be happy?

No, I would only be happy if Tonks was safe and well.

Could I provide that?

"Yes, yes a million times" she stuttered, tears rolling down her perfect, pale cheeks.

I don't know what came over me but the next miunte I knew I was kissing her perfect lips.

And I then thought

What have I done?