A Liar should have a Good Memory

"You're ugly." So beautiful, so very beautiful, she'll never know I think that though as it would ruin my reputation for being the nastiest person in the castle. Her red hair shined and her green eyes burned with a fire that I had never seen go out, in fact it glowed brighter than ever when I insulted her. It was a game we played- an insult for an insult. Her turn: "you weak man, letting your father beat you!" that was a low blow; we don't talk about my family on purpose. My turn: "you filthy little mudblood! How dare you mention my father!?" With a sinking heart, as I saw the look on her face, I knew I had gone too far- insulting her blood status, how could I? "Lily, wait, don't run away!" I watched the back of her head get further away, her glossy hair swinging as she sprinted back home. My heart hurts and I've never felt like this never been in so much pain including when my dad beat me. This girl has captured me and I've screwed it up.

Seeing her with that arrogant bastard is the worst part, he's a player, he breaks hearts but nope to her he is as sweet as a lollipop. Ugh I hate him! He better love her! This morning after potions, I cornered him and asked how he felt about her but I just got beaten again- I think Madam Pomfrey is suspicious but I'll never tell her, it's just really embarrassing to think that he dared lay his hands on me. Though how he managed to leave his 'marauders' behind I don't know but he was alone. I saw her today, hanging off his arm like a lovey dovey idiot, I can't stand it! I long for her to laugh with but as it is I'm alone and I feel broken and depressed.

Lucius just came up to me, he's a few years older but we were both in the common room with no one else there so I think he thought it safe to actually talk to me rather than blank as he usually does. "Severus, do you want to be safe from those Gryffindor idiots?" Of course I did but I stayed silent and he told me of someone who could help me out. Lord Voldemort.

A/N This is my first story so please help me improve with reviews. Thanks for reading, I appreciate it :)