Rate: T for violence & blood (but not gore, ok?)
WARNING: Canon, OOC, violence, bad grammars
Disclaimer: ROTG and Frozen are not mine
Picture take from ymirmikanami . tumblr . com
BLACK ICE AND FROSTBITE
By Lemmiere Chrys
ELSA POV
Panic. I can only feel panic that run through my body. What the hell did I do? I almost destroyed Arendelle! I ... I messed up the party, almost hurt them. I ... scared them.
My tears keep flowing, even the snowstorm couldn't freeze my tears at all. Anna...
Right now, Anna is the only one in my mind. I can't leave her, I've been cooped up for so long that she never saw me at all. It felt so hurts when I hear Anna asking me out to go out—to play outside. I really, really want to go out with her, but I really scared. I was so scared if at any time that incident happens again. I can't forgive myself if I hurt my sister for the second time.
This power, this magic, every things that aren't normal in my body are suck! Am I really a human or what? My Dad once told me that my power is a gift—a blessing, but I can't event control it at all!
Still haunted by some bad thoughts, I keep walking somewhere. It seems my foot are getting heavier. Sure enough, I was climbing a snow hill. Where am I?
I looked around, but I just find an empty, plain land covered with snow. I keep going through, my chest hurts. I remembered how isolated I am, how I locked up in my room as a dangerous monster. I shut the outside world. I can only saw the world from my windows while Anna keep asking me to build a snowman.
It feels like I was prisoned, can't be free, even by my own power. Why do I always hurt people? Why am I so dangerous? What am I?!
I keep staring at my glove-covered hand. Then, a crazy thought crept into my mind. Well, now they know. They already know my power, my secret. For what I still hide it? Then I took off my glove, let it fly carried by wind.
Carefully, I make a snowflake in with my left hand, watching as it drifted then dissapeared into the wind. Then, I keep doing the same thing with my other hand. I also summon a snowman that I used to create with Anna by the old times. For the first time, I feel that the snow is beautiful. I'm feeling so free...
Yeah, after so long times, now I'm free! I create snow and ice with my bare hands. I let go all of my burden. I smiled, took of my robe. The cold never bothered me anyway.
I keep walking, and there is a large gorge in front of my way. I try to gather my strength, and make the stairs. I step the first stair, hoping it was strong enough. The snow-covered staircase turned into a staircase made by ice. Very sturdy and beautiful.
Without any doubt, I run up the stairs. Here I stand, far away from peoples. A perfect place to build a home—the real home. I step the ground and it turns into a thick layer of ice. I look at the ground, and lift my hands. The ice layer rise under my foot, becoming a castle. I add the detail of carving in each corner of the castle, decorating my home.
Then, I pull of my tiara. The perfect girl is gone. I never going back to Arendelle anymore. I release my braid, make it hanging to my shoulder. And I need a new costume. This gown from Arendelle seems to odd. I create a new gown from ice. It's glittering and shiny.
With a confidence, I walk to the balcony. Yeah, this is where I belong. My own place, a kingdom of isolation, and looks like I'm the queen. It's where I don't need to worry about other people. A cold place, but it wouldn't bothered me. I leave the balcony, with a big smile on my face, I go back to my castle—my new home.
To be continued...
Too short, eh? Looks like i'm having a problem for expanding my vocab in English, sorry
And by the way, who is waiting for Jack Frost? LOL, the next chapter would be the first appearance of Jack ^_^
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