I Have Earned This.

Part one.

I watch her dancing. She is glowing. The candle light reflects off her pale satiny smooth skin. Her gorgeous auburn hair is up in a sexy French twist with small white flowers woven into it. The blue dress swirls around her long legs as she twirls. I can see her bright brown eyes sparkling from here. Her luscious mouth turned up in a breathtaking smile. She is a goddess. A fiery delectable Goddess…And she is Mine!

She has always been mine. Even back when I didn't see her, she was mine. Through the lonely terrifying years when I was lost and alone, she was mine. And she is mine now, even if she wants to pretend she is his.

She pretends we are stranger now. She behaves like we never touched, never loved, never belonged. She knows she is lying. Lying to herself, lying to him. And she is lying to me. But I know the truth. She tries to be distant but I know her. I know her heart. I know her mind. I know her soul. Her words say we are over. She tries to push me away. She refuses to talk to me. She will not come close to me. But she cannot fool me. I know she loves me, only me.

She is trying to punish me. She wants me to beg. She is being childish. She wants me to apologize for breaking my promise. She thinks I willingly left her. She knows I had no choice. I will not be sorry for doing what I had to do. I have been patient, waited for her to give up the game, now she is taking the game too far.

I am tired of waiting. We both know she will always belong to me, never him. I am the one who loves her. I am the one who saved her. I am the one who died for her. She is mine.

Tonight she is coming home with me whether she wants to or not.

I Have Earned This!