Have you ever faced a problem you couldn't fix? No matter how hard you tried it just wouldn't get any better. Well I was in that same situation about a month ago, my three friends and I were all good. Until one decided he couldn't trust any of us, and then it spread like wildfire. No one trusted anyone and the ones that did trust each other were trying to get an advantage over everyone else.
That is how Finn, Jake, PB and I ended up on this park bench in the middle of the freezing night. The moon was up, tensions were high, and we decided that for all of us to fix this problem, we must get together and talk about it. Of course for the first few minutes no one was talking, so I decided to break the ice and told PB about everything she has said about me, she then explained herself. After that everyone started talking, it was a bit more chaotic than expected.
But out of all the rambling, the one thing I remember that night is "A house divided against itself will not stand."
The meaning of that towards the group of our friends is if we do not trust each other how can we be friends. We were divided against each other, and if we did not do the sit down and talk, we probably wouldn't be friends to this day. I'm not saying everything came out perfect and ended all fine and dandy. The fragment of friendship we all held has been torn and only time will heal it. So the one thing I hope you learn from this is that sometimes nothing you do can fix it. I'm not saying you shouldn't try to fix it, but don't hurt yourself trying to fix something you can't.
That was the last night I saw all three of my friends. I talked to Finn sometimes, but not as much as I used to. "I feel a little gray as all, like my inside voice has been quite." I now understand what Finn ment by that. Losing the group of people I care about. It's like taking a piece of you and ripping it out, kinda like losing your right arm.
A month passed and no communication between me and the other three. I was tired of waiting for everything to get better, because it wasn't and it never will unless I do something about it. I could give up and never see them again, but they were my family now, after everything we've been threw I can't just let them go like this, I quickly got up with a new found determination and I grabbed my bag and ran out the front door.
