Thank you so much for sticking by me, this is something I really wanted to share and it's been on my mind for a while. So ENJOY! ~Jack

DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN "Ned's Declassified" or Love the way you lie!

I love the way you lie:

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn

But that's alright because I like the way it hurts

Just gonna stand there and hear me cry

But that's alright because I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

Have you ever felt like your life was falling apart at the seams? Like you're screaming in the middle of a crowded mall, but no one can hear you?

Have you ever felt like bursting into tears at the mere sight of your child? The fact that he looks just like the father that left you heartbroken, is that painful?

I can't tell you what it really is

I can only tell you what it feels like

And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe

I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight

As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight

The perfect world that was pressed into the pages of my life is gone…why? Two words.

Ned Bigby.

What do you want from me, Ned Bigby? My trembling girlhood that you stole from me? Well, Ned, it's already gone.

Go on, laugh and criticize me. I was the stupid one who had sex with him as well. It was both of our faults. But what wasn't my fault, was the fact that when I woke up he had left me in a hotel room somewhere, God only knows.

I was abandoned, lost and bawling in a hotel room somewhere alone. I waited for Ned to come back, and he never did.

Eventually, I had to woman up and call my parents for help. I don't remember what I said to them specifically, but I don't really care. It will forever remain a mystery in my nightmares.

What I remember distinctly was telling my mother I had sex. It was nerve wracking and most of it came out as stutters, mumbles or sobs. When she finally got the message, we purchased a pregnancy test immediately, and waited 4 minutes in the Wal-Mart restroom for my results. It was the scariest moment of my young life.

High off of love, drunk from my hate,

It's like I'm huffing pain and I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate

And right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me

She fucking hates me and I love it.

I remember mentally screaming, "Can this thing go any fucking slower?"

That one mistake changed my high school student life FOREVER.

That one little blemish on my otherwise perfect record turned out to be the worst of all.

Ned and I haven't been the same since the last day of 8th grade anyway. And that's not a compliment to him.

In fact, we were apart more than we were together. We broke up, got back together, broke up, had sex and got pregnant. We never got back together after that.

Wait! Where you going?

"I'm leaving you"

No you ain't. Come back we're running right back.

Here we go again

It's so insane cause when it's going good, it's going great

I'm Superman with the wind at his back, she's Lois Lane

But when it's bad it's awful, I feel so ashamed I snapped

Who's that dude? I don't even know his name

I laid hands on her, I'll never stoop so low again

I guess I don't know my own strength

He didn't want me and I didn't want his sorry ass back. My baby didn't need such an irresponsible asshole. I wonder how many other girls he's gotten pregnant…

In fact, Ned Bigby doesn't know that my little Aaron is his son.

My son Aaron is approximately 3 years old, and because I got pregnant and had my baby as a fresh man, I missed a lot.

I gave up basketball, volleyball and track.

I gave up dating, because no one wanted to date the school, "whore". This apparently has been everyone's secret nickname for me behind my back.

I even gave up trying to hang out with friends, because I couldn't tell who was backstabbing me or not. Suzie Crabgrass is my only girlfriend and Cookie is my only male friend. Ned became one of the "popular" people.

I've been criticize and made fun of for the 3 brutal years I've been in high school.

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn

But that's alright because I like the way it hurts

Just gonna stand there and hear me cry

But that's alright because I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

"Mosley?" Suzie called, waving her freshly manicured nails in front of my face.

"What?" I asked, shaking my head out of my dazed state. Had it all been a dream? I felt something heavy being shoved into my arms by Suzie, "I think he's hungry." Suzie mumbled, her cheeks flushed slightly.

I tilted my head down and met my son's gorgeous electric blue eyes. Like Ned's, they made my whole body shiver in one huge chill. I closed my eyes and hoped to God, Ned would never know. He never had seen him, so I think its ok.

The pain inside my heart ached when I looked down at the tiny child, well. He's three now. "Suzie, you still act like I'm breast feeding." I teased her with a small poke to her hip. She squirmed in her seat and smiled. "You know, Jennifer, I heard that Ned is dating." she informed me with a look of disgust. Suzie hated anyone Ned dated for me.

You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe

When you're with 'em

You meet and neither one of you even know what hit 'em

Got that warm fuzzy feeling

Yeah, them chills you used to get 'em

Now you're getting fucking sick of looking at 'em

You swore you'd never hit 'em; never do nothing to hurt 'em

Now you're in each other's face spewing venom in your words when you spit them

You push pull each other's hair, scratch claw hit 'em

Throw 'em down pin 'em

So lost in the moments when you're in them

It's the rage that took over it controls you both

So they say you're best to go your separate ways

Guess if they don't know you 'cause today that was yesterday

Yesterday is over, it's a different day

Sound like broken records playing over but you promised her

Next time you show restraint

You don't get another chance

Life is no Nintendo game

But you lied again

Now you get to watch her leave out the window

Guess that's why they call it window pane

I love her for that. I heard the familiar ring of Cookie's tone coming from my pocket. I quickly fished it out and brought it to my ear, "Hey, what's up?" I asked my tone less than thrilled.

"Well someone sounds grumpy." Cookie laughed on the other end, I could hear the smile in his voice. "You feeling ok, Moze?" His question almost stunned me till I remembered.

"Moze?"

"Moze?"

"MOZE?"

I heard his voice, but I just couldn't answer him. What was wrong with me? Where am I?

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn

But that's alright because I like the way it hurts

Just gonna stand there and hear me cry

But that's alright because I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

I looked at my reflection in the window, I was wearing a Polk-a-dotted dress that only came to my thighs…my memory flooded my brain and my head swirled.

I had been in a car accident. An extremely horrible car accident. The phone slipped from my hand and my eyes searched Suzie's for answers. "Help me." I whispered, before the world around me faded to black.

I felt the back of my head with my hand and felt something wet, I heard Suzie screaming and calling for help. I couldn't move and I couldn't breathe. I felt like I was drowning.

"Suzie…" I managed to murmur through gritted teeth. I felt her rush to my side and grip my shoulder, "Yes?" her voice shook. "Get Ned." was all I managed to whimper before I felt myself falling into darkness… where is Ned?

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn

But that's alright because I like the way it hurts

Just gonna stand there and hear me cry

But that's alright because I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie