Words I Couldn't Say

A Scrubs One-Shot

A/N: I do not own anything of scrubs nor do I own the song words I couldn't say by the rascal flatts

In a book in a box in the closet

In the line in the song i once heard

In a moment on a front porch late one june

In a breath inside a whisper beneath the mooon

JD was laying on his bed thinking about why he lost Kim and everything he should have said to her before she had left. He contantly says to himself "No don't go I need you I love you. Yeah I want you to be happy even if that means I'm miserable but you can live the life you want you to and I won't stop that"

There it was at the tip of my fingers

There it was on the tip of my tongue

There you were and I had never been that far

There it was the whole world wrapped inside my arms

And I let it all slip away

He keeps kicking himself for letting her go take that job at another hospital knowing he may never see her again he would take that second chance of getting her back if he could. even if he was in a room full of the most attractive women in the world he would still feel lonely knowing not even the prettiest could replace her. he loved how she hugged him, kissed him, and made him feel better when nothing else seemed to.

What do I do now that you're gone

No back up plan no second chance

And no one else to blame

All I can hear in the silence that remains

Are the words I couldnt say

He knows he should have told her that he didn't want her to take the job but she really wanted to the job and he knew he couldn't do anything about it

Theres a rain that will never stop fallin

There a wall that I tried to take down

What I should have said just wouldnt pass my lips

So I held back and now we've come to this

And it too late now

He said he loves Kim he thought maybe he'll be better off trying to get Elliott back knowing he still sort of liked her. But it wouldn't feel the same as if he was Kim. crys and says I miss you so much. Why did you have to go?

What do I do now that your gone

No back up plan no second chance

And no one else to blame

All I can hear in the silence that remains

Are the words I couldnt say

He decides to finally fall asleep and mutters I love you Kim and I'm sorry I didn't know how much you really ment to me.