My new story(:

I promise you guys i actually have this story planned out i wont end it early!

REMEMBER:I DON'T OWN DEMI OR SELENA. I CHANGED THE LASTNAMES TO MAKE IT LEGAL.

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I look into the mirror, staring back at me is a girl seem to not know anymore. I always come across the thought of when I changed, how it happened, when I became this girl that I honestly don't even know. I use to be a girl full of life, dreams, and drive to do whatever I wanted. Now all that is gone. I don't know how it happened its all a blur to me but sometimes when im deep in thought staring at the girl I once knew I almost think I know why.

Well let me properly introduce myself. My names Selena, Selena Noel Russo. Im 17 and living in a small suburban town. Most people would love to jump and call me just your weird rich girl, or at least they would call me that now, I use to never be labeled as a weird girl. I hate to admit that my families rich but sometimes theirs just no getting around it. Im not your average rich girl if you knew me. I like the simple things in life, im nothing like my parents or my brother and sister. They seem to revolve their life around money and objects. But not me, I have a good head on my shoulders, if you stranded me in a one room apartment with books, drawing paper, and a nice window to look out of my life would be set. If you got paid for thinking I would be richer then my family, but sometimes its not always a good thing, I over analyze things to the extreme.

I have a brother Kaleb, he's actually my twin brother, but if you knew us personally you would never guess it other then the fact that we look related. He is your typical asshole guy. His daily activities are to party, get drunk, fuck girls, never talk to the girls after he fucks them, lacrosse, and torture me. That's all he does, and yet girls are still IN LOVE with Kaleb Russo, if you walk down the halls of my school you would be shocked if you didn't hear someone say his name at least once. I also have a sister Devon, she's exactly 16 months older then Kaleb and I but in all honesty she should be Kaleb's twin they are more a like and they actually get along. All Devon does is party, drink, skip school, shop, slut around, cheat on her boyfriend, and make fun of me. She's just as popular as Kaleb, if not more. Devon is daddies little girl, whatever Devon want's Devon gets. But theirs one advantage I have over Devon that will never be changed. Im way more attractive, so im told. Im not a conceded girl but my sister is honestly, ugly. From what I've heard she's just an easy fuck, the only reason she's popular, or has ever even kissed a guy in my opinion.

And last but not least theirs me, "The odd Russo" is usually how I'm known. I'm nothing like my family and everyone knows it. Im a quiet girl in school, I don't talk in class, I don't sit with people at lunch, I really don't make any contact with human life anymore. I use to be the most popular girl in school, or at least from what I can remember, like I said, all my past is pretty much a blur to me. It doesn't bother me having no friends, id much rather get through my day drama free, I go home draw, read, write stories and that's just the way I like it. No friends equals no way of loosing someone and risk getting hurt. Im bi sexual and that's usually the biggest thing people have against me in my school, especially Kaleb and Devon. I always wish I never came out when I had friends because now im tortured for it, it's just something extra to add onto the list of things Kaleb and Devon make fun of me for.

Now looking into this mirror I realize more about myself. I keep looking at this girl that has changed so much in the past year, this girl that looks back at me is hurt. You must keep thinking to yourself, what has changed this girl so much? I wonder the same, everyday I wonder why I changed from a happy, popular girl that had a great life to this girl that does nothing but stay home alone, that has no friends, no one to care about her, nothing real anymore. The girl that her past is just a blur because of so much pain. The more I look the more the realization comes to me.

I don't want to admit to myself what has changed me. I feel like if I admit what changed me its almost like putting the blame on someone who should never have a blame put on them. But I know exactly why I changed.

It all happened last year actually almost exactly a year ago in a couple of weeks. Me and my old friends were at a party. I went with my best friend in the entire world Michelle. Michelle was beautiful, she had long light brown wavy hair that came right past her boobs. She had the biggest brightest green eyes that I have ever seen, they where almost breath taking they were that beautiful. Her smile was so perfect, nice white teeth, you couldn't resist from smiling when Michelle smiled. She had the perfect body and she was always tan, Michelle was beyond beautiful in every way possible, she was breath taking. And me and her were inseparable. We became friends in kindergarten. I practically spent my whole life with her, nobody knew me like she did. No matter what was wrong I turned to Michelle, and same with her. We liked to party back then, but not like Devon and Kaleb, we were usually smart, we didn't drink all the time but It was always fun to do every once in awhile. We live in the suburbs, not much to do here except for get drunk every once in a while. Anyway, this is the part of the story that changed me forever. Me and Michelle had A LOT to drink, I had way more then usual. I thought I was going to be sick so I ran outside. Michelle being the nice friend she followed me making sure I was okay. After about twenty minutes I threw up over four times, I had way to much to drink. Michelle kept begging me to let her drive me home but I refused. I knew she was way to drunk to drive. After about three more times of throwing up I unwilling gave in and let Michelle bring me home, I didn't want her driving anymore then she possibly had to so I made sure she was going to stay at my house once we got their, she agreed. We weren't really far away from my house, but in drunk driving terms we were far. She slowly drove down the street, it was a long road that was all trees, barley any houses. I notice her speed start to increase, I yelled at her to slow down and she did. After a minute I noticed her speed up again, in the middle of me yelling at her to slow down is when everything happened. All I can remember is a seeing a deer and then us swerve and everything after that is a blur.

I woke up later on in the hospital bed. I was confused why I was their. My family was crying all around me. I looked and noticed I had a cast on my arm, and my head was killing me. My mom informed me not to touch it. They explained that I had broken my elbow, had staples in my head, a broken nose, an a horrible concussion. Before I could even soak in all the things wrong with me I remember, 'where's Michelle?' are the first words to come out of my mouth when I woke up. My family looked at each other with horrible looks on their faces. Finally my mom stepped forward, she grabbed my hand so lightly 'honey she didn't make it' is all my mom could say in her shaky voice. I screamed and cried and kicked and tried to run to her but the doctors held me down telling me their was no use in running, she was gone.

Now as I look into the mirror I know what has changed me into the girl I see today. I see a girl that never actually woke up from that night of the accident. The day Michelle died is the day Selena Russo changed forever.

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Demi's introduction is the next chapter (: