I knew something bad would happen today. I just didn't know it would be because I loved Axel. That was the one thing that bothers me most about what happened.
It was a normal day like any other. I began my walk to school, went through all my morning classes and began to walk to the outside picnic table where Axel and me usually sat. I sat down and began the usual 5 minute wait for Axel. Little did I know that the one person who I never thought would approach me again, would sit down beside me. He looked at me intently. Then he opened his mouth to speak.
"Hello...Roxas.." He said slyly through his disgusting and foul smirk. I growled.
"What the hell do you want?" I asked more then a little ticked off at his tone. He just chuckled darkly.
"You wanna know something?" He asked cockily. I just continued to look at him. He soon continued. "If you don't do exactly as I say,-" He stopped for a minute to whisper the last part. "-I'll kill Axel." He whispered sincerely. I believed the words he spoke in horror. I knew he always followed through with what he said. I gulped.
"O-only if you or you friends don't go anywhere near him after I do." I replied shakily. He smirked.
"Of course." He leaned in to whisper what I had to do in my ear. After he finished my eyes widened. Tears began to well up in my eyes and I nodded. If that's what I had to do to keep my enemy away from my love...so be it. He stood and walked away. I let the tears fall but once Axel arrived I acted as if everything was fine. I had to commit suicide. In front of Axel, by jumping off a bridge. Any bridge of choice actually. I couldn't tell Axel why though. I just had to make something up. But I had an idea. I was going to have Axel find out. And the way I'll do that is by writing it in the last precious page of my notebook. As soon as Axel left I began to write it all down. Filling up the whole page and finishing the last sentence with I Love You. I got up and sat on the steps in front of the school, not thinking about attending the rest of my classes. I mean, why would I? I have to kill myself within a few hours. I pulled out my phone and called Leon.
"Hello?" He asked. I felt a pit of sadness in my stomach but pushed it away as I had to speak as casually as possible.
"Leon...I'm not going to be home tonight." I stating it as if I was just going to stay with a friend.
"Okay...you'll be sure to come home soon right?" He asked, worried. I let a tear slip.
"O-Of course, I gotta go. Bye." I said and hung up the phone. I called Riku at work and said about the same thing. I then texted Sora.
'Sora. Not gonna be home tonight. Axel will tell you everything tomorrow. I love you.' I texted and he sent a reply saying okay and he loved me too. I chuckled lightly but, quite sadly. I soon heard the bell ring, ending all classes and began waiting for Axel. he soon emerged from the building and I opened my mouth to speak.
"A-Axel...can you come with me for a minute?" I asked worriedly.
"Sure, Rox!" He replied. I gulped and began the walk to the bridge I had decided on. I was actually going to do it. I was going to kill myself for the love of my life.
