I must forget
Summary: He left her, she forgot him. It's as simple as that or is it SasuSaku
Chapter 1 My Pitiful Self
Two year, twenty four months, one hundred and four weeks, seven hundred and thirty days. It seems so long if I say it in days and so short when I say it in years. Why do I still think about him? Why do I still care? I wake up every night and stare up at my ceiling thinking this. I don't cry, I haven't done that in a while. What's the point?
It's funny sometimes wish I never met him, that I could begin a new. But I push those feelings aside, I tell myself he'll come back, he has too right?
I don't even know anymore.
I mean why would he come back? There's nothing here for him, I'm nothing to him. He left me on a bench for God's Sake, talk about harsh.
Now the funny part those feelings of forgetting him of beginning a new are coming back, I don't push them aside. What's the point? I can't take it anymore.
So I climb out of my bed, make my way to the bathroom. 'To begin a new' I open up my left hand side cabinet. I shuffle around some stuff and pull out a tube of black hair dye. 'To begin a new' There I've done it my hair is black no more stupid PINK.
I look at myself in the mirror, I don't even recognise myself. I don't think I ever did.
Although you won't believe it I'm going to fake my own death, to begin a new I must end my old life. I had it planned out everything to the smallest detail. I took one last look at our old team seven photo. I'm going to miss you Naruto and Kakashi, I'll never miss him.
I turned all the gas in my house on, grabbed my backpack and left. I locked the door, but my bedroom window was open. Good thing I had a good aim. I stood in the street waiting for the gas to fill my entire house. Then when I know it was ready, I light my match and chucked it through the window.
FIRE so destructive and yet so beautiful, I watched it as it burnt away all my memories. Then I was gone, leaving the village I had once loved. I stood at a hill and stared back, smoke was visible. I smiled it wasn't genuine it hadn't been for awhile.
"Goodbye Konoha, Goodbye Sakura" I whispered into the cold midnight breeze.
And with that said I did it I performed a Jutsu to forget everything. All my memories flashed before me the good and bad they were moving away, going into the darkness, away from me forever.
A man about the age of fourteen maybe fifteen made his way to the large gates of Konoha. He stared up at the gates with his charcoal eyes, the gates looked so intimidating to him, but they looked like nothing when he left. As he moved closer his Raven shaped hair bounced in the breeze. He had made it home but he was too late.
NEXT CHAPTER- NEW LIFE
