"I'll Seek You Out, Flay You Alive,

One More Step And You Won't Survive…"

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Jasper POV

I was over it fucking over it! Over what you say? Well, you see I've lived fifty years with the Cullen's and at first that shit was nice. But, after about twenty I started getting annoyed after fifty years well shit just hit the fan! Alice at first was the cutest thing then her squeaky ass voice started getting annoying, then with the whole 'jazzy!' name. No fuck that I'm Major Jasper Whitlock!

And you know what's worse? Last week she tried makeup on me! That's when I knew it was time to get the fuck out of dodge! You see Alice met me at a diner and I knew we were mates because well I never felt the tingles, the shock or any of that. But I did feel feelings of happiness, excitement and well she was also basically offering a free lay.

What can I say? I had just gotten free of Maria's clutches and Peter and Charlotte were good company but I always felt the human's emotions when I hunted so that just made me depressive.

When Alice told me of The Cullen's I jumped on it without giving it much thought well, now I wish I had.

First, my bags are packed my ticket in my back pocket the only thing is there is a tiny little pixie in front of me with her squeaky ass voice saying 'Jazzy Hale! I am your mate! You cannot just leave me!'

"Alice! First it's Jasper Whitlock second I am not your mate, and yes I can just leave you just watch me!" I told her.

After that I grabbed my shit, walked out the door hearing people saying my name, but I never turned back they could all go to hell.

Once I drove to the airport I called Peter.

"Hey Peter!"

"Well Fucker long time no talk! I assume you're calling to know if you can stay at our house. Did you finally get rid of the squeaky midget?"

Oh yeah did I mention Peter has a gift of just knowing shit, he denies it's a gift but it's a fucking gift! "Your 'I Just know' told you? And Yeah I dumped her sorry ass won't be going back to that!"

"Yes, your family Jasper you can always stay here brother, and about dumping her ass well I kind of knew so I sent the divorce papers ahead. So she should be getting them now. Your welcome"

See? Tell me that is not a fucking gift! "Thank you Pete and Thanks bro, I'll be in Texas in about six hours."

"Alright I'll pick you up, at the airport of Texas, Char's really excited to see you take care see you later."

I closed my phone, I cannot wait till I'm in Texas with Peter and Char, they're my only family Brother and Sister.

Charlotte and Peter were also in the newborn wars when I was in, Peter was a newborn I created and well, he quickly became my second in command, he was fast, lethal, dangerous, in battle but outside he was the funniest- mouthiest fucker I ever met. That's why he wasn't destroyed.

Charlotte was a girl I found in the woods, I didn't think why just that she was a pretty blonde so I took her and changed her. I assigned Peter to take care of her, and surprisingly he took one look at her and didn't hesitate to say yes. At that time I didn't believe in soul mates I thought that was a bunch of crock, but Peter put so much effort she was one of my best female officers, but of course the bitch Maria didn't like her so she ordered for Char to also be disposed of. Peter was supposed to help me that day but he was very jittery. His emotions were all over the place so I sent him out to take a break. Minutes before Charlotte was next Peter came in calm and collected, that changed when Charlotte entered he quickly told her to run. And he followed after. Yeah, I could've killed them both but I didn't want to I was getting tired of the killing I wanted out.

Well my out was when Peter returned five years later telling me, of how vampires could live in peace, and yada yada.

It sounded heavenly that I dropped the arm I was holding and took off with them never looking back to the hell I was living in.

Not only did Char and Pete save me from Maria but they also helped me control the Major, it was like I had a second personality and that personality cared of nothing but killing, torturing, if needed. They helped me keep him at bay which I will be eternally grateful for.

Now, I believe in soul mates, but just not for me I'm covered in scars and humans and vampires always flinch away from even Alice when he had intimacy I always had to keep my shirt on. Yeah, I'm disgusting a monster. That's why I believe there will be no other half for me. I was doomed to vampires flinch away from me, humans feel uneasy around me, and have scars to always remind me of the slaughtering, rapes, abusive things I did. Yeah, some people might say I exaggerate no I don't Char and Peter have scars, bite marks but not nearly as much as me and they don't get disgusted by each other because first, they both have scars, second they are mates third, they love each other, no one could love me. The Cullen's always were disgusted by my scars; they always were disappointed when I drained someone accidentally, I had control but I was like at random times I acted on blood lust so powerful I couldn't deny it. I was a disappointment.

I shook those thoughts off; I want to focus on getting to Texas, and just having a calm eternity.

With those thoughts I sat on my airplane seat closed my eyes and thought of nothing of just having some peace in my miserable existence no Alice, no Mate, nothing hard to deal with.

If only I had known how wrong I would be…..

Author's note: (Nibbles Nails Nervously) Did You guys like it? It's my FIRST story, and I'm very nervous! I know that this Chapter was a bit short, but It needed to be! Next chapter will be longer I promise it will! Next chap. Will probably be out tomorrow or Saturday!

I would like to thanks Petersgirl2011 who, gave me so much encouragement I love you girl! Your stories are amazing! And you're a genius Hugs and Kisses.. xoxoxo

Oh that remind me I am doing a story with Petersgirl2011 Dark Secrets and Forbidden Passion! Go check it out, and while you're at it check out all her stories!

Next a thanks to ofelia01 I love you so much thanks for the push and encouragement I love you girl!

P.s check out her story too, and leave some love for these to girls! Ok ok bye I'm off to write Chapter two Texas Baby! (;

~Melissa~