I'm not perfect but I keep trying cause that's what I said I would do from the start.
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave. Was it something I said or just my personality?
"Hey James..what's going on?"
"Im sorry (your name) .. I just… I just cant be with you!"
You looked at him as your eyes widen..
This cant be happening
You felt like you were just countlessly shot into your heart.
"WHY?! What about all the promises we made.. WHAT ABOUT THE DAMN FUTURE ! You can just give up on us just like that!" You scream shaking your head from side to side
"You wouldn't understand.. you think IM SO DAMN PERFECT .. We aren't meant to be.. Its complicated! " he thought. What he couldn't say to your face.
James just closed his eyes, then took a breath in , but ended up coughing repeatedly due to you punching with all your might his gut.. over and over again.
He turned and looked up into the cloud sky.. all he said to you "Im sorry" and placed the purple beanie on his head.
You ran towards him grabbing him from behind .. "DON'T LEAVE ME!"
….But the thing is he will.
He grabbed both of your hands that were pried around his masculine abs and pushed you away.
It started to rain, that made your feelings unleash from within yourself.
He sighed once again and just jogged away..
BOOM!
The thunder is coming it coming closer.. its because of me I lost my love its because of me im destruction..
"James come back! " you whispered..
(James POV)
Im back home, Fox keeps barking at the window.
Apparently, Logan ,Carlos and Kendall interpreted that Fox only barks when im in distressed.
And I definitely cant blame him, I screwed up big time.
I looked at through the mirror to see the up rise of horrible weather..
"…What have I done?" I mumbled.
-2 months later-
(Ding! Move up your feet Until you Levitate! Come 'ON ! lets ELEVATE)
I got a text message at freakin 7am!
"Hey its (your name) I think you still hate me :/… still but do you wanna get some coffee? Ill be at the starbucks at 7:30am .. the same one we used to go .."
NOWS MY CHANCE! I need to fix everything and this is the right moment.
I jumped in the shower A.S.A.P
By 7:13 am I was finished and out the door with Fox.
-At Starbucks-
I creped to Starbucks, on the lookout for (your name) ,
Then I saw her, Sweats with a black tank top and her hair in a bow bun. She always stood out like a sore thumb, but DAMN she's forever beautiful.
I ran to her with Fox by my side, and grabbed her by behind. Apparently she always jumps when I do that ^.- .
"Jam..Jame.." she stuttered before I just kissed her.
"I thought… you hated me…"
"(Your name) Im not perfect.. breaking up with you almost killed me. I NEED YOU! Only you.. no one else can make me feel like im worth it for someone.. Just stay with me.. that's how im still breathing.."
She kissed me then giggled.
She's back 3
Hope you guys Enjoy this oneshot!
If you wanna request ONESHOTS (for now)hmu in my ask box on .com!
talk to you soon!
-VanieSchmidt
