Summary: [Songfic 2 Evanescence's 'Everybody's Fool' based on the movie THIRTEEN]...I hated her, for all that she had turned me into, for what she had done to me. But then...at the same time...I realized, I loved her...
Everybody's Fool
Disclaimer: I don't own 'Thirteen' or Evanescance's song 'Everybody's Fool. So don't sue me...
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Perfect by natureIcons of self indulgence
Just what we all need
More lies about a world that
Never was and never will be
Have you no shame? Don't you see me?
You know you've got everybody fooled
Look here she comes now
Bow down and stare in wonder
Oh how we love you
No flaws when you're pretending
But now I know sheI watch her pass me by, walking right past me as if she never knew I existed...as if I don't exist. Her tanned caramel complected skin, chocolate brown eyes, and perfect smile. What does everyone see in her?
Ha!
They don't see anything in her, they just see what's on the outside. If they knew what she was really like, they'd hate her. They'd all talk about her and call her a slut and whore and let reality be known to her. Call her what she really is. They'd strip her of her popularity and power. They wouldn't look up to her anymore.
That's just what she needs - a reality check.
Never was and never will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooledI look back at her, she looks back at me then turns her gaze back to her new friend...her new playtoy.
I know that's where I shouldn't be, that I should be right here walking down the hall and chatting with Yumi and Noel. But somewhere deep inside of me longs to be there, by Evie's side, in that other girls shoes.
I had hated her so much after she ratted me out. Lied on my like a little tattletale and even had the audacity to say I was an influence on her. I hated her, for all that she had turned me into, for what she had done to me. But then...at the same time...I realized, I loved her...
She was my sister figure.
The sister I never had.
The person who showed me how to make all my pain go away. How to make me forget about my parents divorce and all the other pain in my life. She was my light the darkness. My savior.
Without the mask where will you hide?
Can't find yourself, lost in your liesHa, curse myself.
I speak so highly of her.
That bitch.
I know the truth now
I know who you are
And I don't love you anymore
It never was and never will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me
Somehow you've got everybody fooled
She just toyed with me. She molded me into what she wanted me to be...a duplicate of her. And she would've continued to do so until I finally refused to give into what she wanted.
And that's what she did.
I wanted her to move into our home. I wanted my mother to adopt her. I wanted her by my side always. But it was impossible.
And when my mother and I wouldn't meet her demands, she spilt every little secret of mine. To my family...friends...and enemys.
She deserves to die.It never was and never will be
You're not real and you can't save me
Somehow now you're everybody's fool....
I can't wait until we meet again in the future. I can't wait to find out how I'll send my life and how she'll spend hers. Can't wait to what I'll accomplish and what she won't.
Will she be a model.
Maybe.
A lawyer.
Probably not.
A doctor.
Doubt it.
Go to college.
Not likely.
And me. I'll do my best to become all I can be. I'll become something great, do big things, and accomplish all of my goals.
And in twenty years, I'll see her at our highschool reunion and I'll ask her, "So Evie, what have you done with your life?"
I anticipate that moment. I anticipate her answer. I anticipate numbering off every single one of my accomplishments while she gawks at how well I've done as I rub it all in her face.
And then I'll say to her, "See what you could've done?"
But for now, I'll just watch from afar as she's the one who's famous. She's the one who's loved by all. Praised and worshiped by guys and girls alike.
But when that day comes, I'll be the one holding victory over her. And until then...I just can't wait.
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Yup. that's it. Please review. I just wrote this out of inspiration and other stuff. Uhm, I hope you enjoyed. Review.
JaNe
InuYashazKagome
