DayDream: OK I know this is terribly over used but I got the idea and I just HAVE to type it!!!!!Please enjoy!!!

Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight.


Hello everyone that might be invading my thoughts right now my name is Insane. I know a totally stupid name and what parent in their right minds would name their daughter 'Insane'? Well to tell you the truth I don't think my parents are in their right minds. Can't really say that I'm completely sane… but I'm not insane!!! Well anyway my parents are what you could call "Drug Addicts" and they say that after Mom gave birth to me someone came up to them and said, "You people are insane for having a kid! I bet she'll have all sorts of problems with her health!" Somehow they must have thought that was pretty funny and decided to name me after a word in that sentence. Hence I received the name Insane.

I know how could I have stayed completely sane being raised by drug addicts? Well of course I didn't but hey I'm proud to say that I do not do any type of drugs.

My parents would skin me alive if they found out I was doing them. Totally hypocritical but I get their point. They don't want their precious little girl to have any other problems then I already have. My problem you might ask? Well I just happen to be mute. I don't know if it comes from having parents like mine or if I was just made to be enternally silent but what ever I live my life just fine, mostly. It's really not that big of a deal. 'Sides when you have a family like mine. Sometimes it's a good thing to not be able to talk because then there would be the possibility that I might accidently have ratted out my mom and dad when I was younger with out meaning to.

"Insane!" My mom called like she does everyday and I reached above me to pull the bell that would tell my mom that I heard her then forced myself to get out of bed and walk down the stairs.

My Mom smiled crookedly at me like always, showing off her blackened teeth, pulled a piece of burnt toast out of the toaster and slathered it with butter before putting it on a old rusted plate.

'Yummy,' I thought sarcastically as I took the plate and walked over to my dad who was watching football, a cigarette in his mouth. I waved happily at him and he gave me a nod in response to show me that he knew I was there.

I took a seat in one of wooden chairs and began to eat the toast. It's burned bitter taste oddly comforting in the dirty room that smelled of tobacco and beer. To anyone else this place would probably appear "unhealthy" or "ugly" but hey, it's my home anywhere else… just wouldn't be home. Nothing –for me- could compare to this place. I love it here.

"Insane you got to get ready for school."

I looked up at my mom who was currently taking a sip of Vodka and nodded obediently. I shoved the last bit of toast in my mouth and grabbed my bag off the couch and walked out the door. Dad and Mom both shouting, "Love you," over their shoulders before going back to what they were doing.

Shutting the door behind me I walked down the steps and began the long ten miles walk to school. Yes, ten miles. I have to walk ten whole stupid miles just to get to school. Maybe that's the reason I mainly skip? Shrugging I started to walk. I've already missed enough days for this month I don't want to cause my parents to have to go to court just because I am to lazy to walk ten miles everyday.

The harsh wind beat against my face, playing with my long, white blonde hair, and causing my black eyes to water. Yeah I know weird combination, blonde hair with black eyes. I sort of wish I could have got my dad's black hair or my Moms blue eyes but nope. I got my Mom's white, blonde hair with my dad's black eyes. Ugh, why'd I have to get all the freaky genes?

"Swanny!" I looked over to my right to see a black haired freak running towards me with a big bulldog lumbering after her, aka Sarah and Dog. Yes she has a dog-named Dog; you have a problem with that? So she's not really that creative can't sue a girl for that.

I gave a big smile and waved back. She stopped a few inches away from me and put her hand on my forehead, "You have a temperature."

I rolled my eyes and sighed. Sarah did this every time I actually tried to go to school. She would run up to me, try to take my temperature, and if I was even the slightest bit warm she would drag me down to her house where she would try play "Nurse" and take care off me for 8 whole hours. Of course my parents wouldn't care so they were no help, if I tried to call them and tell them I am being held against my will at Sarah's house. Oh, Sarah's home schooled so she doesn't need to go to school and her parents think that "since she's helping out a child in need" that it would be good for her college application.

Humphrey barked excitably and started to run in circles chasing after his none existing tail, causing both Sarah and me to burst out laughing –well it wasn't really a laugh but it looked as though if I could make sound it would be one- making Sarah's short brown pig tails bounce and her chocolate brown eyes sparkle with the laughter that did no justice to her beauty. Sarah was probably the kindest –a bit crazy- and only friend I have.

"Ok Swanny lets go!" Sarah took hold of my left hand and started to run towards her house. Now you might be wondering why she keeps calling me 'Swanny' well the fact is that my last name is Swan, Insane Swan. I know so stupid of a name! Plus Sarah hates calling me by my name "Insane" It makes her feel like she's making fun of me. So she calls me Swanny. It was a lot cuter when we were younger but I'm 17 now and nicknames like those I'm sort of growing out of but it's not like I can tell Sarah that though,

Once we got to her house –which is practically a mansion- she dragged me up the stairs and forced me into her bed where she pampered on me the whole day. The whole time I silently protested and she continued to act like a mother hen saying,

"You shouldn't push yourself so hard Swanny,"

Or "Really Swanny if you get sick do you think it would be a good idea to get sick at your house?"

And the last one," Don't be dumb I am going to take care of you whether you like it or not."

So basically even though all I wanted to do was go to school, I know shocking, Sarah wouldn't let me and every time I tried to get up she would push me back down.

Now you're probably wondering how a beautiful girl like Sarah became my friend? Well pretty much I had gotten lost the first day of school and saw her house so I stopped by and took out my notebook to write down that I was lost and she just so happened to be the one that answered the door and just like today she put her hand to my forehead and said, "You have a fever," she then yanked me inside her house and pampered me for the whole day. After that we had became inseparable. I don't really think her parents know that were so close but they defiantly know that we are friends.

"Bye Swanny, I miss you already!" Sarah called to me as I started the walk home.

I didn't live that far from Sarah but it was a long enough walk that by the time I got home it was dark out.

I opened the door slowly and peered around the room. My dad was out cold on the couch and I couldn't see my mom…wonder where she is? My question was answered as soon as I stepped inside the house and my mom popped in front of me her eyes blazing in fury.

"Where were you!? Do you know how worried I was? And your father! You know we can't call the police if you ever go missing because if we do they'll find us unfit parents and take you away from us!" My mom was furious, "What if something had happened to you? We wouldn't have known and we have no way of finding out!"

I shrunk away from my mothers fury and felt tears built up in my eyes. She was right. I shouldn't have stayed that late at Sarah's and I had no way of telling her were I was. It's not like I can call her!

So I took the shouts from my mother and father, he woke up after hearing my mom, then went to my room quietly. Tears running down my face. Why? I hadn't done anything wrong… I can't tell her that Sarah kidnapped me because then she'll just think I'm making up and excuse for getting out of trouble. It's not fair… why can't I have a voice? Things would be so much easier for everyone around me. I would be able to call my mom anytime Sarah decided to play 'Nurse', so I wouldn't get in trouble as much. Maybe it would be easier in school and I would get better grades… and maybe…just maybe…I would have more friends.

With a sigh I flopped on my bed and turned over to stare out the window. A blaze of white pasted by my window.

A shooting Star.

My eyes wide, a sad smile tugged its way onto my lips and I put my hands together," I wish…I wish that I could go somewhere else but here. Anywhere. Somewhere were I wouldn't have to put up with people knowing that I'm mute and can't say anything in my defense if I'm ever blamed for something I didn't do."

I looked around expectantly, expecting to find myself somewhere else, and tried to talk but…

Nothing happened.

With a sigh I pulled the covers over my head and gave one last pleading look at the sky before letting the darkness consume me. Please anywhere but here…

I woke up to feel someone shaking me awake and a gentle whisper in my ear, "Come on my little Insane you got to get up now. Your father and I have surprise for you. "

I groaned and pushed myself out of bed and blinked sleepily at my mother who was smiling at me crazily.

"That's it, she's finally cracked." I thought as I cautiously climbed out of bed and walked down the stairs with my mom. She seemed oddly cheerful. Not that she usually isn't in the morning… their was just something weird in her eyes that made me think that maybe she had drank to much last night. Did the bill finally get paid or something like that? What else could make my mother so happy?

"Insane. " My dad said as he turned to face me as Mom and I walked in.

I nodded my face probably giving away the confusion I felt. My Mother gave a happy giggle and rushed over to dad giving him a hug, "Oh can I tell her please? Pretty please?" My mom gave dad the big puppy dog eyes and my dad smiled in defeat, not even trying to defend his honor.

M mom turned to me; "You're going on a vacation to Forks to visit your Uncle Charlie and Cousin Bella!"

My jaw dropped open to form and 'O' and I felt so split up. On one hand I was happy. I was finally getting to take a vacation from this hellhole that I call home but on the other I was thinking, 'I have a cousin and uncle?' My dad must have seen my confusion and helped to specific what mom had said, " Your Uncle wants Bella to be able to hang out with more girls, since she's been hanging out with only her boyfriend and his sister, it's worrying him. He heard about you and decided that maybe that it would be a good idea to have a family visit. Of course you Mother and I can't go but you can!"

'He didn't think anything of my name?' I wrote down on a piece of paper that I saw on the coffee table.

My dad smiled sheepishly, "Well…he sort of doesn't know your name. We thought it would be better not to tell him right away but I sent him a picture of you so that he knows what you look like when you go."

The look he gave me told me that I didn't really have a choice in the matter and nodded. He would rap me up in a bow and mail me there if that's what it took. So I nodded and walked back up stair to pack my few pairs of cloths but stopped as my mom called up to me, "Oh you don't need any cloths, Insane, we've already bought you brand new ones."

I turned around to look at my mom, my eyes wide in shock. They had bought me new cloths? The closest they've ever come to buying something new for me was when they had stolen that teddy bear from a random kid that was in the stroller near mine at the zoo –that they snuck into- they have never, ever, bought me new cloths before though!

"We want you to look your best when you met your Cousin and Uncle." My Mom explained but I heard the double meaning behind her words. This wasn't a vacation for me. This was a vacation for them so that they could do as many drugs as they wanted without worrying that I would get into them, drink as much as they can, and smoke till their lungs don't work no more.

They were trying to get rid of me.

I sucked up my emotions and nodded flatly.

"We're leaving now so come on Insane."

I ran down the stairs, grabbed her arm and looked at her curiously.

'What?' My thoughts were racing. I was leaving so soon?

Mom smiled sympathetically at me. "We don't want to wait to long in the semester do we? It'd just be too hard for you to get settled in and sides you'll love it there! The fresh air. New friends. Everything you could ever want!"

She winked at me, "Plus I heard there are some pretty cute guys there as well."

'And you got that info from where? Charlie?' I thought angrily, 'How is he supposed to know if a guy is good looking or not?"

I didn't complain as my mother forced me into our old out of date Chevy and drove me to the airport. Both Mom and Dad wished me luck as I gave them one last hug as I walked onto the plane.

I buckled on my seat belt and gazed longingly at the ground as it took off. Why? Sure I probably should be bouncing up and down in excitement to get away from the crazy people that I call parents. The same people that named their daughter Insane but I just couldn't get myself to be angry with them. It's not like they had done a horrible job at raising me. I was somewhat sane. I didn't do drugs, smoke, or drink, which a lot of kids probably would have by now in my situation. I had a roof over my head, a warm bed, and eat simi edible food. What else can a girl ask for?

Yep I have all of those and don't really need anything else.

"Would you like anything to eat miss?" I looked up to see a stiffly dressed woman with a sour expression on her face, looking like she would like to be anywhere but here talking to me, but I put on a pleasant smile anyway and shook my head, 'No'

She nodded and turned on her heel before repeating the same thing she just said to me to the person that sat behind me.

"No wonder she looks so cranky. I would probably feel the same if I had to repeat the same sentence over and over again all day only changing the 'Miss' and 'Mister.'"

Other then the occasional asking if I wanted anything to eat the plane ride went pretty smoothly.

No one guessed anything was off about me (I'm mute remember?). Mostly people went out of their way not to talk to me. I don't know why but people have always been drawn away from me. No one wants to go near me. Well other then Sarah but you met her. She's a freak of nature! Yeah she's also my best friend… but really? Kidnapping me every time I actually try to go to school? Really I want to be at least be sort of smart so I can get a job or maybe if I'm really lucky go to college. When I mean lucky, I mean really lucky because t would have to take a miracle for me to be able to go to college at this rate.

"'We hope you have had a nice peaceful flight." The flight attendant said into the intercom and the other passengers began to file out of their seats and take their bags out of the top compartment. I pulled my backpack from under the seat in front of me and walked off the plane and into the airport.

The airport was jam packed with people waiting for their friends and family to exit but I was looking pacifically for my Uncle. I did a quick but careful sweep of the crowd before seeing a middle-aged man in a police uniform.

Didn't Mom and Dad mention the Charlie was the police chief? Yeah I'm pretty sure they said something like that on the way to the airport at home.

I walked over to the man and taped him on the shoulder since he was looking in the opposite direction. He jumped a bit and turned to look at me and I held up a sign that said, 'Charlie Swan?'

He smiled brightly and took my hand "Nice to meet you! Bella and I can't wait to get you home. I hope you don't mind sharing a room we don't have enough for you to have your own. Oh, how rude of me. I don't even know your name!"

I smiled friendlily and pulled another sign from behind the one that had his name on it that said, 'My name is Insane Swan. Yeah, I know my names weird.'

He chuckled and nodded before taking my backpack from me and leading me to a police cruiser. You know the kind they use to arrest people like my parents with? Yup, I can already tell this is going to be a wonderful vacation.

Note the sarcasm.


DayDream: Ok I hope you guys like the first chapter! I'll try to post the second one soon!Please reveiw to tell me what you think and if i should continue to update!!!