I'm very happy to wrote this story because I am pretty much into this Pair^^
But this is also my first fanfiction on this page. Plus the first one I publish in English (It's not my native langugage, so). I did my best and I hope it doesn't make it more difficult to read.
I really hope you are enyoing.
++ I really liked this scene, so I needed to write it down.
Julian thought about this for a longer time, so he was nervous. Though, he hadn't had a girl to be interested in for a longer time now.
There she was. The girl who scared him to death the other day, the girl who hurt him, made him hate metahumans even more. But still he couldn't help himself, finding himself in having an interest in this very strong and warmhearted woman.
He decided to move forward, didn't be afraid of anything especially when it comes to Alchemy and Savitar.
So in his mood of bravery he ran after this girl, followed her a few streets down and founded her standing under this pavilion which was flood in light.
"Caitlin." he said to get her attention. As she heard her name she turned. Julian was still wearing his "Indiana Jones" clothes he wore when they went to Earth 2. "Wait." As good as he could he tried to look as calm as possible. Then the truth was, inside of him he was afraid, nervous and other feelings overwhelmed him he couldn't even describe.
One step to another he came near her until he stand right in front of her. Every further step he did he thought about what would be the best to say. He thought about what he did, a thousand times when he sat in the ape's prison. That he came with them to the other earth and which feelings for her occurred in him.
But now he stood right in front of her.
"Listen, if I overstepped, then I apologize." He felt how he wanted more. He wanted to be more for this woman. Caitlin's countenance showed him, that he didn't need to apologize for what he did. But he still felt better doing so.
"Just, after drinks the other night.." but he didn't had the opportunity to finish his sentence. Caitlin looked him deep into his eyes. "You were willing to risk your life for me?" she asked him uncomprehendingly as if she wouldn't understand. He sighed. Now he would need to explain her his feelings. Then to be honest he liked that woman. He found something in Caitlin he couldn't explain yet.
Julian didn't know, where to start. "I been doing a lot of silly things recently. I thought any more, more or less wouldn't do any harm." That was the reason he came to that strange mission on the first place. When he heard from Barry that Caitlin would go with him to Earth 2 he felt some jealousy growing in his stomach and when Barry also asked him to cover for him, he didn't know what to do in the beginning. But he thought about the opportunity Barry gave him, even if Barry didn't know it. So Julian decided besides having some sightseeing on another earth, also to be with her and protect her, so he would be able to sleep.
"I like you, Julian. I do." Caitlin replied. "And I like that you like me." He felt flattered that she felt this way. But he got also afraid that she would push him away. "But I'm also afraid of my powers. And not what they could do to me, but what they could do to anyone who gets close to me." He totally understood that because he also feared her powers firstly, though he would dare any danger, to be able to be with her.
"Caitlin, I'm not afraid." "You should be. Fear me, Julian. It's not a threat, just good advice." In her voice and eyes he could snap a slightly arise of sadness. Scared of her own abilities he couldn't let her end becoming Killer Frost. "Okay, fine. I'll fear you." Shortly he paused, felt a lump in his throat. He didn't want it to be this way, the same said her face. Sadness seemed to overwhelm her the next moment. So he came up with an idea.
"You know what really helps me when I'm scared?" he asked her. "What?"
"Just a good fillet steak." he tried to better her mood, because he couldn't see her sad. The result of it was that she started to smile. "A bit of Bearnaise on the side, Mashed Potatoes, does the trick every time." A long time he hadn't seen her smiling like this, if he ever had.
Caitlin wondered if it did. "I promise." a small smirk appeared on his lips.
"I think we should find a local steakhouse, and be terrified, together." After he found the strength to follow her he also finally found the guts to ask her out. Well, not in the way he wanted but anyway. And she seemed to like his idea. "Sure. Together it is." He did it. Finally at the end of an adventurous day he even found a way to ask the girl he wanted to ask for a longer time, if she goes out with him. Him, Julian! Who lost his joy in life a longer time ago, who became Alchemy, Savitar's minion and in their very first meeting a prisoner of Caitlin. But in the end he got the girl, at least for today.
