I spent most of my life living in Montreal. My parents loved it there and we never moved. I finished med school and decided to specialize in forensic pathology. My mother was so disappointed, my father said it's my choice and my girlfriend was furious. We had planes to get married and she wanted very comfortable life. Before wedding we had two big things to do. First was for me to come out to my parents and other was for me to choose the field to specialize in. She hoped I would go into plastic surgery or something that profitable. I had no interest in doing such a thing. Pathology was my passion. Monique and I dated for seven years and when she got the chance to date someone with more money and chances to earn she left me without problem. She left like we were dating for seven minutes, not years. She married some girl that was big LGBTQ activist but she had shady reputation and not so good way with people but Monique got what she wanted, money and attention. I took it very hard. I shut myself from everyone...alive... and spent too much time with the dead people and their body parts. I could name you all the bones, all the body parts all the chemical reactions in body, but I didn't know how could Monique forget me so fast and easy. Six months after the break up and few months after her wedding I lived at the morgue. My mentor would often find me sleeping in the lounge room and just smile at me with pity and sad look in his eyes.

''Holly, I never had such a dedicated and good student but I believe if you keep like this I will have you soon at that table over there...''

''I know... But, I just can't go home...''

''Still have a feeling she is there?''

''Yes, she is everywhere...''

''Than move...''

''Where?''

'' I have something for you...''

He gave me an envelope with recommendation letter and forms for pathologist office in Toronto. It was far from M and good change...

''I think you will love the job...''

''I think I might...''

I sent my application and two weeks later I was informed I got the job. My parents were not happy that I am moving away, but I knew I needed a fresh start. Some place to be me, no baggage no past, just me... Nerd, hell of the doctor and lesbian. I could never tell them that I'm gay because I had to be perfect. I had to make them proud. When I was sixteen my brother died in war. He was a doctor and someone bombed the medical tent he was having a surgery in. That day more than twenty people died and over sixty was injured. I had to be good enough to be their daughter and his sister. Marvin was special. He always got all the attention when he enters the room. His energy was amazing. I loved to spend time with him and listen to him while he explains some complicate disuse or surgery to me. Because of him my love for medicine was born. Finishing med school was the way to honor him. So, my parents had all their hopes on me. I would get married, have three children, nice husband and we would spend our summers all the time together... But life had other planes for me. I was gay, never liked boys, but just to pleas my parents I dated some of them. In college I had my first experience with a girl. It was at a party. I was a bit drunk but brave enough to dare and go home with her. She took me to her apartment and got me another drink . After two drinks I dared to let her take off my things and take me to bed. That was the day I got the conformation I'm gay. It felt right, it felt amazing and it felt like something I would like to do over and over again. Monique came later. We met in the library. She studied Drama and was real drama queen when I think of it. I fell for her right away. We started dating little after we met. We had our ups and downs but we stuck together for years. She never made problem about my parents not knowing about us. She never cared. Even her parents never knew anything about us. We lived together for six years and I believed I was happy. I believed we had a good life together but it seems I was wrong. So, here I am, packing for a new city and new challenges. My boss helped me pack and get rid of all the things Monique. I needed to that. We took her things to the trash and her clods to the homeless shelter. They were now dressed in designer things New city and the job I beguine in two days. My boss has seen to it that I have an apartment waiting for me. I came after the truck with my things and the workers helped me with the boxes and all that had to be taken into the apartment. It was nice, bright ,warm and as soon as I get all out of the boxes it will became home. By the end of the day my boxes were done and that place became home. My books and photographs of my family occupied almost entire wall of bookshelf. I was really a nerd. But I loved them. That bookshelf was my most precious treasure. Around eight my new boss came to give me my pass for the morgue and car keys.

''Good evening Dr. Stewart. I'm Dr. Sims. I came to greet you and give you your pass and car keys. We got some money this year and decided to buy a car for pathologist that will go into field. Since you are the youngest, you got that honor.''

''Thank you. I'm sorry I have nothing to offer you. I just finished unpacking and wanted to go and buy some things I might need.''

''You have super market pretty close to your house. It's good. My wife shops there and trust me she is heard to please...so it's good. And one important thing. If you want to have good beer and relax, there is a bar near the station. It's called Black Penny. Go and see it. It's Friday and it might be fun...''

''Thank you. See you on Monday...''

''See you... Have a nice weekend.''

I took the keys and got to the car. And nice car it was. I followed instructions GPS gave me and got to the super market. I got all I needed and went home. It felt nice to stock my fridge with things I love and Monique hated. There was meet, beer, vine, cheese and all the amazing things. It felt great to be free to decorate the place as I like it and to buy what I want. Monique made me leave my books at my parent's house so on our shelves we just had her books and some stupid porcelain figures. I hated that crap.

I changed my close , got the lenses and went to that bar. As I entered I had a feeling I was crashing a party. Everybody was tipsy and their laughter was so contagious. I go to the bar and got a drink. I noticed some girls in the corner giggling and looking at me. I waved at them and got back to my drink. After some time one of them approached me. She was hot, blond and had interesting ice blue eyes...

''Hi, I'm Charlotte ...''

''Hi, I'm Holly...''

''Want a drink?''

''Sure... What are we drinking?''

''Tequila shots and beer.''

''Girl, that's some crazy combination...''

We had seven shots and three beers and I was tipsy... She was flirting with me and it was fun...

''So, Holly are you from around here?''

''No, I just moved here today...''

''Where from?''

''Montreal...''

''Nice place, but Toronto is pretty grate too...''

''I have two days to get to know the city and then I start my job...''

''What do you do?''

Learning from experience, I decided not to go into details...

''I'm a doctor...''

''Him... A doctor who likes to play doctor...''

''You are drunk..''

''So are you...''

''And what do you do?''

''I'm doing everything wrong if you ask my mother...''

I was aware I will not get any rational answer, so I let it go...

''I'll be back..''

I got off my chair to go to the restroom and she followed. As soon as she closed the door, she kissed me and that initiated steamy make out session.

''Do you live far from here?''

''No... Why?''

''Take me home...''

It took me five seconds to decide.

''Sure...''

We got to my apartment and she started stripping me. I liked bossy women who are not afraid to take the initiative. I liked to see power in their eyes...Our things were flying all over the apartment leaving a trail to my bedroom. She pushed me onto the bed and straddled me. She kissed my neck and collarbone going lower. She lowered me to the bed and continued what she was doing. I was so turned on and surprised by this night. It felt like college again. It never occurred to me that new city will give me a new lover on the same night.

''Mmmmm... Charlotte... That feels so good...''

''You like it? I'm glad you like it...''

I flipped us so it was my turn to make her squirm and beg for me to fuck her. I gave her my best game that night. I gave her orgasms of her life. She collapsed at the bed by my side and fought for breath.

'' You're so hot my good doctor...''

''Well, thank you miss Charlotte...''

''You're very welcome...''

It was five in the morning. We were getting ready for another round when her phone rang.

''Yes! What? Fine...I'll come to Penny and we can go... See you...''

''You have to go?''

''Yes... My friends are waiting... It is time to leave...''

''Will I see you again?''

''Maybe..''