A/N: Hey I'm back with another Bleach fanfic! You bored of me yet? Enjoy, I don't own Bleach, this pairing doesn't have much dunno why it's a cute pairing1
Chapter 1
Mashiro tossed and turned in her bed as her dreams became invaded with the same flashbacks- her hollowfication, she remembered seeing all her friends slaughtered, blood everywhere and then Kensei in the middle of it all, but it wasn't her Kensei- it was a monster that possessed him, he'd told her to get away but then he struck and her entire being exploded into white hot agony as that same monster began to posses her until she was juts like him- nothing but a murdering monster.
She jolted awake with a start, cold sweat covered her body and her night clothes clung tightly to her, her body shook and her breaths were ragged, she sighed as she wiped at her forehead, pushing her unruly green hair back as she got up from hr bed. She tiptoed carefully out of her room and down the corridor until she finally reached her destination- the kitchen. She gasped loudly and a worried look came on her face when she realised she wasn't the only one looking for a late night snack- Kensei was standing in the kitchen, his tall, well toned back was facing her but he quickly turned around when he heard her gasp. His face looked pained, but softened slightly when he saw her, his placed his empty glass on the counter and made his way slowly towards her, as he stepped forward she stepped backwards- despite her feelings for him, she didn't want him near her, he had turned her into a soulless monster and she would never forgive him for it.
Kensei was son happy when he saw her, she'd not been down from her room since the incident, he tried to wipe the guilty and pained look from his face when she entered- evey time he looked at her he couldn't help but be reminded of the guilt, he'd hurt the one person he'd sworn to protect, he'd ruined her life. She looked pained when he saw her expression highlighted by the pale glow of the moon, her forehead was glistening with sweat, the rest of her body also as her already tight clothes clung to her small frame, her hair was knotted and out of control and her lashed were still spiked from tears. Kensei hated seeing her like this- this wasn't his usual bubbly, annoying Mashiro, she was a shadow of her former self, he'd do anything to get her back he wanted the Mashiro he loved back. He decided to walk towards her, a small smile wormed it's way on his afce at the sight of her beautiful hazel orbs focus on him, but with fear! She stepped backwards, away from him before running away back to her room, leaving an angry and heartbroken Kensei still in the kitchen. He tried calling after her but she never looked back at him, she was scared of him! He knew that he had to do whatever it took to get her back, and this time he wouldn't let go once he had her, he really would protect her this time and he'd never hurt her again, she was the only woman he could ever love. He stayed moodily in the kitchen in deep thought as he racked his desperate brain for a plan to show her he was still the same old Kensei- still her Kensei.
Meanwhile Mashiro sat in her room, her brain kept remembering his look when she ran away, he looked sad and angry, she didn't want to be scared of him but she just couldn't trust him anymore, he'd taken away all of her happiness, he wasn't the same anymore e wasn't her Kensei, no matter what her heart told her when it fluttered madly at the sight of his bare, toned chest. She sighed frustrated to herself as she her eyelids began to feel heavy, she drifted slowly to sleep and waited for the flashbacks to consume her once more.
