Disclaimer: I never own anything, so why do you ask?
This is dedicated to my little sister, Bhavana331 :) For being awesome.
And to ColourfulDaze for getting me obsessed with the whole different format thing.
~ Chapter One ~
How do you love someone without getting hurt?
How do you love someone without crawling in the dark?
So fall in my life 'cause I blocked the sun, how do you love someone?
Chad Dylan Cooper – the bad boy of Hollywood, the ladies man, the reason behind MacKenzie Falls rebel reputation. But underneath that façade, beneath the non-caring, puppy shoving cover he constantly put up – there was someone else, someone different.
Chad Cooper had never been taught how to love, he had never really felt what love was, he had never actually seen love. His mother was a cold woman, his father never really cared for anything except money – Chad was just money to them.
Chad had longed to be able to feel something, anything, he wanted to be able to hold someone's hand and feel that spark he had heard so much – so that was what he searched for, the reputation as a ladies man hurt him because that had never been his aim – he just wanted to find love.
He longed to look a girl straight in the eyes and tell her that she was his world, he wanted to tell her he loved her. But it would never happen – not for him. How can you love someone when you've never been loved? How can you love someone when you have no idea what love is?
Chad was just a little boy deep down, those sparkling eyes hiding so much fear – fear of rejection, hate, fear of love itself. He would hide though, he had always hidden behind the Hollywood wall he had built so long ago.
But then she came along – with her bright smile, her deep, meaningful eyes and the laugh that never failed to send shivers up his spine. His heart skipped a beat whenever their eyes connected, a smile played on his lips whenever he noticed her walk into a room and that spark he had so longed to feel, finally crept up whenever they happened to touch.
But Chad Dylan Cooper doesn't do love, Chad Dylan Cooper doesn't date randoms, Chad Dylan Cooper doesn't fall for good girls – but Chad does.
Chad fell for Sonny Munroe, and he fell hard and fast. It was the moment he convinced himself he had been waiting for, it was his time to be able to love, to feel something towards someone else – it was the way his palms would sweat when he spoke to her, the way his heart would suddenly thump loudly in his chest when she came close to him, it was the way she could make him smile so easily, it was the way he felt.
So he glared at her, he tried his best to keep away from her – and when that wouldn't work, he called her names, tried to make her feel bad, because he would always be Chad Dylan Cooper – and Chad Dylan Cooper could never love.
Because he was always going to be Chad Dylan Cooper, and falling in love would never be easy.
A/N: Short, pointless, stupid, crap, yeah – Sonny's coming up next.
This is just a two shot, but yeah review, tell me how crap it is, I don't mind :D
