HELLO ! This is my first story so bare with me and I hope you enjoy ! Lemons will be a little later so hold your horses hehehe =)

Disclaimer : I do not own Twilight ! DUH

Italics are flashback !

1995 February

"NO please I'm sorry!" the young girl cried hysterically, violently shaking in the corner. "Get your ass out here NOW." The mother yelled yanking the poor girl up, hard by her arm to stand on her feet. "Ma please NO." She cried with no avail of being heard. The woman had no emotion on her porcelain face as she pushed her daughter into a room of grown men, not once listening to her baby's cries and pleas. "Now don't cause any trouble Isabella." Her voice was soft now, silently hoping her only child would help with her growing addiction. She shut the door, locking it in the process, making sure no one would get in or out. The young girl found her self backing away from the deranged men with lust in their eyes. Once again she was in a corner, shivering and hoping it wouldn't hurt as bad as the last.

Chapter 001

"Bella look sweetie, were here." I shook my head to ride the thoughts of my childhood, and focused on my future ahead, college. I turned to my right and gazed out the window with adoration on my face. There were students on campus, some in study groups lounging on the grass while socializing and others threw footballs at one another. The car came to stop in front of a short stubby building, with the sign female dorms outside in italic writing. I got out and simply stared at my new home, I was pulled out of my thoughts when a hand rested on my shoulder. "Your first year here, you'll love it." Mark said. I turned to face him and my foster mom. "Oh yea lots of fun hun." Tina reassured. She grinned and handed my few bags to me. "Don't forget to call once you're settled in." Mike chastised. I gave them both a hug unsure of how I felt at the moment, and slowly walked thru the double doors. I didn't walk two steps before I was met by three long lines. I stood behind the shortest one, and awaited my turn. I was excited though to get away and be on my own, at Northwestern University in Chicago. The line wasn't moving very fast, but I didn't mind.

1995 February

The girl laid on the mattress in the dark room, hurt and disoriented. Blood stained the hard wood floor while it dripped from between her legs. She stared up at the ceiling wishing that a door would appear and lead her to a fantasy world filled with love, happiness and a real mother. The door opened to reveal the 'monster', looking as wild as an African male lion, with her hair uncombed and scratches and bruises on her pale skin. She tossed her daughter a pack of crackers and a half empty bottle of water. "Get cleaned up, there's more money to be made." She softly closed the beaten and crusted door leaving Bella to her thoughts of pain.

"Yo move up damn." I blinked my eyes and noticed the line had a gap. I moved up, only to have some chick jump in front of me. She turned around and glanced at me, rolled her eyes and turned back around popping her gum sloppily. I tapped her shoulder and she quickly turned around yelling "What! " Her voice was rough and groggy, as she screamed at me with an attitude. "Umm you just cut me in line." She stared at me with a smirk on her face and continued moving up. Oh well, I'm not in the mood to start an argument so I held my place in line, making sure no one else broke me.

After I was registered and given the needed information, I grabbed my bags and made my way up the steps to my dorm. Room ninety-six, the door was cracked, so I walked in only to see the same chick that cut me in line getting settled in on the left side. She ignored me and went on with her business. I was going to call Mark and Tina but decided not to, and set up my laptop instead.

1995 March

She walked into the classroom, the first one there, and sat in the very back hoping no one would notice her. She loved school, but hated everyone else. She was an outcast. She was in 1st grade and didn't know how much worse it could get.

"Aye girl don't you hear me?" I raised my head to see my roommate snapping her fingers in my face. I pushed her hand away. "Yea what is it?" I asked annoyed. "Look my name is Jess, short for Jessica, what's your name?" She smacked her gum loudly and rolled her blue eyes, as if she had something better to do than to talk to me. "Bella." I pushed the on button for my laptop and was greeted by a picture of me and my foster parents when I was 13. The very first time we met. "Well what ever, when you're done here, some friends and I are going to chill, and since we're roomies now I thought I should invite you. " Though this was our first time talking I really didn't want anything to do with Jessica and her little friends. I was about to say no but was interrupted when a small, short haired girl busted into our dorm. "Jess!" She yelled and embraced Jessica. "So this ya new dorm freshmen?" Jess giggled, as her friend turned towards me, "Oh hey I'm Alice what's up?" She stuck her fresh manicured hand out with a smile on her face. I timidly smiled back and shook her hand. I looked from Jessica to Alice, they looked totally different from each other. Jessica was obviously rude and looked a little slutish to me with her booty shorts and tank top, while Alice appeared well dressed, in sandals that wrapped around her ankles with a white spring dress on. I could tolerate her and her friendliness, better than Jess's abrasive behavior. "So you ready?" Jess asked Alice. "Yea but, umm" she looked at me. "Bella." I finished. "Yea do you want to come with us? We're going to go hang out with some of my friends." I was going to answer no but Alice yanked me up, and pushed us all out the door before I could protest, she had a strong grip for someone as small and short as her. "So uh where are we going?" I asked suspiciously. "To the City, it's the junior's chill room." Alice answered while twirling around like a fairy. She sure has alot of energy I mused. I nodded and didn't ask any questions as we walked towards the other side of campus.
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