Author's Notes: This is an alternate ending to Twilight.. like if Bella would have ended up with Jacob instead of Edward. I don't want haters coming on and saying stuff like Edward is better. Everyone has there opinions and I respect that but I don't want people dissing the story because I chose to write it this way. Most of this story will be in Bella's point of view. some of it might be in Jake's or Edward's. I hope you like it. Read and Review. New Chapters will be added as they are finished.

I sit on my bed, staring at the ceiling. I don't know every emotion running through me, but I know I am angry and upset. It has been 4 months scince he has left. I still can't say his name. It brings too much pain. I am starting to go back to my normal self, but that won't be for a while. I am thinking about going to see Jake, but I don't know if he even cares anymore. I was so rude to him before. I wouldn't talk to anyone. He was being so nice to me. I ignored him. I just can't bring myself to let go of what happened. I thought my life was complete. Then he left.

I decide to go to Jake's today to see if he could ever forgive me. I want to call first, but i want to surprise him. I get up off my bed and walk to my closet. I pull out a pair of old jeans and a t-shirt. I walk to the bathroom and brush my teeth and hair. I walk down the stairs and grab a bowl from the cabinet. I go to the other end of the kitchen and grab a box of cereal. Charlie left for work so I didn't make anything big. I finish eating and take my bowl to the sink. I will do the dishes later. I walked to the door, grabbed my keys from the counter, and put on my jacket. I got in my old truck that Jake fixed up for me. I took my time driving to La Push. I was trying to run through every possible conversation in my mind to prepare myself.

I pulled up to the Black's house. I cut off the engine and got out of the truck. They knew I was here because of the sound of my truck. Jake opens the door to the house before I even get unbuckled. He just stares at me. I wasn't sure if he was shocked to see me or if he was angry at me. I slowly get out of the truck. He still just stands at the door and stares at me. I walked over to him, careful not to seem too hasty.

"Hi, Jake." I said slowly, hoping for a response.

"Hi, Bella" He replies, while I stand there still not knowing if he was shocked or angry.

"Umm... How have you been doing?" I ask hesitantly.

"Okay I guess." He keeps his replies short.

"Jake, are you mad at me?" I wasn't sure if I should directly ask that but i did and there was no turning back now.

"I'm not mad, just a bit hurt, and maybe upset, too. I will get over it." He says trying not to seem like he was very emotional.

"Look, I'm sorry I didn't talk to you before. I was just really hurt from... you know, him leaving." I wasn't sure how to put my apology, but I guess this is gonna have to do.

"I just want to know why you shut me out. I could have helped." He says, not looking directly at me but instead at the ground.

"I'm sorry, Jake, but it wasn't just you I shut out. I just... It's hard to explain. I don't want to do that anymore. I have to face reality that he just doesn't want me." These words were painful to say and i flinch as I said them.

"Oh Bells." He says in a sorry tone. He walks over to me and hugs me. I slowly and unsurely hugged him back. It felt good.

"Thanks Jake. I really needed that, I guess I just didn't know it." I was happy that he hugged me. Now I know that he isn't as mad as I thought.

"No problem, Bells. I have plenty more if you need them." He says, which almost made me smile. I haven't smiled in so long.

"I was actually a bit afraid of coming over here." I say trying to keep the conversation going.

"Oh, really? Why is that?" He asks, confused and curious.

"I thought you were going to be mad at me." I say, kinda quietly, now feeling stupid for thinking that.

"Well, I'm not, so you have nothing to worry about. I was actually getting worried about you." He says, very sincerely.

"Good. At least I know I have one friend that doesn't hate me for ignoring them." I say, thinking about Jessica and Angela.

"Nah... they'll come around." He says, reassuringly.

"I hope. Although I think the only friend I can handle at the moment is you. You aren't as.. hmm what's the word.. not pushy, but.... uhh... they like to do things a lot. Like go to the movies and stuff, but I am not ready for that yet. Your all the friend I need for now." I say. This was the truth. I couldn't take the constant 'Hey Bella, you want to go to the mall' or 'Hey Bella, lets go to the movies'. I just want to stay home or go to Jake's house.

"Haha. Thanks, Bells. Hey, listen, do you want to go to the movies tonight?" He says with a smirk on his face.

I push him a little bit. "Haha very funny." I smiled.

"I haven't seen you smile in forever. Although, I haven't really seen you in a while, but when I did you weren't in the smiling mood. It's nice to see it again." He says sincerely.

"Ya. I think you might be seeing it more often. I am gonna be hanging out around here. You know if that's okay with you?" I say, not tring to make it seem like he has to let me come over.

"Okay with me? Bells, I am thrilled that you are even here now. I absolutely have not problem with you coming over when you can!" He says, happily.

"Thanks, Jake." I say. I should have come over earlier, but I wasnt really up to it then.

"No problem. Do you want to come inside, it is a bit cold out here?" He asks.

"I'm really sorry, but I can't, not today anyway. I just wanted to stop bye and apologize. I didn't know you were going to except it so I didn't do anything that needs to be done at the house today." I say, upset that I couldn't just forget about that for a little bit and stay with Jake.

"Oh... well if you get finished and still have time you can stop over. Come back when you want to. Next time can you call though. Just in case I have something going on, like if my dad needs anything." Jake says in a disappointed tone.

"Ya. Sorry I didn't call today. I wanted it to be a surprise. Again, I am sorry I can't stay longer." I say, hoping that he will know I am being sincere. I really do want to stay, but I have to get caught up on everything I haven't been doing for the past few months.

"It's okay. You did good at surprising me. Well, I will see you later I guess. Call me if you need anything." He said, gaining back his happiness.

"Really? I promise I will, and you will definately see me later." I say.

"Ya really, haha. Okay. Have a safe trip home." He says.

"I will, and I will call later too." I say. I feel bad about leaving so soon.

"Okay. Bye, Bells!" He says as I start to walk to my truck.

"Bye, Jake!" I call back.

I get in my truck and start the engine. When I look to the door I see Jake waving to me. I wave back and then turn around to head home. The ride is short. I pull in the driveway and cut the engine. I open my door and got out. I walk to the front door of the house and unlock it. When I get inside I notice a note on the table. I walk over and pick it up. It's from Charlie. That's a surprise. This is what it read: 'Bella, I got off of work early because there aren't any cases to work. I went out with some people from work. I probably won't be home until later so don't worry about dinner for me. Charlie'

That takes making a big dinner off my list. So I think I am going to start the laundry first. I walk up the stairs to my room. It has clothes everywhere. Charlie has been trying to do some of the laundry, but he can't keep up. I pick up all of the colored clothes off the floor and my chair and put them in a basket. I carefully walk down the stairs, trying not to trip. I slowly make my way to the washing machine and put the clothes in. I set it and walk back to the kitchen to do the dishes. There aren't too many so it shouldn't take long. I probably could have stayed at Jake's house, but I can call and head over later if he isn't busy.

I grab the plug and start the water in the sink. I walk over to the drawer and get a dish towel. I go back to the sink and turn off the water. Charlie didn't do too bad at the dishes. I start with the easy stuff, the silverware. After I finish washing it, I lay it on another towel I set up so it can dry. Next I move on to the plates. Most of them don't require any scrubbing. There are a few that I have to put some work into. I set them with the silverware on the towel before I move on to the bowls. I do the same for the rest of the dishes. I finish the dishes when the washing machine buzzes, so I pull the plug in the sink and walked to it.

I open the washing machine and the dryer and I transfer the clothes over and set it. I carry the basket upstairs and get another load of clothes. I carefully walk back down and put those clothes in the washing machine. I start it just as the phone rings. I walk to the kitchen and answer it.

"Hello" I say.

"Hey Bells" Jake says.

"Hi. What do you need?" I ask, trying not to sound irritated. I was going to call him when I got done with everything.

"Oh. I don't need anything, I was just wondering if you wanted to come over for dinner tonight. My dad went out and I am bored. You don't have to if you don't want to." He says. I knew he was just saying that because I was just coming around. He really did want me to go.

"Umm.. I have a few more things to do around the house, so i will probably be able to. Do you want me to bring anything?" I ask, trying not to seem like I just want someone else to cook for me.

"If there is anything you want to bring you can, but you don't have to. I have this covered. Don't do more work than you need. Oh, and if you want you want to come over before dinner that would be cool. It gets boring over here." He says

"Okay, Jake. I can tell you are bored. You are talking much more than earlier. I have to go finish everything though so I will see you in a little bit." I say, trying not to sound to mean.

"Ya. Bye, Bells!" He says, happily.

"Bye, Jake." I say, trying to sound as happy as he is

I hang up the phone, and walk to the dishes. They are all dry now so I begin to put them away. I look at the clock. It is 11:49. I decide to eat while i am waiting for the laundry to get done. I get out stuff to make a quick sandwich from the fridge. I make it on a napkin so I don't end up with more dishes. I finish quickly as the dryer buzzes. I walk to it and open the door. I put all of the clothes in a basket and go to the couch to fold them. About 5 minutes later the washing machine buzzes and I transfer the clothes. I finish folding the laundry and put it back in the basket neatly. I carry it upstairs and set it in the hallway. I will put it away later. I walk to my room to brush my hair.

I walk back down and write a note to Charlie, just in case he makes it back before me. 'Dear Dad, I went to Jake's for dinner. I know surprising, but I am easing back into life, so don't ask questions. Just go with the flow. I will be back when I am done hanging out with him. Call if you need anything. Bella.' I leave it with the remote. I know he will see it there. I grab my keys and put on my jacket and head out the door.