Blank is a word people use to describe me
Yes, they use brave too
But when it comes down to my personality outside of being a hero
It's always...
Blank
But they're not there...
When the suns gone down and I'm not in the eye of the public. They're not there when I'm alone in my room where darkness is my only friend.
They don't feel...
What's in my heart and how much in aches from everyday life. They don't feel my silent tears slide down my aching cheeks and travel down to my trembling chin. They don't feel the pain from forcing a smile everyday of my life. They don't feel how hard it is to push a body that is so demanding to give up as it's had enough.
They don't know
That if I stop my act I'll unleash what's underneath. The very thing I only let the darkness see, that is why the darkness is my friend it has seen what's underneath my blank mask, and most importantly covers me so I don't see it myself.
I'm blank for a reason
I just don't want others to feel like anything is wrong even if I have to suffer for this action...as long as they don't. But I have to admit that taking all the burdens and troubles from others are heavier then I inspected.
I know one day I'll be crushed by the very things I carry on my back for others...but hopefully before that I'm dead, as I don't want people to know what I've been hiding as I'm too far gone to go back and ask for help.
I guess I should of asked for help ages ago
As at the end of the day
I'm only human
Just a little short story.
Anyway I hope you like!
