Hello! (: This is Chapter one of... Im not sure how many i'll write (: Enjoy!
Pairing- SebastianxCiel
Rated M for Yaoi parts.
Boy x boy, dont like, dont read. Actually if you dont like Yaoi dont read anything of mine lol..
It was cold outside. The snow had stopped falling and the clouds had blows out, letting the full moon sparkle on the pure white snow outside Ciel's bedroom window. He loved snow and rain, but he hated the cold that came with it. Sebastian came into his room and put more wood on the fire.
"My Lord, would you like another blanket for tonight? Even with a fire it's cold in here."
"No. I'll be fine." Ciel said still looking out the window.
'If only he knew,..' Ciel thought, trying to get Sebastian out of his head. Ever sense he had fallen in love with Sebastian, he had done everything he could to keep his feelings hidden. He didn't have time to think about relationships, and if any at all it should be his relationship with Elizabeth. 'Why do I have to marry Her? She's so,.. annoying, and likes pink too much,..'
He shuddered as he remembered the other day wen she decorated his whole mansion with ribbons and bows. It was awful. Thankfully Sebastian had them removed immediately after she left.
"Are you cold?" Sebastian asked him, putting his hand on Ciel's shoulder.
Ciel jumped at the demons touch and stepped away.
"Im fine." He said with a glared turning away from Sebastian, trying to hide the blush that had risen in his cheeks.
"Do you have a fever?" The demon said, stepping in front of him and putting his hand on Ciel's cheek.
"I said i'm fine!" Ciel said, with a smack to Sebastian's hand. The hurt look that momentarily came into Sebastian's face made Ciel feel horrible, but he kept a straight face. Sebastian knelt on one knee and bowed.
"Im sorry, my lord. I just wanted to make sure. I'll bring you a piece of cake."
Ciel couldn't look or respond to him as he left the room. He felt so bad.
'Why do I have to be so mean to him? If only I didn't feel this way,..' he sighed. 'I just wish,.. He would love me back,..'
Knowing that Sebastian probably didn't love him back threatened to break his heart as it pounded in his chest.
'If I only knew how Sebastian felt about me,..'
Without realizing it, he was crying. Silent tears formed in his eyes and started to slide down his cheek. The door opened behind him as Sebastian came in with a cart. Hurriedly, Ciel lifted a hand to wipe them away before the butler noticed, but someone grabbed his hand. Ciel stared at Sebastian in shock as he took out a handkerchief knelt so he was eye level with Ciel and started to gently wipe away his tears, which almost made him cry harder.
"Now young master, what is it that's making you cry?"
Ciel tried to give him a glare, but it didn't work. He stared past Sebastian out the window.
"I've noticed for sometime now that you won't look at me." Sebastian said as he put his hand on Ciel's cheek. "What's going on?"
Tears started to glisten in his eyes again. The way the moonlight fell on Sebastian made his eyes glow. Even just one look at them made Ciel's heart almost stop. He fell to his knees then into Sebastian arms. Ciel clung to him, sobbing into his chest.
"Young Master! Are you-"
"I want you to tell me,.. How you feel about me."
Sebastian just sat there, shocked. Did Ciel really just ask him that? How could he possibly tell him..?
"Do not make me order you, Sebastian,.."
"I,.. I don't know what to say, My Lord,.."
"Was I not clear?" Ciel said, sitting back and looking straight into those glowing eyes he loved so much.
Sebastian hugged him.
"I love you, Ciel" he whispered into Ciel's ear. "I love you more then you will ever know."
Ciel sat there, shocked. Sebastian pulled away and wiped the last of Ciel's tears. Ciel looked into Sebastian's eyes, his heart racing. He slid his arms around Sebastian's neck and pulled him a little closer.
"Do you mean it?" He said in a low voice.
"Would I lie to you?" Sebastian said, their lips almost touching. The feel of his demon's breath against his lips made Ciel shiver. The moment they kissed, Ciel's heart stopped and skipped several beats before it started pounding again. They sat there for a few moments.
"You need sleep, Ciel." Sebastian whispered, picking him up and placing him in bed, pulling the blankets up around him. The fire had gone out, and his room was starting to get cold. Ciel rested his head on the pillows and slid off his eye patch, setting it on the table next to him. Sebastian blew out the candles and headed for the door.
"Sebastian."
He stopped and turned.
"Stay here tonight. With me."
The demon smiled.
"Of course, young master."
He took off his coat, vest, shoes, and belt so he would be more comfortable and laid them out on a chair before stretching out on the bed and looking up at the ceiling, with Ciel's back to him.
Ciel reached a hand behind him and grabbed Sebastian's arm, pulling him closer.
"How are you supposed to keep me warm if your not under the blankets?"
Sebastian got under the blankets and slid his arms around Ciel, holding him close.
After a while he thought Ciel had fallen asleep, and he nuzzled closer.
"Im still awake you know."
"You should be sleeping."
Ciel rolled over so he was facing Sebastian and put his arm on the demons side. Without thinking, his hand went up behind Sebastian's neck and he kissed him. Sebastian kissed him back, holding Ciel's body against his.
'I could stay here forever' Ciel thought. To him, the most perfect thing in the world was laying in bed, kissing the one he loved, with the moon shining in through his window.
Wen the finally stopped, Ciel looked away.
"Whats wrong?"
"How do I know your not lying to me?" He asked.
Sebastian moved Ciel's hand inside his shirt and placed it above his heart. He could feel it beating.
'His heart is beating,.. In time with my own...'
"My heart,.. It's beating." Sebastian said.
"So?"
The demon smiled and leaned closer.
"A demons heart almost never beats."
Thank you for reading! SebastianxCiel has always been my favorite pairing :D They are just adorable together! Anyway, thank you once again for reading, I will do my best to update soon, I've had a major writers block lately DX! Im going to try and make this one kinda long, but I need some ideas and reviews!
Please, please, please, please review! Also, give me some ideas either in a message or a review! That would be really helpful! I also love criticism Lol.
Thank you!
