A Sorrowful Past, an Action-Packed Present, and a Happy Future?

Dartz. I know this name now. I think I knew it before I forgot, but I cannot remember. I cannot remember my past life. I cannot remember who I was, who I loved, or my friends. I even forgot my name. Dartz told me my name was Aleena and it sounded right to me. So now, I know my name is Aleena. Dartz always told me that he knew me and that I knew him, but I cannot remember.

When I first came to this place after being found by Dartz I always called him Dartz-Sama. But he pulled me aside later that week and told me to just call him Dartz, as we were old friends and thus the formality was not needed. But, is it right for me to not use such a thing as –Sama with Dartz if I have forgotten everything about him and everything about me?

Aleena…and Dartz? Could there have been something more than a friendship between us two? Could he have been my lover? Were we happy? Perhaps, my memory loss is a punishment for something that happened back then? I do not know.

Also here at his place there are three bikers who work for Dartz. Their names are Raphael, Varon, and Amelda. They work as the 'swordsmen' of Doma. I do not know what kind of jobs they perform for Dartz, but the more time I spend with them, the more I learn about them.

Amelda used to have a brother. Amelda's home when he was small, I do not know its name, was at war. His mother was captured and killed and Amelda was left to take care of his younger brother. His brother was killed when helicopters attacked the refugee camp. I think Amelda believes he failed to protect his brother, but if Amelda had been there with his brother, then he would be dead as well. Amelda is filled with a lot of pain and angst. I hope he can find peace. He wants to get revenge on Kaiba for what the helicopter's he owned did to his brother. Poor Amelda, I think I know somehow how he feels.

Varon was always alone. An orphan, he told me. He used to live in an orphanage with a nun and some other boys his own age. That orphanage was burned to the grounds and everyone died but Varon. The one place he felt safe was burned to the ground. After that, he went to a prison/detention center and it was from there that Dartz found him. Varon always feels alone no matter how crowded a room is. He needs someone who understands him to love him. I feel a deep pain for Varon.

Raphael perhaps has the saddest story of all. I believe he used to be a rich little boy with a younger brother and sister. On his birthday, his family was on a cruise ship to celebrate. An underwater volcano erupted and Raphael's ship sank. He was washed up upon and island and started for three years before he was able to return to society. He discovered the world only wanted to use him and that his family had all died. He became Dartz's minion soon after. Raphael is perhaps the most loyal of the three. I hope someday Raphael can find solace.

Even Dartz has a sad past, but he does not share that story with me. He suffers silently and I always wonder what else he may be hiding. I hope fate will smiled down upon the five of us.

All we want is to be happy.