This is based on the season finale and Justin Timberlake's song Mirrors. Enjoy.

Disclaimer: I do not own anything related to Grey's Anatomy or the song Mirrors.

"Cause I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space that now you hold
Show me how to fight for now
And I'll tell you baby, it was easy"

Staring at the specks of dirt on her white sneakers kept April from completely losing it in the Attendings Lounge. After pouring her heart out to Jackson, he just whispered two words that left her heart in pieces.

"I'm sorry."

What did that even mean? Was he sorry because he didn't feel the same way or was he sorry because he thought it was too late for them?

April wiped away a few tears from her eyes and then quickly pulled her hair out of the ponytail she'd been sporting all day and night. She then pulled her scrub top over her head and threw it into the pile of dirty clothes in her locker. Just as she went to pull out a t-shirt, the sound of the door opening caught her attention. As she fumbled to get the t-shirt open, she heard a voice she was sure she wouldn't be hearing anytime soon.

"So if I don't give you a reason to not marry Matt, are you still going to marry him? Don't you think he deserves better than that, April?" Jackson said to her back. April's heart briefly stopped before she fully absorbed the meaning of his words.

"No, I'm not going to marry him," she whispered as she lifted her left hand.

"Where's your ring?" Jackson asked as he eyed her skeptically.

"I gave it back to him after I left you earlier. He was waiting for me, and he knew. He just knew," April said quietly as another round of tears filled her eyes.

"Don't do that," Jackson said loudly. "Don't you dare start crying again."

"What?" April sputtered.

"April, come on! Do you know how much I wanted to hear you say those words to me months ago. Instead you were so freaking excited that we didn't have to get married that you practically shouted with joy," Jackson spat at her.

"I was relieved that I wasn't pregnant, Jackson! That did not mean that I didn't care about you and that I would never want to marry you. No one should have to get married because of a child. We should want to get married because we love each other and we can't imagine not being together," April shot back at him.

"Will you please put on a shirt?" Jackson growled as he began pacing.

"Aren't you supposed to be resting right now?" April replied as she threw the shirt in her locker.

"I can't rest in there. You literally just dropped a bomb on me so there will be no resting for me. Thank you," Jackson said as he threw his hands into the air. "Put on a shirt!"

"Fine!" April yelled as she pulled the shirt over her head roughly. She quickly gathered her bag and purse and marched towards the door.

"Where are you going?" Jackson asked as he moved to block her exit.

"I'm going home, Jackson. I'm not going to listen to you yell at me and you've already made it clear that you don't want me. So, just let me go," April pleaded with him.

Before Jackson could speak, the door opened.

"Jackson! Thank God you're okay. I just heard what happened, and then everyone was looking for you because you weren't in your bed," Stephanie said as she threw her arms around his neck. Jackson winced when she brushed against his injured side.

"I'm fine, Steph. I needed to talk to April before she left," he said as he looked back at the redhead who had another set of fresh tears pooling in her hazel eyes. Stephanie looked at April too as she pulled away from Jackson.

"Oh," she said as she looked back at Jackson.

"I'll call you—" Jackson started but stopped when April began to move around them. "April, wait."

"I'm tired, Jackson. I want to go home," she said as she moved towards the door. Jackson reached out with his good hand and grabbed her upper arm.

"Wait, please," he said quietly and then turned his attention to Stephanie. "I'll call you tomorrow, okay?"

"Okay," Stephanie said quietly as she moved past Jackson and April. With one last glance, she walked out the door.

"Jackson?" April said as she tried to pull away from him. Piercing green eyes met hers.

"April, I never said I didn't want you," Jackson said quietly as he held on to her arm.

"What?" April whispered.