So basically, I was reading a ton of fanfics about how Len was Rin's teacher and/or teacher so I decided to make this! A "forbidden" love. Not really, but I knew a lot of people wouldn't want me making twincest stuff, however I will be in the future. Also, I was listening to a LOT of Len songs that were inappropriate, and totally thought that I was going to hell after my life ended. After that, I realized that pop stars sing some really sexual songs as well, so I might have a chance! I can now shamelessly listen to "Spice" and "Sacred Spear Explosion Boy!"
RIN
Ugh. Today's the first day of school at my new high school. I wasn't really looking forward to it too much. My brother, Rinto, told me that high school was super boring and they taught you things that you'd probably never use again unless you became someone really smart like a scientist, engineer, or brain surgeon. I guess I should try to enjoy it, though. I was never one to be popular or very social, unless you count the first friends I make.
As I walked underneath the cherry blossom filled road, I sighed. The air around me was still and fragile. I continued down the path to my new school until I finally arrived and walked to my classroom. Luckily, I had some friends with me from my old middle school to hang out with. As I walked into the classroom, I immediately recognized the distinct hair colors of my best friends, Miku Hatsune and Luka Megurine. "Heya, guys!" I called out to them.
Their head turned directly behind me and they waved to where they were going to sit. "Hey, Rin! Come sit with us!" Miku called out to me, jumping up and down with a leek in her hand.
I threw my bag onto the desk in between Miku and Luka. Slouching as I sat down, I groaned. "Why'd summer have to end so fast?"
"I know, right?" Luka replied sitting down next to me. "I can't sleep in anymore!"
"And I can't listen to music and leeks all day!" Miku said. Her obsession with leeks was just part of the reason we were friends.
I laughed. "You can talk about them, though," I replied like she somehow had an advantage.
Then, the bell rang signaling for class to start. As the teacher came in, I gasped. I knew who this was. My teacher this year was going to be Rinto's best friend, Len! What's worse is that, I'd rather not admit it but, I actually have a really big crush on him. I have ever since I was in 2nd grade and he was in 7th grade. It's been about 2 years since I last saw him and I was prepared to give up until he showed up as my homeroom and music teacher. As he lay his stuff down on his desk, he looked up and winked at me, making all of the girls swoon. I may have forgotten to mention this, but Len was incredibly hot. By that, I mean like high school sweetheart that all the girls swoon over kind of hot. Not only that, his ponytail added to his features and made him cute. I swear Len is the cause of intense nosebleeds all around the world and the cure for cancer. In the same way, he's also a bit of a flirt. He dated the entire female population when he was in school and I guess he came back for more.
It was clear that he was still like that because I could see every girl in our class trying their hardest to avert their eyes and pay attention to the lesson, but they couldn't because Len was serious eye candy. I was snapped out of my thoughts when I heard him call my name. "Koizumi?"
"Yeah, Len?" I blinked at least a thousand times, clearly surprised by him calling on me.
"It's Kagamine-sensei in class, okay? I was just taking attendance." He winked again and I blushed. He could be such a bitch sometimes. Glaring at him, I could see him smirk before he turned to the whiteboard to inform us of today's morning announcements.
I let my thoughts drift away as I stared out of the window. At the sudden appearance of Len, I remembered what made me start liking him.
FLASHBACK
"Take me with you, Rinto! I want to go and play with you too!" I yelled across the street to my brother who was going over to his best friend, Len's house. I'm only 6, and my brother's 11 so he doesn't like to take me to places with him anymore.
"Rin, go and bug mom, okay? Len and I are going to play by ourselves, okay?" I pouted and held onto him when I crossed the road in front of Len's house.
As expected, Len heard the commotion outside of us and waved. "Hey Rinto, Rin."
"Can you help me deal with her? She wants to hang out with us today." Rinto complained to him.
"I don't see why she can't!" He said as he smiled at me.
Rinto visibly face-palmed and replied, "Please don't tell me you're going to be like that now! You're such a shota!"
I laughed and their heads turned to me. "Come on, be nice to your little sister and spend time with her while you still have time, okay? Next thing you know, she'll be our age!"
END OF FLASHBACK
I sighed and swooned, daydreaming of that time. I was snapped out of my thoughts when the school bell rang. As quickly as I could, I shoved my things into my bag and shuffled out of the classroom, but I was too late. I felt a strong grip on my wrist and flinched. I knew exactly who it was. I reluctantly turned my head to face Len, who had a wide grin on his face.
He dragged me to his desk when no one was left and finally let go of me. I could still feel the imprint of his warm hand on my wrist even as I stood in front of his desk. My head kept telling me to run, but my feet stayed planted so I crossed my arms and forced myself to talk instead, "What do you want, shota boy?"
"Come on, Rinny!" He called to me with that annoying nickname that I always hated, but I guess it was okay if it was him. At least I got everyone else to stop calling me that. "That's no way to treat your teacher and unrelated big brother!"
I rolled my eyes at him purposely. Truthfully, my insides were exploding and my mind was going crazy thinking about what was going to happen next. "Who said you were like a big brother to me?" I glared at him. I was pretty good at this. There was some truth to that, though. If I liked him, I didn't see him like a big brother.
He laughed and stood up, putting his right hand on his desk and using it as support. "Oh," he said, leaning closer to my face. Too close for comfort, I could feel the warmth of his breath, which smelled like bananas, blowing gently on my face. "Does that mean that you think of me as a possible suitor?"
Len took my chin in his hands and placed his forehead on mine, as if trying to get closer and kiss me. I could feel my cheeks heating up and I knew that I was blowing my cover if my face was as red as I thought it was. He chuckled a little bit, blowing his soft air onto my nose. I was too caught up in the moment to realize that he was my teacher. This was forbidden and I'd get kicked out of this school if anyone found out! As if snapping back into reality, I pushed him away and brushed myself down. "God, Len! You're still that big of a pervert that you're willing to hit on your students, let alone your best friend's sister!"
I received a quick snicker from him, like he had tasted victory. "Totally," he told me sarcastically.
I let the whole situation slide and started talking to him about how everything was with him. I haven't seen him in forever, after all. "So does this mean that you're moving back into the house across the street? Oh, and who's your latest play toy?"
"Definitely, Rinny! I can see you everyday even after school now! Also, I'm currently as free as a bird! I have swept this school with my presence so I will now let my highschool days be revived!" He told me dramatically and I laughed.
"Well, see you during music class then, I guess. Class is starting in 10 minutes and I'm sure Miku and Luka are waiting for me!" I waved back to him smiling and arrived in my next classroom, the one for English classes.
"Hey guys! Sorry I'm, like, way late!" I shouted to Miku and Luka who were previously deep in heated conversation. It was probably about the latest rumors in school, knowing them.
"Oh my gosh, Rin! Where were you? You just have to know what the latest gossip is all about, but it's probably obvious already," Miku told me, looking like she was just about to explode from elation.
I know exactly what it's about. It's about Len. It's not that hard to guess once you've known the guy for more than half your lifetime. "Oh, I was with Le- I mean Kagamine-sensei." I told them and their mouths formed a perfect "O" shape.
"Oh my gosh, Miku! Our little Rin is growing up so fast! So what happened between you guys? You must know that all of the rumors are about Kagamine-sensei! Every girl is head-over-heels in love with him!" Luka squealed and informed me that my guess was definitely correct.
I blushed a little before responding, "There's nothing going on between me and Len, okay? We were just catching up."
"Already on first name basis, I see," Miku teased.
I sighed and rolled my eyes. "Len is Rinto's best friend and lives across the street from us. I've basically known him for as long as I've lived."
Miku and Luka looked a little disappointed, but it changed to determination a second later. "Hey, what's the plot of a ton of shoujo mangas? Oh, that's right! Childhood friends fall in love with each other, popular guys that may or may not be players fall in love with the most disliked girl/tsundere girl, or maybe it's just like in Harry Potter and the main character marries his best friend's younger sister." Luka pointed out to me.
Seriously, how do they think of these things? I guess, I am a bit of a tsundere in a way. Only when it comes to romance, though. I decided to ignore them and sit down next to Miku. As soon as our teacher came in, I started daydreaming again.
Nothing really important happened between then and music class. I ran into Len a few times, which triggered some kind of teasing mechanism in Miku and Luka's minds. By the time music class came, I was being drowned by Miku and Luka's accusations that there was something going on between me and Len.
"Okay, class, settle down and get in your seats!" Len called with a smile. Once everyone was sitting down, Len immediately started teaching. "Today, we are going to cover singing!"
I heard the whole class groan and Len flashed them an unamused look and continued on. I, personally, love singing. This is the only class that I was looking forward to because music is one of my favorite things in the world. "Does anyone think they could demonstrate how to sing for us?"
I saw tons of girls raising their hands eagerly, but I just decided to relax and watch them make fools of themselves. "Ah, how about Rin?"
WHAT!? I wasn't even raising my hand! This is totally not fair! Then again, Len isn't either. I groaned and walked up to the front of the class to stand next to Len as my classmates glared at me. "What do you want me to sing?" I asked him lazily.
"How about 'World Domination How-To?' You used to sing that song all the time when we were kids!" I could feel the eyes of the entire class focusing on me, some glaring and some supporting me.
"But that's a duet! I used to sing it with you or Rinto!" I complained, but then wished I hadn't.
"Well, then why don't I sing with you?" Len asked and I could feel my cover being blown as heat rushed to cheeks and I briskly nodded, before turning to face the class.
Who's the one making a crying face all the time?
Fight back as much as you were laughed at!
Before long, what I'd picked up wasn't a bomb or knife
Let's promise no matter what from now on
Tear off the price tag on your back
This everyday is like scrap wood, but
It's still to early to throw it away
I sang the best I could and Len smiled at me before he started singing. He and I used to love to sing together. It always made us feel better when we were feeling sad. I spent most of my time at home playing outside with Len and Rinto, half of that being singing with them, so I'm kind of glad it paid off.
Today, too, on the platform of the station's last stop,
Tomorrow's me is still waiting, trembling to welcome
A dense, selfish master
His parts were always shorter, but he and I both sang the chorus so he didn't mind as much. Plus, he had more parts to sing when we would try to do "Sincerity Nature: Drastic Measures of Ignorance." It might have been a bit inappropriate, but it was still really funny.
No matter whether years pass and cars can fly in the sky,
Even if years pass and machines can talk,
Whatever you want to say, before you can call it convenient,
Please heal my wounded heart
If a missile flies in that sort of sky,
And I ask for happiness from such a thing,
I have to become a kind person
I wonder if I can affirm myself…
We sang together in a harmony that I hadn't heard in a really, really long time. It brought a smile to my face being nostalgic about how much fun those days of my childhood once were before Len and Rinto headed off for college. It felt like it was just yesterday that Len caught me singing in my bedroom while Rinto was in the bathroom and started singing "Suki Kirai" with me. Once again, it was my turn to sing, and I took my cue to be in the spotlight once he gently smiled at me, like he knew what I was thinking.
Even if I say I'll raise my head and face forwards,
If it's dark, there's no front nor back (A/N I changed it. The real English lyrics don't really make sense in that tense.)
Being alone, being with another person,
Loneliness won't change
I felt my eyes begin to soften and I jumped out of my tsundere-like attitude, adjusting to how amazing I felt when I sang. After the boys left, I didn't sing as much and this is what I turned into. Doing this all over again and even with Len made so happy! Even if I did confess to him and he didn't love me, I would still be happy if I could at least sing with him once more.
Singing a song about wanting to die
Like that again, I was stabbed with a stake
But even then, with only that kind of action
The words overflowing from my mouth,
No matter what I do, I can't find them
Today, I'll again, just like this be absorbed in the arcade
It would be better if tomorrow didn't come
The final train's whistle annoyingly rings
His voice sounded so beautiful, it was like I was falling in love again after all of these years. How did I ever manage to live without him by my side?Was it because I wasn't completely hopeless and I eventually got my wishes?
Even if I pretend to be tough, calling love misfortune
My true feelings will definitely be attacked by my guilty conscience
How is the current me? Really, there's nothing we can do
Someone like the annoying you, I really hate
If a missile flies in that sort of sky and my life flies from such a thing,
I have to become a kind person
I want to reaffirm myself
I have to become a kind person before my heart grows numb
We both ended and in a moment, it seemed like everything had reappeared. It was like waking up in the morning and you can barely believe the dreams you had. I think my mind has been made up. I am going to confess to Len Kagamine, my lifetime crush, teacher, and brother's best friend, after school today.
