Hello, I am back with another one of my emo poem-stories. I do not have much to say about this one except thanks to KAS96 for being my editor.
I feel like I'm falling.
Like my world is falling apart with me.
Like nothing I do is good enough for you.
But not just you,
Anyone.
I can't do anything right.
In just this short amount of time
I have let everything fall apart.
I lost the person closest to me.
No,
I didn't lose him.
He ran away.
He left me because he felt…
What did he feel?
All I noticed was the anger,
His and mine.
We were both stressed.
We both needed a break to calm down.
But we didn't.
We snapped.
We blew up at each other.
And now,
There is nothing for us.
I'm all alone again.
I thought it would just be you
That would suffer
And hurt.
I thought I would be fine.
I was strong.
I had built up my walls,
Strong and indestructible.
But I guess not.
All of those walls I had built up around me,
They all crumbled with you.
And now
All that is left are ruins.
Ruins that are a sad pitiful reminder
of how strong I used to be.
I stand and watch
as day by day they continue to fall and decay.
Soon there will be nothing left.
What will I do then?
Will I become one of those people?
The ones who need others to survive.
Because before I met you,
I was never one of them.
Now,
I'm not so sure.
I don't know who I am.
Who am I?
I so desperately long to find myself again.
And maybe one day,
after all of the old walls have deteriorated
and the sand that remains of them has blown away with the wind,
Maybe then I will find myself,
And build my walls up once again.
There you have it. Review and flame me. I'm serious, leave me a flame... it would just make my freaking day!
