Walking home from Edward's was surprisingly aggravating; I was getting unwanted bad luck.
Already I've almost got hit by a car, tripped over some kids toy that they forgot to pick up behind them self's on the side walk, I had to run away from a unfriendly cat and I walked in to a "stay of the grass" sign crossing the maple view school field. I don't know what's got into me tonight but I was extremely clumsy, maybe because my one track mind was in over drive about the most romantic guy in the world, Edward Cullen's, that was it, he was making this happen, not intencially but I still blamed him. Falling in love with someone so beautiful had its down fall but the high was something I wanted to never let go. I wanted to scream it to the world, I LOVE EDWARD CULLEN"S I though in my love filled mind. It felt like I was stuck in the showdown for years and years on end, endless torture in my messed up mind but then there was light, I never will I let that light leave and slip back into the dark again. I was getting really close to home, watching ever step I took making sure there was nothing else for me to trip over. As I starting walking up my driveway I saw Charlie waiting for me on our porch with an expressionless face, I could see there was something not right, he was pacing up and down are porch, with shaking hands.
"Dad," I said worried now. "What's wrong?"
"Bella," he said while taking a deep breath "there's something we need to talk about."
"Ok, I'm all ears" I assured him.
"We should go inside where it's warmer." He opened the door and I walked passed him, I turned to watch him shut the door behind himself and turn his gaze on me. I watched him with curious and worried eye's, he opened his mouth to speak but no word's came out, once again he opened his mouth but word failed him.
"Dad, what's wrong?" I asked anxiously.
"Bella," he paused for a minute.
"What?"
"Where, moving," he said quickly looking away.
At that precise moment I could feel my whole world crumbling before my very eyes. Edward sprung to my mind like a reflects, the one person that I loved more than life was not going to be in it anyone. I felt like someone lunged into my chest and ripped my heart out into pieces. I look up at Charlie, his eyes were full of guilt, he new dam well what this would do to me., leaving my best friend Alice behind but most importantly leaving the one person that I would jump in front of a bullet for behind. I didn't feel up set anymore I felt angry.
"I'm not going anywhere!" I screamed. Charlie's face was taken aback and his mouth slanted down to the corners of his face.
"Look Bella," he said apologetic. "I know how hard this must be for you but my boss called me from the station last night telling me that I'm being relocated to Canada."
"I'm not moving to Canada, Charlie I don't care what your boss said, I'm staying here where I belong!" I yelled walking away from him now, of course he followed.
"Don't you walk away from me and don't you ever use that tone with me again young lady!" He yelled with a shaky voice. "You will go where ever I tell you to go, your only six teen and I am your parent, you will listen to me until your eight teen, where do you think you would move to anyway?" he screamed.
"I'll move in with Alice," I replied.
He laughed darkly. "You're not moving in with Alice, your coming with me, end of discussion, do you understand me!" He yelled loudly. We glared at one another for long period of time until Charlie yelled again.
"Do you understand me?"
"Yes," I said in defeat. I could feel the tear's building up in my eyes; I need to get away from him. I could not let him see me like that and get all mushy gushy on with me, I didn't want that, I wanted us to be infuriated with each other, I didn't want to talk to him and I sure as hell didn't want him talking to me. Without another word I ran to my room looking down the whole time. I open my bed room door and shut it with so much force that the door shook, I ran to my bed and curled up into a ball, I let the good time's with my friend and my beloved Edward pour into my head, my tear's were so uncontrollable at that point and I was staring to slip into depression
The next morning I felt like complete an udder shit. I was still curled up in a ball, I uncurled myself and rolled out of bed , moping to the bathroom and started brushing my teeth, when I was done cleaning myself up, I walked back to my room and for the first time noticing that there was a bunch of suitcases spread out on my floor. I started to get panicky, Charlie didn't say when we were moving, what if it was today, right now, wouldn't get to see my friends to say good bye. I heard people talking outside my bedroom window, I rushed to see who it was and sure enough it was my dad with the moving truck, speaking to the guy who drove it while lifting things we owned into the truck. I started to really panic then, my face become really hot and I could feel the tear's runny down my face. We were moving and I was never coming back, we were moving right now and I had no time to say good bye to my friends. I strode there out said my window in thought with tear's soaking my skin and then I saw her walking out of my house over to Charlie. I ran down the stairs, almost tripping on the carpet and out the door so fast that you would have though I dove.
"Alice; oh Alice!" I Screamed. I ran to her almost knocking her over and held her tight, she started stroking my hair.
"Alice, don't let me leave you!" I cried to her.
"Bella, there's nothing I can do, I tried talking to Charlie," she wined.
" I don't want to leave you and my home and oh, my god, Edward I screamed lifting my head from Alice's shoulder and turning for my house to get the phone but Alice grabbed me and started to shaking her head.
"What?" I wined.
"He left the in the morning with his parents, she said. There visiting their grandparents". My whole body started to shake, I felt dizzy, I buried my face back into her shoulder.
"Bella, it's going to be ok, I promise that we will see each other again, nothing is going to keep me from you and you an Edward are meant to be, it will happen when it happens," she told me gently. Right then I heard Charlie call out my name.
"Bella," Charlie said. "Go get changed and bring your suitcases down to the truck." I felt Alice's hands lock on my shoulders and guided me to my front door, heading towards my room, knowing that I wouldn't moved it if was not for her. Finally getting back down stairs and to the truck I watched Alice put in my suitcases and then turn to face me.
I lugged at her.
"Alice, I repeated. Don't let me leave!" she held me tighter.
"Bella, I have no say." She said sighing.
"Come on Bella!" Charlie yelled. "We have to get a move on it."
I hugged into Alice with a death grip; I reached around for her ear and whispered,
"I love you."
"I love you too." She whispered back.
"Friends forever." I cried out.
"Friends forways.' She replied.
"Tell Edward- at his name I became stiff and more miserable if possible then before, I choke out the rest, "That I love him."
"I will." Alice said now crying. I left to take my place in the back of the moving truck, driving away from Alice, away for my Home, away from my school; away from my Edward was the headrest thing in my life so far. All I could do now was bow my head and let the tears run dry.
