Alright guys i was offered to enter Emeralddusk's Killing Daddy contest and i had to write a story about Jade and it had to be dark and well, i didn't know if i could manage to be honest because i'm not that great of a writer i just do this for fun but i thought why not? and i wrote the story, it has 7 chapters and in this story Jade is crazy as hell like literally insane.

It's actually funny at some points (to me) and there will probably be times when you'll be like "what the fuck?" but if you enjoy creepy dark crazy stuff, read it. Also, this is Bade but it's not really about romance it just adds to the plot.

So read and review.


It was real but it wasn't, the only sound in the room was the most terrific silence even though the noises from the city fulfilled the room. 1,2,3 another glass crashes, 4,5,6 more screams, 7,8,9 the door shuts, 10, it's over, the red lines run down her pale arm as she looks back into old memories.

Jade West, known as dark, terrifying, sarcastic and mean but talented, extremely talented, especially at acting, she could pull off any role assigned to her without problem but nobody knew how big her talent actually was because nobody knew her entire life was an act, she pulled a role every day just like in plays but that role didn't end when school was over or when the audience clapped at the end of the play, it only ended when she was completely alone, only her and her thoughts, only her and her scissors, only her and her memories, only her.

"Hey babe" Beck said as he sweetly kissed Jade's cheek.

"Hey" Jade simply said with a little smile.

"So are you coming over today?" Beck asked.

"I'm sorry I can't" Jade answered.

"You never come over now, what's happening? Am I boring?" Beck asked chuckling and Jade shook her head chuckling a little too.

"No, it's just...I, I think I'll see my mom today and well, you know she travels a lot and she is back for a little while so I want to spend time with her" Jade informed and Beck nodded slowly.

"Okay, yeah it's fine" Beck said.

"Are you upset?"

"No, no it's your mom I understand...but you could take me with you so I can finally meet her, i bet she is as pretty as you are" he suggested and Jade thought about it for a second before answering.

"Yeah I would but I haven't seen her in a few weeks and I want to tell her some private things, you know? Mother daughter things" Jade explained and Beck looked down a little disappointed.

"Yeah, yeah I get it" Beck said.

"Oh don't be mad I'll come over tomorrow" Jade exclaimed and kissed him "But I gotta go now" she said and walked out of the school.

Jade got in her car, stopped by a gifts store and drove to a cemetery, she grabbed the big purple present and walked towards the last grave in the lot "Hi mom" Jade smiled "Look what I bought you" she pulled out a big teddy bear and a white blanket "Do you like it?" she asked as she put the blanket on the grave "I know white is your favorite color so I thought it'd be perfect, you like it right?" she asked with a smile on her face "Okay, great because I was getting worried you would reject it like the last present I bought you, did you bring me anything?" she questioned and grabbed a pair of roses from the grave "Thank you, mom, they're so pretty you always know how to make me happy" she smiled, Jade didn't usually like flowers but it was her mother's present or something like that and in that case, she loved them"You look so pretty" she complimented "Where did you put all my other presents? Did you throw them away or did someone steal them from you?" Jade asked getting upset

Jade stayed by her mother's grave for about two hours just talking and laughing and pretending someone actually responded, in Jade's mind her mother was still there when they were alone.

Jade drove to her mother's house and walked inside to find an empty and sad place, no one lived there but Jade always cleaned making sure she never moved anything, everything was like the last time her mother had been in the house except that there was a mannequin that resembled her, Jade had bought it long time ago and she moved it constantly, it was her only company when she was there and she liked to pretend it was her mother. "Hi mom, I'm back" she said as she entered the kitchen, she kissed the mannequin's cheek and left her purse on the table "Today was crazy I have so much to tell you"

"I know, I know...I'm sorry for not coming but Beck is sucking up my time, he even wants to meet you but there is no way I'm letting that happen so don't worry" Jade smiled at the mannequin and looked down for a second "Oh I bought us wine to celebrate because I'm turning eighteen in a few days, isn't it great?" she pulled out two glasses and served wine in both of them, Jade drank the whole bottle up herself as she served more in her mother's glass which she had been drinking too.

A few hours later when she was a little drunk, Jade grabbed the mannequin and walked with it upstairs "Come on, mom, let's go to bed" she said and when they got to the room she put a pair of her mother's pajamas on the mannequin and a pair on herself, she set her *mom* on the bed and exit the room slowly making her way to the bathroom where she locked herself.

Jade stared at herself in the mirror, wearing her mom's pajamas and wearing her hair like her mom used to wear it, in a sided low pony tail, she stared and stared for about twenty minutes until all the sudden, she started screaming hysterically and scratching her arms, her legs and her face, she kicked the door and the walls until her feet couldn't handle it anymore and then she sat on the floor crying her eyes out as she punched her legs with frustration.

Jade grabbed her scissors and began freeing herself, she made a cut on her arm and then three on her legs, she dropped the scissors and simply stared at the blood for about an hour before she cleaned up the bathroom, changed her clothes and left the house, just like that.

Jade opened her dad's house and walked inside trying not to make a lot of noise but her dad was waiting for her "It's 1am where the hell were you?" he asked madly and Jade sighed coldly.

"None of your business" She answered.

"You're so rude" Brittany, her dad's wife who was once his secretary, said. She was a blonde skinny and tall woman and she was about 35.

"Was I talking to you? Oh right, no! So please keep your big nose out of our problems" Jade exclaimed.

"Jade!" Her dad said even angrier.

"What? You wanna know where I was? Fine, I was with Beck" Jade lied.

"Who's Beck?" Brittany asked.

"Once again, that's none of your business but he is my boyfriend" Jade informed.

"So you stayed with your boyfriend until this late at night... and what exactly were you doing with him?" Brittany questioned and Jade laughed.

"Oh Brittany, we all know the only whore in the house is you" Jade exclaimed.

"JADE! I don't want you to talk to Brittany like that ever again" he ordered and Jade raised an eyebrow at him.

"Make me" Jade dared and suddenly another girl came downstairs, she was about 13 and looked a lot like her mother, Brittany.

"What are all these screams? I can't sleep" The girl, whose name was Carla, said.

"It's nothing sweetheart, go back to bed" Mr. West said and kissed the girl on the forehead. "Listen Jade, Brittany is my wife now and has been for years you should be used to it, if you wanted she could be like your m-"

"NO, don't say it, she will never be my mom and she is the reason she is not here anymore" Jade screamed.

"Jade!" her dad warned.

"It's her and your fault and you know it!" Jade yelled "That car would have never hit her if it wasn't because of your little affair"

"It was an ACCIDENT!" He screamed and grabbed her by her shoulders "YOUR MOTHER WAS AN ALCOHOLIC, SHE DIDN'T SEE THE CAR COMING IT WAS AN ACCIDENT AND SHE IS DEAD NOW, SHE DIED 5 YEARS AGO YOU NEED TO GET OVER IT"

"SHUT UP!" Jade screamed trying to hold her tears back. Her dad grabbed her chin and smelled her breath only to realize she was still under the effect of alcohol.

"Speaking of alcoholics..." he commented as he freed her face and Jade rolled her eyes "Let me see your arms" He demanded, Mr. West knew Jade very well and he had dealt with Jade's self harm before. he thought it'd stopped after therapy but seeing her right now made him think that those days were back, he knew Jade had been crying and he saw some scratches on her face so he was almost sure he'd find fresh scars on his daughter's arms as well.

"Why?" She asked.

"Jade, show me your arms" he ordered. "You know why"

"No" she remarked on his face and walked past him, she went upstairs and shut the door in her sister's face. Jade hated her so much because she was the product of her dad's affair when he was still married to Jade's mother.

Jade hated her family so much, they were the reason her mother wasn't with her anymore, at least in the real world, her father obviously favored Carla and treated Brittany like a queen and then he was so cold and mean to Jade, from her point of view he wanted to get rid of her and that wasn't going to happen but Jade would get what she wanted: revenge.


I know the self harm thing is over used but it's just the only thing that fits and it really adds to her character in stories like this.

Well, i hope you enjoyed the first chapter.

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