She Saw Me
She saw me! She saw me! Her face… she was scared of me! There was fear in her eyes!
I'm a monster.
She could never love me…
I must run. She must never see me like this again… ever.
I can't hurt her… not anymore than I have already.
It was going so well! I can't believe I actually thought it would work out…
She treated me like a normal human being…
She actually cared for me…
And now I've ruined it!
It's all that rat's fault! If the rat hadn't tricked the cat, then none of this would have ever happened!
Why!? Why me!?
What have I done to deserve this!?
I was born.
I hate this! I HATE this!
I hate HER!
She came into my life and everything seemed to get better… I was… happy.
But I knew it had to end some time.
She was my drug… I became addicted…
And now my drug has been taken from me…
And I can never get it back…
She's gone.
But it's better this way! I no longer have to put up with that goofy smile… and those
innocent eyes… her worrisome laugh… that sweet voice… those perfect lips…
What am I thinking!?
I've got to snap out of it!
She saw me like THIS!
I can never go back…
I'll miss her…
Why can't I just let her go?
She's just a girl for heaven's sake!
I love her…
No! I can't… it's not right… she deserves better than a monster… than me.
Why did she have to see me like this?
It could have been great…
I can picture it…
Coming home everyday to her warm smile…
Eating dinner that she had made especially for me…
How did it end up this way?
Ugh!
I disgust myself!
Everything about me is grotesque!
Even now I think of what could have been… when it could never be.
She saw me…
