I had some extra time at a basketball game, so I decided to write a poem for FMA! A two page long poem! XD I hope ya'll like it, well, it doesn't really matter. I sorta liked it. I got flames from my friend (coughcoughkamicoughcough) but, hey, I love her anyways…. Maybe... . … Read on, forsaken reader!
Disclaima: I don't own FMA… so… SHUT UP ALL YOU IDIOTS WHO KEPT SAYING I DON'T! YA HAPPY? I ADMITED IT! T.T
There's something…
Something I've wanted to talk about
I know,
It needs to be said
But…
It's so hard
I almost don't want the answer
I don't want to know
I don't
But…
I do
I want to know
It's almost a need
I have to know
So…
Do you hate me?
For all that's happened
Do you?
Do you?
I know…
I know you should
You should hate me
I've stolen your humanity
I've stolen almost everything
Except…
I've stolen everything but one
One special thing
Your soul
Your one special thing
I'm sorry…
I'm sorry brother
Can you,
Could you,
Can you ever forgive me?
Sometimes…
Sometimes, I know,
I know you all call me heartless
That I never cry
That I never cared at all
But…
I do
I do cry
Every night
When no one's there
And…
I care
I care so much
So much it hurts
I care so much it hurts
It's…
It's agonizing
The hard, heavy, cold touch
The horrible feeling of metal
It's agonizing
But…
I know it's nothing
Nothing compared
To what I've done to you
The agonizing pain I've given you
So…
I almost wish you would hate me
Hate me for causing
So much agonizing pain
To my only brother
But…
You could never hate me
You couldn't hate me if you tried
You'd want to,
But you couldn't
And…
I hate you for that
For being so soft hearted
For being so kind
For not scolding those that deserve it
Please…
Scold me
Do something
Anything to make it up to you
Absolutely anything
Do it…
Hit me
Slap me
Punch me
Punish me
Just…
Assure me
Make me sure that I was wrong
Make me sure that you're mad
Make me regret living
Please…
Save me
Save me by hurting me
Promise me you're alright
Promise me you're okay
And so…
That is what I wanted to say
The thing I was deathly afraid to say
What you wanted to know
My little secret….
Taa daa! Alright, lemme explain now what my friend was confused on…
What she said was: Would Edward really hate Al for not hating Edward?"
Well, what I have to say, is this: It's the feeling that you have someone who loves you completely and totally more than anything else (brotherly way), but you've done something you consider horrible and unforgivable. So, he meant hate him for not hating a person that has done the unthinkable to the person they care most about.
Make sense? Good. REVIEW! Please?
