I had some extra time at a basketball game, so I decided to write a poem for FMA! A two page long poem! XD I hope ya'll like it, well, it doesn't really matter. I sorta liked it. I got flames from my friend (coughcoughkamicoughcough) but, hey, I love her anyways…. Maybe... . … Read on, forsaken reader!

Disclaima: I don't own FMA… so… SHUT UP ALL YOU IDIOTS WHO KEPT SAYING I DON'T! YA HAPPY? I ADMITED IT! T.T

There's something…

Something I've wanted to talk about

I know,

It needs to be said

But…

It's so hard

I almost don't want the answer

I don't want to know

I don't

But…

I do

I want to know

It's almost a need

I have to know

So…

Do you hate me?

For all that's happened

Do you?

Do you?

I know…

I know you should

You should hate me

I've stolen your humanity

I've stolen almost everything

Except…

I've stolen everything but one

One special thing

Your soul

Your one special thing

I'm sorry…

I'm sorry brother

Can you,

Could you,

Can you ever forgive me?

Sometimes…

Sometimes, I know,

I know you all call me heartless

That I never cry

That I never cared at all

But…

I do

I do cry

Every night

When no one's there

And…

I care

I care so much

So much it hurts

I care so much it hurts

It's…

It's agonizing

The hard, heavy, cold touch

The horrible feeling of metal

It's agonizing

But…

I know it's nothing

Nothing compared

To what I've done to you

The agonizing pain I've given you

So…

I almost wish you would hate me

Hate me for causing

So much agonizing pain

To my only brother

But…

You could never hate me

You couldn't hate me if you tried

You'd want to,

But you couldn't

And…

I hate you for that

For being so soft hearted

For being so kind

For not scolding those that deserve it

Please…

Scold me

Do something

Anything to make it up to you

Absolutely anything

Do it…

Hit me

Slap me

Punch me

Punish me

Just…

Assure me

Make me sure that I was wrong

Make me sure that you're mad

Make me regret living

Please…

Save me

Save me by hurting me

Promise me you're alright

Promise me you're okay

And so…

That is what I wanted to say

The thing I was deathly afraid to say

What you wanted to know

My little secret….

Taa daa! Alright, lemme explain now what my friend was confused on…

What she said was: Would Edward really hate Al for not hating Edward?"

Well, what I have to say, is this: It's the feeling that you have someone who loves you completely and totally more than anything else (brotherly way), but you've done something you consider horrible and unforgivable. So, he meant hate him for not hating a person that has done the unthinkable to the person they care most about.

Make sense? Good. REVIEW! Please?