Title
Cold Nights and Crickets
Contents

Ouran High School Host Club
Pairings
Hikaru/Kaoru
Narration
Omiscent
Beta
None
Summary
After a bad rape Kaoru begins to tone out sleeping for fear of a repeative nightmare.
Disclaimer
I do not own Ouran High School Host Club or any of the characters mentioned. Trust me if I did, they wouldn't be hosting.
Warning
Yaoi. Rape. Twincest. Ect.
Enjoy
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The sound of crickets was his only friend as he ran past the crosswalk. It didn't matter to them, together they were unstopable. The world shunned upon them, it was only fine when it was an act. Their parents turned their backs, she turned her back, their fans, half their friends, all turned their backs. They had each other, and that's all they really needed. Shuddering gently Kaoru begun to run. His footsteps hit the ground faster than his heart beat at the moment. "Hikaru.." Kaoru whispered, eyes tightly closed. It was so cold he could see his breath creast over his chin. The rain poured more with every second. Lightning striked, hitting a telephone pole behind him. Goosebumps formed on his skin. A strike of lightning as he came to an abandoned church. Kaoru walked inside, his head bowed low and his hand folded in prayer for forgiveness. This was the day, he had killed his lover.

Three Months Pryer

Kaoru stared out the window, the darkness taking over the night as crickets begun to chirp. A smile pull across his face, if it wasn't so cold it would have been a perfect night. Hikaru's gargling could be heard from the bathroom that connected to his room. Kaoru brushed his fingertips to the glass window and held his ipod in his hand, one ear piece in his left ear, the other dangling down waiting for Hikaru's right ear. The glass was chilled, cold to touch. Fall started not to long ago, it was the middle of October now. Their sophmore year. They would never forget last year's stunt that nearly costed Hikaru his life, and the club's king. The club still continued to the day, ladies still had their time. Friday night, tonight it was just the two of them. Tomarrow they had been invited to attend a over night at Tamaki's, men only of course. Haruhi was invited, but her father had declined to her sleeping over with a bunch of boys. Hikaru walked out of the bathroom in an old ratty shirt and boxers, his normal nightwear. He walked over to Kaoru, and picked up the right earphone listening in. Kaoru smiled to Hikaru, who had grown three inches taller than Kaoru in the past year. Hikaru sang gently to the music, recconizing the song. Kaoru had something on his mind, but he could never tell Hikaru. He told Hikaru everything, but this might just ruin them. Hikaru could tell his sibling had something running through his head, and decided to call upon it.

"Kaoru? What are you thinking about?"

"...Things... Us.."

"You seem like you're lost in your thought there." a smile and smirk, "Tell me what you're thinking about."

Kaoru bit his lower lip, "Hikaru... Have you ever.. Loved someone you knew you couldn't?" He knew his brother had been acting a little more loving towards him, and he thought he knew what it was. But it was uncalled for to bluntly ask his sibling if he had a crush on him. They were brothers afterall.

Hikaru looked out the window. Yes. He shook his head, "Kaoru... You'll never know... Just how much I love you..."

"Hikaru-"

"No Kaoru.. Don't speak.." Hikaru leaned in closer, "Words are not enough to express myself to you.." A devilish grin, "But I know what I can do for you..."

Hikaru picked up Kaoru and brought him to the bed they've shared for years and years now. He layed kaoru on his back and forced a kiss upon him. Kaoru drew a blush, and would refuse to admit he enjoyed it. Kaoru wrapped his arms around Hikaru, as Hikaru's hand roamed lower. Breaking the kiss Hikaru begun to suck on Kaoru's neck.

"Kaoru... You'll feel so good, I promise..."

"Hikaru?" A gasp as Hikaru grasped his member, and stroked it roughly. "Hikaru! Hikaru, enough!! D-d-don't you think we're going to f-far?! Hikaru we're so close... C-can't we ease into this?!"

Hikaru smirked a bit, "You'll love me afterwards Kaoru... I'll make you feel exactly how I feel everytime we shower... I'll make you love me Kaoru."

"Hikaru! No!" pleads called for the older to get off him, but Hikaru refused. He just pushed Kaoru down more, biting his collar bone a bit harder. Kaoru couldn't stand it, his body was betraying him in Hikaru's hand. Maybe if Hikaru was a bit gentler, or maybe if Hikaru slowed down Kaoru might enjoy this a little more. Kaoru felt his legs pryed open and his pants stripped off his form. His shirt was ripped and thrown to the side, soon they were both nothing more then in their birthday suits. Two hard erections rubbing up against each other, moans and pleads filling the empty house. The cold causeing nipples to harden, and the excess from sloppy distracted kisses to freeze. Kaoru groaned a beg one last time as he watched Hikaru lubricate his fingers.

"Please... Hikaru, don't..." Hikaru looked down at the begging younger, and impaled the pinned with all three fingers at once. Kaoru's glossened eyes closed tightly as he kicked to try to stop the pain from happening. Hikaru began to separate his fingers inside Kaoru slightly, stretching him good with one hand while he rubbed himself with the other. Kaoru turned his head to the side and tried to push Hikaru offone last time. Hikaru growled, getting annoied with the pushing away and took the bedsheets, tieing Kaoru's wrists to the bedposts. Hikaru pried Kaoru's legs apart again and positioned himself between them.

"Hikaru... Please.. I BEG you!" Hikaru shook his head. "You'll like it Kaoru..." He thrusted himse in Kaoru violantly and hard. Dragging his nails down Kaoru's sides he held down Kaoru's hips so hard there'd be bruises in the morning. Kaoru screamed bloody murder, kicking and flailing, trying to pull himself off Hikaru. Hikaru pushed in further, harder, faster, searching for that sweet spot. Kaoru flung his head backwards, walking along the edge of passing out. Kaoru became lifeless for a moment, on the verge of consciousness and unconsciousness. Hikaru's backhand settled this.

"Don't want you to miss a second of this love!" Tears formed at Kaoru's eyes. His abused form giving up on even trying to pull itself off Hikaru now. It wasn't long before Hikaru came deep inside Kaoru, making Kaoru shudder with disgust. Kaoru hated sex, it hurt no matter how many sweet words Hikaru spoke.

Kaoru layed in a pile of the mess he lead on. Hikaru left the room, shutting the door behind him. Kaoru's tears were the only sound in the room. He pulled at the bedsheets, ripping them to get his hands free. He wiped the tears from his eyes and pulled his clothes on, a new shirt was needed. Kaoru could barely walk, the first time he stood up he had fallen over. He felt so exposed in his everyday wear, he needed more clothes on. Kaoru threw on boots, a sweater, a beanie, and put up the hood on the sweater. Kaoru sobbed gently, even with all these clothes on he felt naked.

"Why couldn't you just stop when I begged you?!"

Kaoru screamed at the top of his lung, his face covered with tears. He screamed for so long and so loud that his stomach began to hurt. Calming down Kaoru breathed deeply, looking out the window as the fog begun to show on the glass. Why did Hikaru have to ruin such a perfect night?

On the other side of the hall, Hikaru layed with a grin smeared across his face. Near to sleep, Hikaru had thought back on what had just happened, thinking about what Kaoru must have gone through. He knew Kaoru wanted it, why else would he become so hard? Either way he felt bad about it and would make it up to Kaoru in the morning.

"I'll get him chocolates, or bandages, or something..."

Hikaru drifted off to sleep as the younger wouldn't sleep a wink that night.

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Yes i've started a new story!

This one may be a little more graphic for those of you who are used to Tear Stains or Hiding. Yes it still has that format, Hikaru thinks it's right but Kaoru's all negitive about it, but it's graphic. It's a good chance i'll be doing that chapter shoutout to the first reveiwer.