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Minis Tirith glowed white in the sunlight, as though the beloved citadel of Gondor radiated joy over the birth of the newest addition to the royal household. Whispered rumors and joyful shouts spread across the city as citizens excitedly predicted the gender of the newborn infant. Celebration was held within the King's household, as well as among the common folk, merchants, and nobles. However, amidst the city's excitement, there were two individuals who did not share in the abundant joy: the king and his oldest daughter.


As the hours passed, the young, dark-haired girl resting outside the king's palace made a startling discovery: her father neither loved her nor cared for her. This realization caused a gasp to escape her lips. Of course, she had always known her father's indifference toward her, perhaps as early as her fourth year of age. Throughout her life, although her father had been by her side in body, he had never been so in heart or mind. Her suspicion that her father did not care for her or her mother was confirmed when the man was not present for his fourth child's birth.

Startled by this fact, the girl had abandoned the confines of her home and escaped to the outdoors to clear her thoughts. Resting her head in her hands, she sighed, biting her lip to fight the onslaught of tears that threatened to fall from her eyes. I should be happy and content, she told herself, swallowing. I am the daughter of the king, and have everything that I could possibly need. "Everything but his love," she muttered, brushing pieces of broken stone from her gown and rising to her feet. Mother will need me inside, she realized, hastening toward the palace entrance.

Upon entering, the girl was caught in a bustling sea of servants, midwives, and relatives scattering about the palace in search of various objects needed by the exhausted queen. "Fæderwynn," a loud voice boomed, echoing throughout the busy corridors. "Come this way. Your mother wishes to see you."

"I am coming," Fæderwynn answered, gazing up at the lady in waiting who towered above her. Named Talvelwen, the woman had become a close friend of her queen's throughout the years of her service to the woman. Unfortunately, Talvelwen often took it upon herself to raise the oldest daughter of the royal household, and as a result, Fæderwynn often found herself chastised or disciplined by the older woman. She is not that terrible, though, Fæderwynn thought to herself as she followed behind the lady in waiting. She has done a good job of keeping me away from trouble throughout the years.

Within minutes, the pair reached the Queen's chambers, Talvelwen entering first, followed by a very distraught Fæderwynn. "Mother!" the girl explained, rejecting propriety and running to her mother's side. "Are you all right?"

"I am fine," the queen answered, long tendrils of blonde hair plastered to her face by sweat. Frowning, the woman asked, "Have you any word of where your father is?" Her blue eyes were wide and full of fear as she waited for her daughter's answer, her arms shaking.

"I have not seen him," Fæderwynn answered softly, studying the floor. "I do not know where he is." The queen sighed, closing her eyes. When the woman looked up once more, Fæderwynn was surprised to find tears in her mother's eyes. "Mother, what is wrong?"

Wiping the corners of her eyes, the queen took a deep breath and smiled. "Nothing is wrong, love. Nothing." Turning her gaze toward the open window, she added, "It is growing late, and night will soon be falling. You should return to your rooms and get some rest."

Biting her lip, Fæderwynn nodded, leaving the room in a flurry of skirts. She stopped as she saw her younger sister running down the hall toward their mother's room. "Fæderwynn!" the younger girl gasped, breathing heavily. "How is mother?"

"She is fine," Fæderwynn lied, smiling. "You may go and see her—she is still awake." As her sister left to visit the exhausted queen, Fæderwynn could not help but wonder, Where is Father?


"Fæderwynn!"

A beautiful woman stood glowing in the moonlight, raven-hark hair spilling down her back as she gracefully stepped across the ground. She appeared as though she was floating, rather than walking, her loving gaze directed toward a man nearby. "Estel," the ethereal woman breathed, finally embracing the waiting man.

Clouds shifted, and moonlight filtered onto the pair, exposing their faces. Father! Fæderwynn gasped, recognizing the man's face.

"Fæderwynn!"

Opening her eyes suddenly, Fæderwynn found herself face to face with Eruanneth, the servant who was given the task of attending her. Beside the woman stood Talvelwen, her eyes blank and empty. "Good, you are awake," Eruanneth muttered, studying the tired girl's face. "Come, it is time for you to get up."

Fæderwynn frowned tiredly, studying the window in confusion. "It is still night," she mumbled, rubbing her eyes.

"Your mother requested that you dress and meet her in her chambers," Eruanneth answered, opening a dresser drawer and removing a plain, blue gown. "Is this suitable?"

Fæderwynn nodded, allowing the woman to help her slip into the dress. "What has happened?" she asked, feeling vulnerable and terrified as she became more aware and less tired.

Eruanneth swallowed, glancing up at Talvelwen, who quickly shook her head "no." "I am sorry, my lady," the servant sighed, quickly running a brush through Fæderwynn's dark hair and plaiting it into a braid. "You will have to wait till you see your mother for that news."

Moments later, Fæderwynn found herself in her mother's chambers, all nerves on edge as she stood against the wall, another face in a sea of servants, ladies in waiting, guards, and nobles. She eyed her mother questioningly, hoping that the woman would finally tell her what terrible thing had befallen their family. Before she could ask her mother for an explanation, a young healer entered the room, face devoid of all expression.

"What news?" the queen demanded, tiredly handing her newborn daughter to a nursemaid. "How is he?"

"Lady Eowyn," the healer began, swallowing. "May I please speak with you alone?" Nodding, the queen exited the room, a heavy silence settling within the room.

"Fæderwynn, what has happened?" a small, dark haired girl asked, glancing up at Fæderwynn with wide, gray eyes. "Is father sick?"

"I do not know, Wicglufað," Fæderwynn answered, biting back tears.

Moments later, a cry sounded outside. The queen reemerged, tears glittering in her eyes. "He is dead," she muttered, staring at the opposite wall. "He fell upon his sword and died."


Fæderwynn had never loved the color black. It reminded her of death and of mourning, of suffering and of grief. However, as she stood beside the tomb of her father, she was thankful for the black gown that she had been required to wear to the late king's funeral procession. She felt safe; shielded from the world and from its terrors.

Swallowing, she mumbled, "I am sorry father, for whatever caused you to bring about your own death. I am so sorry. I wish that I could have given you some happiness, but it was not to be." She frowned, unheeding of the tears that escaped her eyes and fell upon her gown. "But, I wonder about one thing: why would you kill yourself?"

"He loved another," a voice answered suddenly. Whirling around, Fæderwynn found herself staring up at a tall figure wearing a gray cloak. "He loved another."

Intrigued, Fæderwynn asked, "What do you mean? Did he not love the Lady Eowyn?" She searched the face of the stranger for any signs of pity or compassion, but could find no such traces of feeling in the features of the stranger, face obscured by a large hood.

Sighing, the figure answered, "Child, his love ever rested beyond the sea."

Troubled, Fæderwynn thought, My father loved the sea?

As if sensing her thoughts, the man said, "He was in love with Arwen Undomiel, the only daughter of Elrond Peredhel, the former lord of Imladris." A moment of silence followed, before the stranger added, "My sister."

Fæderwynn stared at the figure in shock, becoming more alarmed by the minute. "Who are you?" she asked cautiously, backing away from the stranger.

"You look like him," the stranger murmured, studying the young girl before him. "You have his eyes, his face . . . Yet, things are not as they should be, I feel. You should not exist, yet you do."

"Who are you?" Fæderwynn demanded, voice rising in volume. "What do you know of my father?" For I barely knew him.

The stranger pulled back his hood, revealing a pale, chiseled face framed by long, dark hair that had been braided into elaborate designs. He is just another man, Fæderwynn thought, relief beginning to flood through her body. And I thought he was a ghost or— All thoughts of the man's "normalcy" left as Fæderwynn found herself staring into the stranger's eyes. Old, young, and like the stars . . . she thought, forgetting to breathe momentarily. He is not human. Only then did she notice the man's strangely shaped ears, which sloped upward into a barely noticeable point. "You're an elf," she gasped, eyes growing wide.

He nodded, a frown marring his perfect countenance. "I am Elrohir, son of Elrond. I am—was—your father's foster brother. Although," he paused, finishing, "he was like a brother of blood to me, to us all . . ." His eyes filled with grief as he gazed at the tomb of the now-dead king.

"He was my father," Fæderwynn mumbled, staring at the finely crafted stone covering that had been carved to resemble her dead father. Cold and hard, like him, she realized, observing the carving. "I barely knew him." Gazing up at the elf, whose height was several feet higher than her own, she added, "I believe you; he did love another. So much so that . . ." She stopped. "He did not come to my youngest sister's birth." They said mother was cursed, bearing only daughters and no sons . . .

The elf remained silent, his gaze still resting on the tomb of Elessar, former king of Gondor. "Estel," he muttered, turning away.

"Estel?" Fæderwynn asked, confusion written on her face. "What does that mean?"

"It means 'hope' in my tongue," he answered. "It was your father's name when—" He stopped, shaking his head. "I have no time to explain Estel's life to you. I come to you now with a warning: The Corsairs of Umbar plan to attack Gondor."

"What?" Mouth open in shock, Fæderwynn turned toward her father's tomb, dumbstruck. This is only a dream, nothing more, she thought, closing her eyes. Soon, I will wake up.

"They come now, and with the king now dead, Gondor and Arnor are left defenseless," Elrohir stated, frowning.

"What would you have me do?" Fæderwynn demanded, eyes wide with fright. "I have not the means to solve this problem!" What could she do? She was only a young woman who had barely begun her sixteenth year of life, and had skills with neither war nor weapons. What does he expect me to do? she wondered, on the verge of panic. "How do you know that they will attack?"

" I have seen them," the elf answered, once again donning his hood. "As to what you are to do? I know not; that is your choice." His voice was bitter, resigned, cold.

"If my father had married this woman you spoke of, your sister," Fæderwynn began, studying the pavement, "this would never have been. Father would still be alive and his kingdom would no longer be in such jeopardy."

"While that may be true," Elrohir answered, beginning to walk toward the street, "it does not matter. "There is no way to change the past, to rewrite Eru's music." Stopping, he added, "If that were possible, I would have done so long ago. Good-bye, daughter of Estel."

Fæderwynn stared after the elf, eyes following until he was no longer visible among the troves of people flooding the streets of Minis Tirith. Running toward the palace, she quickly scaled the stairs, entering into the king's home. Eyes darting about crazily, she hid from passing guards, slipping into a corridor. A few moments later, she found herself in her father's chambers. Which are forbidden to enter, she thought, shuddering at the punishment that would have befallen her had her father still been living. Her eyes swept across the main room, studying the rich furniture and decorations that filled the space. Every item within the room seemed untouched, as though her father had never used any of them. One furnishing, however, stood out to the young girl. A large, wooden chest written with Tengwar rested in the corner, behind a large chair. It was worn and used, a sharp contrast to the flawless furniture that adorned the rest of the room. The chest was beautiful and perfect, obviously of Elvish make.

Fæderwynn lifted a cautious hand to the chest, debating whether or not to open the seemingly sacred container. What will happen if I do? she wondered, hoping that Eru's divine judgment would not fall upon her for violating her father's privacy. Inhaling deeply, she threw the chest open, revealing only one item within: a flawless jewel hanging from a mithril chain.

What is this? she wondered, brows furrowing in thought as she gently turned the jewel in her fingers, marveling at the way the crystal seemed to capture the light, reflecting it back into a thousand different directions. Closing her eyes, she muttered, "If there was some way to make the past right and to save Gondor, I would do it."

"Even if you would undo your own existence in the process?" a voice whispered in her ear, warm breath assaulting her neck . Spinning around, the girl found herself pinned against the wall by strong arms. A hand closed over her mouth, ensuring her silence, as the voice continued, "Would you truly be willing to alter the past, knowing that you would no longer exist, that you would no longer live?"

Fæderwynn's eyes grew wide as she contemplated her attacker's question. Breathing heavily, heart pounding in her chest, the girl thought, Would I be willing do such a thing for the man who cared so little for us that he scorned us in life and left us alone in death? Frowning, she added silently, I would do it for Gondor, not for him.

The girl closed her eyes fearfully, nodding slowly. "Will you scream if I remove my hand?" the stranger asked dangerously, shadows hiding his face from view. Fæderwynn shook her head, and the man released his hand from her face. "Something has taken place that should never have been," he said softly, studying Fæderwynn carefully. "The Heir of Isildur is dead."

"Isildur?" Fæderwynn asked dully, mind spinning. "The man who destroyed Sauron and claimed the One Ring for his own during the Second Age?"

"That is him," the stranger answered, rolling his eyes as if in frustration. "Enough history, girl. Your father is dead. He did not fulfill his purpose or destiny. Yes, he did become the king of Gondor and Arnor, but he was meant to be the hope of men. Instead, he is dead and this may very well bring about Gondor's destruction."

"What was he meant to do?" Fæderwynn stuttered, confused. "I do not know what you speak of . . .my father never mentioned any of this." He never mentioned much of anything, she thought, sighing.

"I do not have time for this!" the stranger exclaimed in exasperation, echoing Elrohir's words. "You will have to learn the answers to these questions on your own. Time is running out. Are you willing to do whatever is necessary to save your father and save the reunited lands of Gondor and Arnor?"

The girl nodded, not fully understanding what the stranger was asking. "But it does not matter," she said, adding, "There is no way to change the past, and my father is all ready departed beyond the world . . ." Her voice trailed off as she viewed the stranger's frustrated gaze.

"I know of a way," the man answered, backing away toward the door. "You may change the past. However, know that once it has been changed again, the past may not be rewritten. Only once are you allowed to change it, and never will such an action be allowed again. But—" He paused, frowning sympathetically. "You will write yourself out of existence, out of history. You will have never been—neither you nor your sisters nor your family."

Fear gripped Fæderwynn's body as she thought on the stranger's words. What would it be like to never exist? she wondered, biting her lip anxiously. Regardless, though, her father had never cared for her family, so what did it matter? "I am willing to do it," she said after a momentary silence. The man nodded, and there was darkness.