Oh, the things I want to say…
Part one of Chapter 1- I need to be stronger….right?
This is the first story that I'm putting online for people to actually read besides my friends, please don't laugh at meee! . and please enjoy it takes place after the time skip, so they are older now -
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I opened my eyes to see the familiar ceiling that I have come accustomed to seeing every mourning. I immediately closed them again. My head hurt with the stress of everything that had been going on. My training. My secret love… I wish I had the courage to tell him. I have to live out another day not telling him. God why? I ask myself that every morning. I'm so ashamed. Put my hands on my face and covered my eyes. Am I really that timid? Maybe it's just how I am. I want so desperately for him to see me the way I want him to see me. I don't want him to see me the way I see myself.
I got up and looked out of my door. Neji was up already, and I closed the door abruptly. I changed my clothes and brushed out my hair that was knotty from sleep. I had been letting it grow out. I was a little sad about the way I looked. I wish I could've been a little prettier like Ino-san or sakura-san…maybe that's why Naruto-kun likes her so much. I envy her. I went off to the training grounds a little while later. I was supposed to meet Shino-kun and Kiba-kun there. Kurenai-sansei was back from her mission, so we would also get to train with Kurenai sensei. I'm happy about that. I really hope I can get stronger. Maybe then I could be a jonin like Neji-kun…I walked and saw sakura-san on the way. Maybe one day I could be strong enough to beat her, then maybe… Naruto-kun could see that I'm strong too. Then maybe he will like me more…"Hey! Hinata-chan! Kiba said as he stopped walking, he was a little ahead up the road. I waved, it was too far of a distance to yell, and he would have never heard me. I quickened my pace and tried to catch up with him. I was close enough now that he could hear me, and I saw him riding on Akamaru, "K-Kiba-kun!" I said I was happy to see Kiba, him and shino were some of my best friends. I got closer, who was that next to kiba? The figure suddenly turned around. "N-NARUTO-KUUN?!!" I said in a high whisper (not intentionally) I could feel my face getting red. He had already seen me so it was far too late to turn and run the other way. Suddenly my body wouldn't move, and my hands got really hot and I could feel myself blushing madly, he must think I'm so weird, I stopped right in front of them, Akamaru licked my hand , and I did nothing but stare and freak out internally. "O-ohayo… N-N-Naruto-k-k-un…" Kiba stared at me, then at Naruto-kun. "Are you alright Hinata-san? Your face is all red." Naruto-kun pointed out he came up to me, and put his hand on my forehead. OH MY GOD!! Naruto-kun is so close I was blushing so much, and I was so hot, and stuff, I just couldn't help it, everything went black.
I opened my eyes for the third time today. I was so hesitant because I could feel my body being held my someone; I was so nervous…What if it was Naruto-kun? Oh my God. I think I would die. . I heard a voice, "Hinata-san… Hinata-san!" I opened my eyes, and I was being held by Kiba, who was riding on Akamaru. But then I looked over to the side, "Hinata-san!"It was Naruto-kun's voice, "Hinata-san! Are you awake?! Are you alright!? You just fainted! Are you OK?!" Naruto was by my side. "N-n-Naruto-..Kun….." My face went red AGAIN! Why can't I for once just look cool like Naruto-kun?
"Hinata-chan…are you alright?" I looked up to see Kiba's face, looking at me with great concern. "I-I'm fine thank you Kiba-chan, N-Naruto-kun…." I got up and Naruto looked straight into my eyes and asked me, "Hinata-san, are you sure your OK? Do you want to see a doctor or something?" he was full of such sincerity, and looked so concerned, for me, why… why Naruto-kun? "N-N-NO! I'M FINE! P-p—please, don't worry about me, I have to go… to the erm…. Training grounds…now…." I bowed and ran off. "BYE!" My face was red and my eyes were a little teary. WHY! Why can't I just tell Naruto-kun! "Hinata! Wait, we can go together!" I heard Kiba yelling after me, but I continued to run. I didn't stop until I made it to the training area.
Kurenai sensei looked at me as I ran into the area, Kiba not too far behind me, "HINATA! Why did you keep running!?" he said to me. I looked at him my face still red and teary. "I-I'm sorry KIBA-CHAN! . " why was I causing so much trouble today? What is wrong with me?
"Hinata, go begin warming up with shino, Kiba, come here a moment…" Kurenai said. "O-ok.. Sensei." Hinata whispered and walked off. "Kiba. You don't know a thing about girls do you?" he looked at Kurenai with a very confuse look. "What do you mean?" Kurenai laughed under her breath. "You like her don't you-Kiba" "blushing wha-what do you mean! I mean…well-" "yeah I figured as much, and if you couldn't have noticed by now, who Hinata obviously has a crush on-" Kiba stood there looking at her. "Um… who?" . you really are hopeless- she likes Naruto. God Kiba you're clueless…" "What! But- oh, that would explain, but why would she, faint around him and stuff-" "She's shy Kiba! And if you like her I suggest telling her in a way that won't make her feel bad. You're a sweet guy, so you'll figure it out- but for now, can we focus on training!" Kiba zoned out for a moment, but then responds to Kurenai with a "YES SENSEI! C'mon Akamaru!" and he runs off to warm up with everyone else.
I tried to start it off the way I wanted. Beginnings are sometimes so hard. -.- I really did try. This is my first time putting one of my fan fictions online, so please don't yell at me too much . I would like it if you told me something about how to improve though. (doesn't everyone? Ha ha ha…) thank you!
