A/N: Welcome to my fluffy adorable story with a twist of sadness! This story depicts what happens with Himawari when her brother and father are not home, and how she slowly matures finding her purpose! I have been wondering for a while if Himawari has just been sitting at home all the time and never doing anything lol...I might be trash or I am trash so I hope you enjoy this lame series lol!

Chapter 1 - Daisy Dreams

Today Himawari was bored, like always she would enjoy sitting outside or playing with her toys, but today she wanted to be just like her brother!...Well not just like him. but! Her brother was mature and would do things all by his self. Himawari sat on the porch staring at the sky wondering if she was like a little baby to her brother. Himawari shook her head "I'll show him I can take care of myself too!" Himawari said with confidence, she soon retracted her thoughts wondering how she could show how mature she's gotten. Her small feet walked back into the house and she quickly searched for her Mother "Mama!" Hinata was in the laundry room organizing her husbands and children's clothes "Yes?" Hinata's voice was gentle as she answered her daughter "Can I go to the flower fields?" Hinata smiled "Sure, after I finish folding the laundry" Himawari shook her head "No, I'll go by myself" Himawari inquired innocently, Hinata looked surprised "Are you sure you know the way?" Hinata said worriedly, Himawari smiled "Don't worry Mom! I'll be A-Okay" Himawari gave a thumbs up, Hinata laughed gently "Okay, make sure you get dressed and I'll watch you go out okay?" Himawari nodded agreeing "Kay!"

Himawari wore a white dress with a lavender sunhat. She put on her brown sandals and her mother handed her a hand weaved basket "I put some snacks in there, but you can also bring flowers back in it if you want" Hinata said, Himawari had a big smile on her face "I will! Thanks Mommy!" Himawari grabbed her basket and opened the door, Hinata followed watching her daughter walk out "Make sure to be back by 5:00!" Himawari turned around "Kay!" She waved goodbye to her mother and soon started to walk down the pavement.

Himawari held her basket tight as she was nervous for her adventure, though she had been to the flower field plenty of times with her mother. The girl hadn't actually been out on her own and the way she was going she probably wouldn't encounter her brother, though that's what she wanted, she didn't want him to get the wrong idea and take her home. The streets were busy as she passed by different shops and stores, her eyes were fascinated by different things that peaked her interest. "Whoa..." Himawari of course had been out the house but there is always something new each time she leaves the house with her family or mother. Himawari stopped at a peculiar shop before continuing on with her journey. "Heart and Crimson?" The shop was pink and cutely decorated, Himawari couldn't help but be attracted to the store. She journeyed her way inside scoping out the different things that were on the shelfs.

The store contained journals, cute key chains, plushies, and cute bags "Wow" Himawari enjoyed the sight, it was quite new and it was very cute. There were many other girls inside the story scanning and viewing the merchandise. Himawari's eyes were caught on a journal. The cover was a daisy and it had fake flowers that were randomly placed on the front that complimented the white daisy cover well. Himawari walks over to grab the journal, as she did so she grabbed a rose shaped pen in the process.

After using her allowance to pay for her pen and journal, Himawari was now ready to make her way to the flower fields. The streets became busier making it harder for her to walk in between others. She held onto her basket tightly making sure she wouldn't drop anything. Himawari soon made it pass the crowded area and was now nearing the cherry blossom tree paths. It was a nice place to relax and enjoy the breeze or watching the petals fall. "Pretty..." A petal fell on Himawari's nose and she giggled "I should sit down for a little bit!" Himawari was fascinated and always enjoyed the view of the Cherry Blossoms, she sat on the bench and grabbed her new journal "Hmmm..." Himawari never tried writing any poems or recording memories this was her first journal so she wanted her first entry to mean something I'll try my best then..." Himawari also wanted to tell her family what she did on her first day traveling alone so she put her thoughts on the paper as best as she could.

"Today after I left the crowded marketplace, I found myself drawn to the pretty cherry blossoms. I liked how the petals would land on my lap and nose. The breeze feels really nice on my skin I enjoy the scent too!"

Himawari finished writing her simple entry proud of her skills she placed her journal and pen back into her basket. She got off the bench and began to travel to her destination.

The girl skipped and hummed a song as she stopped when a certain someone caught her eye "Inojin-kun?" her voice said softly and curiously. Himawari saw the young artist sitting near the lake with a sketch book as he watched ducks converse. Himawari smiled and walked over to the boy but stopped ("If I go up to Inojin-kun he might tell my brother he saw me...") Himawari thought to herself cautiously. She sighed with disappointment and decided to continue on route. She looked back one last time as the cherry blossoms blew elegantly and silently, she waved goodbye. She was brimming with confidence proud that she had made it halfway to her destination. "I can't wait to see the flowers" she said to herself excitedly. Her blue eyes brimming with such joy it was hard to not see it. She started to skip down the path only to be stopped by someone familiar "Himawari?" she froze at the sound of Sakura's voice "Good afternoon.." She nervously said, Sakura smiled "Out by yourself today?" Himawari looked up a the pink haired woman "Yep! but shh...don't tell anyone else" Himawari said with a bright smile "Okay!" Sakura gave an okay symbol with her fingers, and pretended to seal her lips shut "Bye bye!" Himawari continued skipping down the path and Sakura watched from behind.

She made it! She finally was able to reach her destination. The flower fields had many kinds of flowers though Himawari's favorites were daisies and sunflowers. She always goes with her mom here to pick flowers and lay it on her late cousins grave. She loves her cousin even though she never got to see him she enjoyed hearing stories about how protective he was over her mom. Himawari walked in the daisy field with her basket, she peeked inside and got her journal out, as well as her snacks "I love this place" she sat down in the field as the flowers blow gracefully. She ate an apple humming with approval, she soon began writing a small poem.

"I come here often, though each time gets better and better. My not so secret spot will never be replaced. I love the flowers brushing up against my arm like they know me and consider me a friend. The sky is a bright blue and the sun is very bright, today I will enjoy the day as I keep this memory"

She finished writing and yawned, her eyes started to close, but she quickly opened them back up making sure not to fall asleep. She placed her journal and snacks back into the basket and laid her head back onto the flowers "So pretty..." she stared at the sky only to have her eyes closed shut from her exhausting walk.

Himawari's POV

I was dreaming, I stared at the grave as tears started to fall down my face. "This isn't real!" the grave read a name and I would not believe it, I should not believe it! There was only a grave and grass that surrounded me. I fell on my knees as I tried to take in deep breaths. "This isn't real..." it scared me, I never have dreams like these...no it was not a dream...it was a nightmare "THIS ISN'T REAL!" I screamed louder as the atmosphere started to turn black I looked up and I couldn't help but tremble as the grass under me started to turn into a dark black sticky liquid, I quickly got up on my feet backing away only to get stuck "No!" I screamed trying to pull my legs out only to fall on my butt. "Onii-chan! Dad! Mama!" I screamed as loud as I could only sinking further into the black liquid "Please! Anybody!" I screamed louder, tears started to fall again, and suddenly someone was in the view of my eyes "Please...help me" I pleaded as I sunk further and further "Don't you see? Your useless! No one can save you if you can't even save yourself" I winced at the words of this person "Eh..?" I tried to move but it only made me go down faster "They will die because of you..." the last words I heard before I was consumed into the black liquid. It was dark and now I could move freely but I couldn't breathe "So dark..." this was truly a nightmare, I was left there floating ready to shut my eyes "Himawari!" it was a unfamiliar voice "..." I tried to open my eyes but only did I get a glimpse of a man with dark brown hair and lavender eyes "Just like mom..."

Himawari opened her eyes still laying in the daisy field oh so gracefully, she stared at the sky as it was a dark blue "..." she was silent as she tried to remember what she dreamed about, but what she was feeling was horrible so she knew it must have been a nightmare "It's really late...I HAVE TO GET HOME!" The young girl quickly got up only to fall back down on her knees as she was still trembling "Why..." Himawari got up again stabling her self "Phew..okay" she grabbed her basket and started to sprint home.

Himawari huffed and puffed as she finally made her way back, but she didn't make it on time probably worrying her mother to death. Himawari looked at the door step to find her brother sitting there anxiously "Onii-chan?" Boruto's eyes shot up at his sister in relief, he ran over to hug his sister "I'm glad your okay" He suddenly started to get angry "Why didn't you come back on time like mom said?!" Hinata opened the front door to see her two children outside as she also sighed in relief "Hehe..sorry I fell asleep" Himawari admitted soon looking at her basket "Aw...I forgot to get some flowers" she said disappointed, forgetting the whole purpose of going to the field "Hima-chan we can go again together tomorrow!" Boruto suggested, Himawari smiled "Okay!"

Though her nightmare would soon emerge into the light again

A/N: Hi there u taco person I hope u enjoyed my trash story lol

i luvb u

please don't hurt me lmao