Disclaimer: I don't own L but I do own the poem :3

Standing on a roof

I look down at my knees

And I wonder

Am I angry?

Am I sad?

Am I fine?

Am I Pleased?

I'm thinking and thinking hard

I ask "what am I trying to pursue?"

I stand there

I still stare

And Question what I already knew

I'm wishing hard, I'm begging God

I really don't want it to be true

I look for options

To tear down my theory

But it always leads back to what I pursue.

Water from the sky falls to my face

I stand here, getting wet

I walk to the roof

Closer and Closer to the edge

Getting more and more drenched

With every bare step.

I think about it and begin to realize

This was always first.

Our meeting

Our friendship

Always to investigate

So Now I ask who's really worse?

What I gather I think

He's out to hunt, to capture, to get me

But really, I too

Know what we both know

And I see what we both see

I started this for my Kira case

But I think we're friends I hope

Now I have more urges

My face feels hot

But being me

I have no one with whom to cope.

Everything points to him

We've been nothing but a Pawn and a Toy

But I still think I like him

I love him

But I'm sure my end

Will be from that shinigami and that Boy

I hear my name and I turn to see

The chestnut hair

And the eyes

Most bleak

He's come to wonder

What I've been think hard with my mind's might

Next to the rest

I've seen images of hugs

And kisses with only

Yagami Light

Well. That was my first ever shonen- ai. I'm actually glad I chose LightxL for it :3 hehehe, Doggy is pleased. So anyways, in your minds I'd like you to congratulate me on this first, this accomplishment…AND DO IT RIGHT NOW! DON'T MAKE ME GET THE SHOTGUN WHICH SHOOTS BARBIE AIMING KOALAS AT YOU!!!! Anyways, tell me what you thought or what you think I could improve on. Note this would be longer and a bit better but I'm tired because its 10:23 pm right now, and I got up at 5:00 am. So ya, BYE!