Disclaimer: I don't own L but I do own the poem :3
Standing on a roof
I look down at my knees
And I wonder
Am I angry?
Am I sad?
Am I fine?
Am I Pleased?
I'm thinking and thinking hard
I ask "what am I trying to pursue?"
I stand there
I still stare
And Question what I already knew
I'm wishing hard, I'm begging God
I really don't want it to be true
I look for options
To tear down my theory
But it always leads back to what I pursue.
Water from the sky falls to my face
I stand here, getting wet
I walk to the roof
Closer and Closer to the edge
Getting more and more drenched
With every bare step.
I think about it and begin to realize
This was always first.
Our meeting
Our friendship
Always to investigate
So Now I ask who's really worse?
What I gather I think
He's out to hunt, to capture, to get me
But really, I too
Know what we both know
And I see what we both see
I started this for my Kira case
But I think we're friends I hope
Now I have more urges
My face feels hot
But being me
I have no one with whom to cope.
Everything points to him
We've been nothing but a Pawn and a Toy
But I still think I like him
I love him
But I'm sure my end
Will be from that shinigami and that Boy
I hear my name and I turn to see
The chestnut hair
And the eyes
Most bleak
He's come to wonder
What I've been think hard with my mind's might
Next to the rest
I've seen images of hugs
And kisses with only
Yagami Light
Well. That was my first ever shonen- ai. I'm actually glad I chose LightxL for it :3 hehehe, Doggy is pleased. So anyways, in your minds I'd like you to congratulate me on this first, this accomplishment…AND DO IT RIGHT NOW! DON'T MAKE ME GET THE SHOTGUN WHICH SHOOTS BARBIE AIMING KOALAS AT YOU!!!! Anyways, tell me what you thought or what you think I could improve on. Note this would be longer and a bit better but I'm tired because its 10:23 pm right now, and I got up at 5:00 am. So ya, BYE!
