Prolog

This is a sad and pretty deep story, it contains rape, incest and death. Its not a fairy tale romance, its a lot more complicated and has alot of Adult-content. I hope it does interest people however and makes for a good read. Let me know if i should continue it.

Heal me:Chapter 1

I felt it, with my eyes closed and my body stiff, i felt him push inside me. His thick, ugly, dirty tool was inside me. I had learnt by now that even if i cried and screamed, no-one would help me. So i just laid there, silent tears of pain and shame rolling down my cheeks. I waited for him to finish, for him to leave so i could take a long hot shower. But i knew, i knew it wouldn't be enough to get the dirty feel of him off of me or out of me.

As he was leaving i heard his deep, smokey voice grumble "as good as always". I ran to the sink, my stomach emptying out the little food i had inside. I no longer had an appetite, food just tasted stale and dry to me. I stepped into the shower, running the water so hot that most people would find it excruciating.

As i stood under the hot water, scrubbing away at my skin, i went to clean my lower area. I heaved once more, just the thought of that area of my body made me sick. I scrubbed and cleaned numbly at it, still crying over what was happening to my life.

Once i felt like i couldn't clean anymore i stepped out into the bathroom before quickly running back into my room. I got changed into my school uniform and did my hair and make-up.

Looking at myself in the mirror i could see it, i could see the long deep gash at the side if my face, all around was purple. Now looking it at i can feel the pain, and it hurt like fuck. I guess i was too numb to realize it was still there.

I went downstairs to the smell of cigarets and coffee.

"Morning honey, heres your iced tea." I heard my mum say as i turn towards the kitchen.

My eyes catch his, his sick pervy smirk directed my way.

"Morning Mum..Dad".