Crazy

She was the worst person at keeping secrets. She let it 'slip' that Amy got pregnant to the whole entire school. She told everyone that Ricky was a mental patient. She ran up to me and told me she might need therapy without even really knowing me she chose to share something like that. These things all scream out that Madison Cooperstein is nuts and is someone that I should definitely stay away from.

I don't know what it was though but there something in the summer of sophomore year that pulled me closer to her. I was at football camp and Grace was at med camp. Every time I would call Grace she would talk about something that she was at med camp, and I was happy for her because she was doing something that she was so passionate about but I felt a little left out and frustrated. I realised that Grace and I didn't have as much in common as I thought. Plus, there was always that should-we-or-should –we-not-have- sex-conversation with Grace. I really did love Grace, but I felt like we were growing apart that summer and plus I was beginning to suspect that something was going on between she and that Jason guy. He was the smart doctor type and I think Grace wanted me to be that way.

Madison and I continued our dead parents club meetings. She was the only one I could really talk to that summer. She talked a lot and was kind of annoying but I still enjoyed being around her for some reason. I thought it was just because of the oral sex at first but when we actually became a couple I realised that I actually really liked her. She was smart, funny, and talented. Even though she was a little nuts when it came to Grace I could see that she cared about me. Grace would always be my first love though.

Madison could talk me into doing a lot of things like getting her a gift after I told her I loved her and lying to a judge. She didn't want me to be somebody else, she just didn't want me to go after Grace and I let her down. But I was really in love with Grace now, or so I thought but after the conversation I had with Adrian maybe she wasn't in love with. Even though Grace told me what Adrian said was a lie I still wasn't totally convinced.

Tonight I'm going out to dinner with Grace though and that's a good sign, I guess. I thought I had an epiphany about Grace after I woke up from a coma that I wanted to be with her for the rest of my life and that's why I proposed to her. My mom just came into my room and gave me a little gift that she wanted for Madison. Even though I thought she had finally come to terms about my relationship with Grace I knew she liked Madison more.

I called Madison to tell her that I wanted to me up with her, we had a nice conversation. I forgot how easy and fun things were with Madison. When we met up I gave her the gift and she thanked me for it. I stared at her for a bit and I just couldn't help but miss her and all the memories we had together and so I kissed her. It wasn't planning on it; it was a long kiss and it felt good. Maybe my feelings never really went away and I just never really gave her a chance because I was too hung up on Grace. I think really missed having a little Madison craziness in my life.

A/N : I always thought it was kind of random that Jack kissed Madison when he was engaged to Grace so I decided to give a little back story as to it.