Hey this is my first ever fan fic so please revew to let me know if I should keep writing or stick to reading. Do drop me a line constructive criticism is always welcome.
Okay ive stalled long enough here it is...
He knows he shouldent do it, but he dose it anyway. Every time he looks into those emeralds that are his eyes, he melts. Draco cant help it though. He has had these feelings for years. Evry snear, snigger, taunt and punch that he had ever sent the wonder-boy that is Harry Potter is a desperate plea for help. Each and evry time he sees him smile he is mesmerised.
He belongs to then weaselett, he tells himself but he cannot stop the fury, hate and sadness that occurs inside his head. "He belongs to ME" he thinks with a growl evry time he sees them together. Though he knows he can never be his. Not fully anyway.
Evry time he sneeks away to meet Harry he thinks of ending it, but when he gets to the abandoned classroom, broom cupboard or secret passage harry has chosen for that nights fucking session, his heart tightens and he knows he's going nowhere, he cant speek only obay.
Straight after Harry comes inside Draco he pulls out roughly, putting his cock away and leaving without a word. Draco's left there panting and staring up at the ceiling with eyes void of emotion.
As he lays thare he thinks of harry with the weaselett, kissing he, touching her, lying with her, fucking her. With these thoughts he pulls out his razor, he's mesmorised by the way the blade glints in the moonlight. "I could just slice two straight lines and the pain would be gone, " he tought. "Just like that 'poof' and thares no more pain, no more harry."
With these thoughts he places the blade to the milky white skin, marred with small pink scars and leans heavily while dragging it down the leanth of his arm then he dose the same to the other arm then sits back and watches as the blood bubbles in dots along the cut before before joining the stream of blood running down his arm.
He couldent feel his body and he was getting light headed, his last coherent thought was that he was finaly free, for the first time ever Draco Malfoy was free.
