a/n this is my first fan fiction so please be nice, but i still want your opinions, tips,etc. I'm sorry if its not that good...PLEASE REVIEW!
Chapter 1- The Ambulance Has Arrived
Dear Diary, November 2o, 2008
I'm so confused about my life right now. I'm pregnant...and I don't know what to do. I got pregnant 5 months ago and EVERYONE in town knows! I mean everyone! Madison and Lauren were there when I took the test so they must have told everyone...even Ricky. God, I hate him for this. Ashley was the 1st person who knew I thought I was pregnant; I really hate that word when it relates to me. Anyway we held each other in the hallway as I cried, Ashley, the mean, non-compassionate one, was the one who comforted me, and my parents were the last to know...I didn't know how to tell them. My mom wasn't angry she was more disappointed that her smart one had gotten herself knocked up. My dad on the other hand was furious, he yelled and screamed at me and then at my mom for standing up for his slutty, good-for-nothing daughter. He demanded that I got an abortion; my mom said that she was ok with whatever I chose. My dad still won't speak to any of us, except for Ashley.
I know Ricky hates me now but I really don't care anymore, I'M THE ONE WHOS PREGNANT!
How can he be mad? He doesn't have the huge truck sized belly. On the good side of things, though, I met someone on the first day. He's a freshman too. He loves me even though I'm pregnant. His name is Ben Boykewich. I don't think I'm in love with him, yet. But he treats me like a princess, a princess with a gigantic belly. Ben's dad, Leo, is awesome, he's the sausage king and he acts like there's nothing wrong with me. Ben is the sausage prince, but don't call him that it makes his little ears go red. Well this is it I think for now. I don't know if I'll be able to write again anytime soon.
Amy
Dear Diary , June 31, 2009
It has been a year since John was conceived. I have grown up a lot since then. When Ben went to Italy I was devasted and I missed him terribly. Until, of course, I found out that he cheated on me with an Italian girl named Maria but I decided to forgive him. Oh yea, John was born on February 14, 2009, on Valentines Day he was a month early, I was going to put him up for adoption but Ricky didn't want me to, so I decided if I was ever going to have a life outside of John I would have to have him live with Ricky. So then I decided that I have John live with Ricky and I take him every other weekend, a joint custody. John has turned into such a beautiful little boy. It was the hardest thing that I've ever had to do and it most likely probably the biggest mistake I'll ever make.
A lot of people were super mad at me for that. Especially Adrian Lee, but she's hated me since she found out that I got pregnant with Ricky Underwood's baby. Apparently Ricky is/was Adrian's boyfriend and now I'm his baby-momma. But, its not like it's my entire fault, I mean come on it takes two to "tango" and Adrian should know that by now. I think I'm gonna marry Ben Boykewich. I mean come on he's stable, loyal (even if he cheated on me once) and he's nice. I know those make him sound like a dog and those aren't very good reasons to be married but I decided that I had a baby and now I need to do something about it. But the biggest reason I decided to get married is because Ben proposed to me. Yes, the sausage prince, Benjamin Boykewich, proposed to me, the teen mom. His face was so nervous and worried. His eyes were so full of love and care. Love and care for me, Amy Jergens. So I couldn't tell him no...
So the day after graduation I will be officially Amy Boykewich. I'm so scared, God please help me through this.
Amy
~6 years later~
Amy: OK. That's the last of it. I hope.
? You sure babe?
Amy: Yup.
?: I love you so much, I'm surprised that we haven't attacked each other and had hot dirty sex ( a/n lmao) on our new house's kitchen floor yet. I mean it is our honeymoon.
Amy: Oh but we will...I laugh as I look at my new hubby, I really do love and care about him it's just...I don't know, there's something missing. I smile seductively and walk inside our brand, new house.
? : Hey! Wait up!
Amy: Come and get me, Mr. Husband. I run up the staircase trying to get away from him. Usually I don't like playing games like this but, I just really don't want to have sex and I really don't know why...Could it have something to do with John? I mean I still haven't told Anthony about him yet.
Anthony: Amy...Mrs. Bradshaw...I call Amy's name throughout the house. I have no idea where she went, why would she run away? This is our honeymoon and I did what she wanted, we stayed home, or moved in to our new home. The only thing I want from this marriage, other than Amy, is kids but Amy said that she didn't want anymore kids and when I asked her about what she said, she told me that she just didn't phrase her words right. My new wife really confuses me at times.
Amy: As I listen to Andy call my name I think of an escape and the only escape route I see is the attic window, which is on the 4th floor of our home. I'll take the risk. I prayed as I opened the window and walked to the other side of the room. Dear God, please let me live because if I do, I'll go see John and Ricky soon, and I'll tell Andy about them. I'll go see my family and everyone else I kind of abandoned. Please and thank you. I stopped praying and started to run. Just as Andy opened the door I was getting a running start towards the window, and when I jumped it felt so great, so amazing like flying, I've never felt so...so ALIVE! Then all went black.
Andy: AMY! I yelled as I watched my newly wife jump out our attic window. I quickly got past my shock and called the police. Hello. My wife just jumped out of our attic window and its 4 stories high. Umm...I don't know if she's alright. I kinda don't want to look out the window. Ok umm...I'll be outside waiting. I quickly hung up and ran downstairs. I opened up the front door to see a crowd of people surrounding Amy. Back, back. EVERYONE, BACK UP! I hated to yell but, the woman I love is laying there and I couldn't get to her. So as I push through the sea of bodies I finally get to the middle. I gasped. That woman was not Amy Jergens-Bradshaw. That woman was a life less, empty shell of the woman I married.Oh, Amy. I sighed.
Amy: The blackness was taking over as I heard voices
Floating around me. I heard sirens and some lunatic screaming at people. Then finally I heard a familiar voice, my husband. He sighed my name, was I dead? I didn't think I was dead. Then I heard loud, uniformed voices and the sirens were much closer now. The ambulance had arrived.
