Light Yagami
It's been a few days since Ryuzaki-no, L's death. I had to act in complete despair in loss of my "friend." And everything has been going exactly as planned. Misa played Kira while I worked on the Kira case. But, honestly, it's too easy now. No one at all suspects me, not even a little.
I hate to admit it, but I miss L. I really do. Till the end of his life, he still suspected me. And he was the only one who had the same skills as me. He was a challenge, and I beat him! Shouldn't I be happy about that? Well... I am happy about that, but... It's just so boring now.
It's just the same boring old routine now... Criminals die, the police freak out, go home to Misa, more criminals die, and I'm never suspected of Kira. I sighed, it was boring without L.
On the last day of his life, he knew he was going to die. He heard bells, and the subtle hints he gave me.
"How sad... We'll part soon." L said, he knew he was going to die.
But... The way he looked at me, he didn't seem that sad. In fact, there was a bit of a smile on his face. Was he glad, to be dying? I didn't expect him to be. But none of the less, he planned out day. Typical L. He knew Watashi would die as well.
But... Why would he just give up like that? Did he have something else planned? Maybe... just maybe.
Aside from him being on my level, I missed him in general.
I missed his small smiles he gave every now and then...
I missed the way he sat...
I missed his love of sweets and the way he thought I envied him for his sweets...
I missed the way he looked...
I missed L.
And I still don't know his real name.
I'm sure his name isn't Ryuzaki, that was just an alias.
What is your name L?
I miss you L, it's boring here without you. Why don't we do this again? You accuse me of being Kira, and I deny it... I wish I could relive those days... Because now, I'm completely clear, I'm even the new L.
Did L have something planned?
What if, L is still alive somehow?
No... L is dead.
And I hate to think that... I'm just making myself believe he's still alive...
Because, I miss you L.
I miss you.
I. miss. you.
If I could relive our days together, I would. Even though you'd still die in the end, I'd replay those days, just to see you again.
Because now, it's boring without you, L.
It really is.
But, maybe, just maybe... There's someone else out there that has the same skills as you. Just maybe...
If there was, it'd be just like the old days.
A/N: Well, I know Light is a bit OOC, but I needed to make him a bit OOC for this. This is my first Death note Fanfic, and I usually stick to writing Percy Jackson fanfics. And all my fanfics are a bit depressing, but that's okay.
Did anyone else cry when L died? I did. I cried, hard. IT WAS SO SAD. :(
And did you know, that Yagami backwards, is im a gay? IT MAKES SO MUCH SENSE NOW.
Anyways, I hope you enjoyed! Please leave a review and maybe favorite my story!
Bye now!
