Authors note: so I came up with this when I was grounded from the internet and I was playing sims, so I wrote it on my ipod and it's just been a struggle to get it on here since, Anyways, I hope you like it!

Title: I love you…

Pairing: L/OC

Warning: A few cuss words thrown here and there, A little bit of OCC-ness and two OC's

Light... You were Kira after all. I was right, but nevertheless I lost. Damn you Kira.

He's smiling. Why smile? Why does this bring him so much pleasure? I thought he was my friend! Friends don't cut Friends lives short, Light! Bastard!

Doesn't he realize what I haven't done? Doesn't he realize there are people, people who will know he did this? Near will know, Mello will know, and Mello will tell Matt. He tells Matt everything. Does he... Does he love Matt?

Love... Love! Light-Kira, I have felt love! Twice in my life! That's more then you'll ever feel it, so why should you smile? Just because there a 99.86% chance that you were the second person I've ever loved, and the first who I only wanted to be friends with gives you no right too- actually, it might.

Bria... Bria Lawliet, I'm insanely sorry. I'm sorry I fell for you, sorry you miraculously fell for me, I'm sorry I married you, I'm sorry I needed to keep you a secret, I'm sorry you will never lead a normal life, I'm sorry that you gave birth to my beautiful daughter Eliza, I'm sorry that I never told you how beautiful you are, I'm sorry I put you through this, I'm sorry I let him win, I'm sorry I didn't call you yesterday, I'm sorry I never told you I loved you and I'm sorry that you'll live your entire life not knowing if I'm dead or alive.

I'm sorry for all the pain I put you through.

Eliza... She's only two, she shouldn't have to suffer the same fate Bria did. Eliza, I'm sorry I'll never see you grow up. Please forgive me for not wanting to hold you as a baby. I didn't want to hurt you! I'm sorry that I won't be there to explain to you how the whammy's house works. I'm sorry that Bria will attempt to help you express yourself in words. I'm even more sorry that there's a 67% chance that you will end up like me. Forgive me, please.

I look at Light Yagami's sick, twisted, mad smile as he pretends to be crying over me before I let my soul and mind fly away from my mind.

Light's smile may have been the last thing I saw, however Bria's lightly tanned skin, milky brown eyes, wavy long brown hair and beautiful face was the last thing I thought of.

I love you...

Authors note: Sorry I didn't make it lounger. I'm thinking of making a fanfic (or maybe just other chapters to this, I'm not sure yet) of L's life flashing before his eyes, kinda like what I did for V in V for Vendetta, (read the fanfic if you want too) Anyways tell me what you think of that idea, in a review. Actually, I don't really care if you liked this or not, I just want to know why. I want reviews! No flames though….

Peace in!

Melanie Swirls!

Ps: Sorry for the use of invented characters. It was necessary.