Hi guys! I'm Sela:) and this is my first EWW fanfiction. My previous works are for House of Anubis. I really wanted to write this, I don't know what inspired me to write it.
This story is focused mainly on Emma, Daniel, Jax, Andi, and Mia. There will not be much Maddie and Diego, and there's no Philip :(
Even though I'm jemma shipper, there will be some Demma in this story. That's just my plan for it. If there is anything you want to see incorporated into this story, just message me!
I don't really wanna spoil anything, but there are so many awesome Jemma fanfics and I just wanna be a little different! So couples will be Demma, and maybe some surprises in there ;) I'm not quite ready to reveal them yet. They might not be what you think.
Takes place after season 3, since I wrote it before season 4.
Emma
I chose Jax. When I asked myself who I wanted to be with, my mind led my hand to Jax's own. End of story, I chose Jax.
But that's just the thing. The story hasn't ended. I'm left with this dissatisfied feeling, like I'm only half full. I think I'm broken, because Jax is absolutely perfect. He treats like I'm his Chosen One. The only girl he could ever want...and honestly, I don't even deserve it. Everyday he tells I'm sweet and beautiful, so why don't I blush anymore when he says those things?
Why don't I get the exciting feeling in my heart when he surprises me with a loving touch, why doesn't my heart race when he kisses me? It always used to, before we became official. Before I decided to push Danny away for good. Maybe that was the mistake. Maybe Jax was just a backup if things didn't work out with Danny. I didn't think Daniel would want me with him forever, so I tricked myself into choosing Jax. I choose with head, not my heart. It's one of the biggest mistakes a person can make.
Maybe I have only ever worked with Jax when Danny was there. Jax didn't want him to have me, and the whole messed up loved triangle drove Jax and I closer. Now that we're together, there's not much more we can do. Jax and I only seemed meant for each other when there was some evil magic thing, or yes, Daniel, driving us apart.
Now that I've settled for Jax, my heart knows I've messed it up. I want Daniel. I know I sound indecisive, wanting what I can't have. I know I sound slutty and lovesick and emotional...but when he looks at me with his warm gaze from across the hall, I feel like melting. Jax hasn't made me feel that way in a long time. Does that mean I simply don't love him anymore, or does it mean I'm just a careless high school girl who wants to have the guy she isn't dating? I don't know who I've become, and that scares me more than anything.
Am I changing from my good girl ways, or do I just love Danny so much that I've stopped loving Jax all together? I don't wanna break Jax's heart. He's been so happy in these past few weeks since I've chosen him. I'm not sure if I'm ready to shatter his happiness that he's found with me because of my own selfish affection towards my ex, the boy that I didn't choose.
I've been terrible at making decisions lately, and it's becoming harmful to me as well as everyone I touch. What happened to the sweet little good witch? I seem to be turning into a heartless and heartbreaking witch. The thought of that terrifies the good witch I know I am. I know what I have to do, but how can I possibly do it? It would mean breaking Jax's heart, shattering all his pure, good thoughts of me. How would Daniel feel if I told him I changed my mind? If I told him I wanted him back? He might not even want to be with me anymore after what I did to him. Did I break his heart, too? Is that all I'm worth?
Daniel
I am in love with Emma Alonso. I have no doubt about this. She is the person I always think about first. She is the girl who crushed me when she took Jax over me. She is my first love, and I want her back in my arms, where I am sure she needs to be.
So, in a very Daniel Miller-like fashion, I have devised a plan. If I want her back, I need her to want to be with me. I can't force into anything. If she has any feelings left for me at all, I'm confident my plan will work. My eyes are constantly watching her, and she seems hesitant in her relationship with Jax. It's like she's uncomfortable and aware of the fact that she isn't as taken with Jax as he is with her. I've seen her staring at me during class. I can sense her attraction towards me, like she's...changed her mind.
Most guys wouldn't take a girl back after choosing another guy, but I know with Emma and I, it's because we are meant to be together and she knows it. I'm her first love, I know Emma will always come back to me. Frankly, I grateful that she's woken up from the romance trance that no good Jax put her in. Jax is so infatuated with Emma, he seems like a stalker to me. If Emma was interested, she would treat Jax like he treats her, but she doesn't. I hope that I'm right is guessing that I'm what she wants, because if I'm not, then my whole plan is practically a waste. I could never let Emma suffer by being in relationship she doesn't want to be in. Not like Jax. I can see his selfishness. Or is he stupid enough to be believe that what they have going on is genuine? I think Jax's feelings have become unrequited.
Emma is what I want. Together, we'll make each other happy. We'll make each other better. Getting her back is what unplanned to accomplish. Jax won't get in my way.
I'm always staring at Emma. When she catches me, I stare harder. I hover my eyes over her body, and her face, the only face I ever look at that way. I stare at her intensely until she blushes. Then I give her a sexy little smirk, something she'd consider unexpected from me. I can tell I'm making her the perfect kind of uncomfortable. Whenever I get the chance to get close to her, I'll slip my hand around her waist, or rest it on her knee. How do I know this isn't borderline creepy? I see her goofy, but guilty, little smile when I do those things. I don't think Jax has caught onto it yet, but I've seen Andi giving me a look or two.
I want to kiss her so badly. I want to wrap her in my arms and whisper meaningful words into her ears. I want her to be my one girl. And it pains me because I know she wants the same thing, but she's so sweet and caring that she doesn't want to hurt Jax. But it's in a friendly way. She's never truly been anything but his friend. She just didn't want to hurt him when he got feelings for her, and she tricked herself into settling for him. I will make her the happiest Chosen One ever to exist. Behind this scheming shark is a boy whose heart belongs to Emma Alonso. I want her heart to belong with me.
So that was the beginning! I hoped you liked it...even if you ship Jemma, like me. Don't worry, Jax will have somebody to love;)
Please review! It would mean the world to me! I really want to make this something people really enjoy in this fandom. It might not be everyone's cup of tea, but I promise you'll like it after I get the first few chapters up and can get farther in the story:) please give this a chance. I'm most excited about the Mia storyline, coming in chapter three! I know it seems like I'm treating Jax bad, but he's my favorite and I want to write him getting through this.
I LOVE jemma, so you can still read if you ship jemma. Okay?
-Sela
